Monday, May 07, 2012 Y 1:50 PM
someone tagged on my tag board on 24th dec 2010 asking me how are things with zyang.
mm... prob now that i've seen that tag, i'll reply here..
i dunno.. maybe there fate but not a 100%
saw this phase before. if your heart is big enough, it is possible to love 2 guys.
LOL... but reality is no one accepts the fact that you can even think of loving 2 person... wads more abt the practicality part?
LIFE SUX.... and i can blame no one but myself for ruining my own life in 2009.
eversince 2009, everything in life is just going downhill.. even my psychological and emotional state.
i was once the happiest gal in the world. optimistic and out-going.
now i'm the most pessimistic gal, who doesnt wish to interact with others accept with my family and that small handful of friends.
i did try to revert things back.. i did try to chase the things i've lost back... but no matter how hard i tried, i've failed.
it came to a point, i no longer wish to try anymore.
now that many more things happened, it only convinced me one thing... that i should even be born into this world. it made me feel that i should make my own move by disappearing from this world.