hmm... over the past week, went for odac camp..
alotof things happened, which i never encountered before..
even during skol time..
hahz..
ok... things happened in skol.
and i was kinda upset.. especially when i wrote him that letter..
he said i was so silly to write that.... cos i knew his answer without even needing to ask him
hmph... but oh wells..
o i went off to camp feeling heavy and draggy..
hmph..
first day..
camped at sentosa..
but ya... asadvance party, we had to go there early to prepare..
at senotsa... we really slacked..
tekan-ing the juniors were our job...
cos they gotta complete within a certain time limit...
my station was the zhong zi mi ma.. cos they had to remember a sequence of colours. and step up the stairs.
the hard part is that.. each member will have a different sequence..
so no one was to help.... besides encouraging.
was disturbed by the juniors when they dint abide by the rules..
one gp had to do forfeit even though they cleared fast...
haix..
ok... stations at sentosa was really slacked... can take pics... and can study alittle under the dark sky..
oh... there were many stars there too!!!!
hahz..
hmm.... talked with him over the fone too... for a while... (=
thanks...
hmmm.. slept late around 2??? cos the whole thing's supposed to finish at 2..
but then ya... heard that weiliang had gastric...
so me and siew li, being nice... we went to get him a hot cup of chocolate..
but heard that he dint drink the cup of drink..
haix...
ok... first tsunami night came...
we slept until 4 when suddenly someone shouted "its raining!!!!"
oh wells... there werent rain at that point of time... just that the wind was super strong suddenly... and it blew off almost anything it can find.
the usually mascular siew huai was the natural vibrator that night...
cos she was utterly shocked by the wind and also it was duper cold...
who wanna compare the degree of shiver-ness... mother will definetely beat you guys...
hah... so it rained and poured...
all the juniors and seniors, even tchrs had to go to the bottom of the twin tower to gather...
we were asked to cover ourselves with ground sheets and hurdle with each other...
seniors gals were tgt behind a pillar and A RUBBISH BIN!!!
hahz...
nothing can expressed how we felt that day..
but it was really an experience encountered...
next morning... we woke up early and evacuated the j1s initially... then we combed the area, under the slight drizzle.
then we went ove rto the toilet where the juniors were.. and asked those who were wet to help carry all the stuffs over...
hmm... then left for the shelter where we had breakfast...
and set off to ubin
2nd day
day was super hot..
it was a total contrast to the previous night...
so hot stuffy, sticky, and mosquito-y..
most of us got bitten like no body's business..
and of course not forgetting our "beloved" sandflies..
hmm... ok...so when advance partyt set off to their various stations..
me and siew li remained..
cos out station was of walking distance to our site..
hmm... our tasks was to bury envelopes under the sand... hahz.. we had a hard time digging like mad....
then after which when we're done..
we joined the gls(group leaders) for lunch..
ahzh... all tired... but we moved...
then after our station was done... we met up with xiao bao to pick twicks and leafs...
for camp fire..
haix... couldnt stand the heat and stuffs...
so we walked to the start,..
then me and xiao bao were so tired that we slept for a while...
when i woke up... i went to study at the water area with siew li...
xiao bao and chen jie were still sleeping...
hahz...
hmph.... when the water aunty had to leave, she left us a box of water which lingkang they all order for dinner..
hmph... so when me and li decided we dint wanna study le... we carried the box back..
thats when i got super pissed off by SAJC's odac..
wahlau..
their odac is always like leisure camp... and they think they're the best???
somemore the seniors ( 3 guys in army) have the cheeks to say us lousy just cos we carried a box full of water back tgt???
like hello lor... thats called helping one another??? even though the ground was super uneven???
say us lousy??? ask your juniors speack for themselves la...
2 guys cant even carry a small box of things properly... somemore on flat ground..
wth..
okok... composed...
back to the thing..
then a while later... 2 guys approached us...
we couldnt recognised them... until they teased us..
ahhz.. (=
yupyup... alvin and wen ynag came back to look for us..
ahzh..
actually they wante to look for tchrs...
so they came to our camp site last...
hahz..
(=
veyr happy to see them... one of them my eye candy ma..
(= so fun.... he tried teaching us econs... but failed la..
ahzh... and it was damn funny...
when li told them abt us being looked down by those 3 B******S... they wanted to help us..
but whether they did,, we dint know la..
(=
hmph... nite time came... the camp fire was the best highlights of the whole camp..
ahhzx...
i felt the sense of belonging again... (=
in the same land, the similar night, the same hut
we enjoyed the campfire... though it always got put out cos it was weak..
ahzh.. (=
but ya...
realli veyr fun... esp one part where 12 pple had to go out..
ODACIANs, you guys know wad huh??
ahz.... damn funny..
hmm... after camp fire's over... they had the night hike...
but i dint go cos i had night blindness... best not to move too much. or else i wun know where i end up to...
ahzh (=
hmph... so a total of 15-16 remained to look after the stuffs..
and here came the 2nd tsunami..
hahz..
storms and rain came again..
so none of the hikers came back...
next morning...
those who remained behind had to pack up and HELPED THE JUNIORS PACKED!!!!!
wahlau... imagine SHOES NOT KEPT PROPERLY IN THE SHOEBAG??
and SENIORS HAD TO HELP THEM KEEP EVERYTHING???
argh.. nvm... then everyhting's over... went back to skol... and they got tekaned!!!!!
ahzh... for not being responsive, and responsible..
ahzh.... seriously they cant look after themselves. dun talk abt looking after others stuffs...
1 jet knive's lost
4 first aid's wet..
wad more can you ask for.. ???
hph...
after camp breaks... went home then go out...
hahz.. (= finally get to go out wiht him... then we walked and i saw a shoe and top i like alot!!!
ahz... went to civics too. ocs we wanna look for roof top to see sunset..
but we couldnt find..
sian... missed it.....
hazh.. but i really loved the day alot... though i'm really tired and exhausted..

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out. Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.You are secretly afraid of being alone. Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.

i'm home now...
hahz..
ended skol at 5 today..
then walked with toot all the way to home (=
then went to bangkit to get some stuffs.. (=
hahz... had a nice lunch with daddy!!!!
with toot, daddy and mummy-wannabe-in law.
hahz.,..
so funny!!!!
anw... we rushed thru...
sian..
anyway..
pam had this literacy week thingy..
hazh... supported her while having chinese lessons...(=
i'm a happy gal... right now right this moment..
no worries no fret...
toot... dun spoil me so much hor...
hahz... and mr houseman... thanks alot... (= i'm sure mummy will like you... hahz..
for being such a gd guy...

today's odac was an unexpected one...
for the j2s.
hmm... anw... bad news..
i'm in teh danger zone...
one more time i'm missing from odac without valid reason or mc. i'm outta odac..
kinda serious lei..
cos its only a few more weeks..
haix..
i cant promise nothing happens...
esp the following week when its nature's day..
omg!!!!
ok.. anw... as i said earlier..
j2s ended earlier today...
so went with bowlers to chervon...
see them bowl and did alot of work...
somehow.. its a little more productive than studyin in skol... though i tend to be distracted by seeing them play.
(=
hmm...
i've got a surprise today..
azh...
kinda got me shocked... but happy..
(=
thanks alot...

progression..
thats the word..
nothing else can describe how i feel.
sticky..
hahz..
pun and actual word suits me now..
(=
hmm... had a nice stroll with tooty at zh park..
hazh... stars were few today.. but they were kinda bright..
(=
guess its gonna rain soon
tooty... i love the place where we found the graffiti.. (=
next time we go there spray also k???
we'll do the nicest graffiti there.. (=
hahz.. and all the pipes...
hazh..
hiack hiack hiack..
you know wadi said just now right??
i find it so amusing... (=
oh wells... its the first time i explored that area...
but it was fun... cos i was with tooty.. and we crapped while walking..
(=
moon gazing too...
mm... haix... alot of pple know le...
those i dun wanna let them know. i supposed also know le...
pple i dunno but he knows also know...
world too small le la...
they got eyes...
(=

dear. go find out that word.
you said to me... but its another way i express it back to you
(=
sticky sticky!!!

"how much do you like me?"
"in terms of?"
"no units."
"infinity"
"if got units?"
"in terms of ?"
"percentage?"
"erm. 95% ba."
"wad abt yourself?"
"95% for you, 5% for me and my family lor"

awwww... will this touch you if you're the gal???

dun you love fri best???
the skol really gives us opp yea?
bet one person or rather 3 will agree with me..
(=
mm... lotsa things happened???
things that should be over arent over..
pple who should alr relax and chill are still on fire..
for god knows wad reason...
obviously you guys are just arguing your way through an endless arguements..
but who cares...

anyway...
today is yet another wonderful day...
went out with dear since noon after he cut his hair..
hazh... then headed straight for bishan..
cos of my tuition..
gosh... lovable..
then we went to orchard to study... and saw belle...
shocked!!!! and happy...
i'm so glad to see aunty and belle la... like who's not to see her own bestfriend..
azh... and oops... forgot to send regards to mummy..
ahzh..
ok... then we walked awhile... and walked to paragon..
then bought muji marker...
hahz..
so fun.. talking and playing... its something that i've never experience before..
a rls based on friendship.. a friendship based on true understanding..
he's more of a friend and a buddy... yet he's my only one..
guess i've cultivate the feelings AMAIC
azhh..
but somehow... somehting upsetted me in the afternoon... but thankfully he was truthful..
(= honestly is the best policy..
i wun say i l**e him as much as he do...
but i'm really glad he's always there for me...
whenever i'm in a bad mood, or happily singing away or dancing away..
he's there... to see my xi nu ai le..
guess i have nothing to hide from him... hahz(=

hope you're the right one for me...
missing you.

1)if you have to choose between good friend, close friend and best friend, which will you choose?
-close friend,cos you alr got a bestfriend

2)if you had to choose between close friends and ahem, which wil you choose?
-obvious right?
"she believes that a friendship is the base of relationship and love?"

super random.
alot of ques asked and replied...
Q&A from ms y and mr no reply

mm...
a new beginning.
(= anw.. went for movie marathon and star gazing yest.
damn fun... bt stoopid me, of all days choose yest to be sleepy..
must be too high in the day.
ahzh.. .(=
anw... was with the close bowlers i hang out with..
hahz... excluding kel and marcus
azhh..
ok...
watched step up again..
this time we watch w/o stopping...
damn nice.. (=
while watching. i can feel myself dancing within..
its this show back then that makes me wanna go back horizon at the end of the year.
which means... when tooty goes army.. we will have less time for each other.
ok... star gaze was amazing..
saw jupitar. orion..
and we picture the shape of dog and horse while walking on the track.
hahz.. (=
though movie marathon we onli watched one show and we missed meteor shower, i still enjoyed this day...
today... after tuition i went home to sleep...
azhh.. then pammie came to shower before we set out to bishan(=
so fun...
i love these fun days tgt...
but yea... we noticed that we should start mugging real hard..
though i know wad i want in future le.. and told tooty abt it too..
(=
on our way home... met aloy kor's classmates..
ahzh.. apparently they stay near me..
ya... saw me and tooty also..
ahzh.. but we dint say much.. (=
ok... i'm here blogging since i dint come in for 2 or 3 days le...
gonna go back to studying...
got too many work left unfinished,...

daddy... chill and relax k???
after much had happened... you still have us..
dong li jiao ta che will always be there for you de!!!!
(= and hope you will be fine soon..
sorry for flaring at you over that person that day...
but i dun like to hear that name...
sorry ah...

mm... chinese cheena...
argh!!!! eyes popping from all the characters i see..
gosh..
mm... apparently.. pple just dun understnad me well enough... think you got no right to spam?
i supposed pple dun have the right to tell me wads right and wads wrong..
cos i choose wadever and wherever i wanna go...
only spam and say all these shit if you consider yourself as my uncles or aunties..
hazh..
whether i'm pretty or ugly... only my family memebrs have the right to judge...
(=
and to them... i'm always the pretty one... cos i've got a kind heart...
think thats most impt than you all - hypocrites...
nice on surface but ugly and rotten in the inside..
(= gosh... bitching...
oh wells... i'm just stating facts...
a nice and pretty person is based on interior not exterior...
point on finger at others adn 4 will point back at you..
think for yourselves before speaking.
(= not that i dint warn you..
kamar exists...

ok... i'm bakc home since dunno when..
hazh..
(+
afernoon went to mr no relpy's house...
wasnt feeling that well.. so went off early... so i missed maths test...
LS la..
haix..
ok... then had pam, darren and him to look after me..
ahz..
ok... short while later... left for home le..
doing work now..
thanks mr no reply..
send me home..
(=
hahz.. .
share spare details..
hahz..
anyway...
you seem to wanna understand me more.. .
and i'm thankful for that...
but remember to give each other our privacy k???
(=

these few days have been with him..
trying hard to put in some feelings la..
whihc i did...
but somehow i dun think its that kinda feeling..
i still like him...
cant bear... no matter how much i wan, i cant.
dun do so much for me k??
i'll be sad....
remember i'm weird???..

i'm ok le...
relaxed and thought twice..
(=
those who dunno me may think i change so quickly like changing clothes ba..
but not lor..
i'm still sad...
but i try not to think of him..
i choose to let go so easily cos i wan him ot be happy.
guess thats the way of loving someone?
hazhh...
thanks mr no reply...
sending me home...
better rest well hor..
YOU'RE SICK!!!

all of a sudden... i'm lost..
its like 2 months and now i'm sinking..
strived for him yet this is wad i get..
very sad.. i tried to make myself happy during cip today..
but i cant..
wanted to drink.
but i cant.
i'm really upset..
but i cant.
all lost.
mentally and physically..
wanna break down.. but i should not live for him.
all i can do is open my arms and let him fly.
let him go and give him my blessing.

but i still love him

i've created a blog for teh class le...
hope no stoopid idiots will go delete it again...

today's such a lovely day..
though i hated the morning..
hmm... woke up late... in the end took a cab which cost me 12 buck..
went back to sngs... wahhh...
i really love my juniors man... they all cant seem to remmeber who i am..
oh wells... i cant rememebr most of their names too..
azhh..
but i really love hte dance..
and st nick dancers... you gals really gave me a shock with your techniques and foundations..
its really good compared to us... not that we're that bad la...
but realli realli amazed and impressed...
(= was supposed to go say a few words today...
but wad i wanna say, yiru said le.. (=
hazh..
mm.... ok.. after which went bakc to cck for cip at zheng hua cc...
really fruitful...
did quite a few and tmr its gonna be from 10-6
whee!!!!!
lookign forward..
ok...cip ended quite late today, compared to previous days...
so couldnt go teach cedric...
so after the cip... darren pam and brian came my house, cos wanted ot lend pammie clothes to change..
then we played taidi, then we head to lot one for dinner...
apparently, we chat and played until 11pm..
hazh...
its really a fun day...

wah
today damn sian...
dunno why... mood's so sian,..
today thought got training...
butin the end.. i forgot its stduying week..
sian..
so its basically studies after studies until 7pm..
finally get to go off... then went to chervon...
to meet them for dinner..
then we played 2 games..
me brian and jon..
hahz... damn fun..
but damn packed..
intially we had to wait for the lanes...
so darren was still around..
then we were kinda bored..
thankfully there were cards..
hazh.. (= before that we ate mee goreng..
damn hot.. in the end.. i only ate like 1/4 of it..
hte rest all to darren..
hazh.. (=
i'm so glad to bowl... very long never bowl le..
heex...(=
ok... brian's so nice...waited for my lrt to come then he go off..
hahz.. cos we miss last bus le..
hmmm...

i seriously hate them...
i took hours, to do that skin.. all they did was delete it..
wad is this???
its dead... but why do this to my efforts???
argh!!!! hate those who deleted it... its just tells me something that unity and bonding arent needed at all...
why bother???

tired exhausted..
i dunno why...
haix... mind's not int he right place..
i guess i'm just thinking of him too much..
haix...
who ask him.... mia soooo long..
ok la.... nothih special really happened.. just that i'm super drained again..
but i dint sleep this time..
trying to hang on as mcuh as i can to finish up work..
alot to do...
omg!!!!
gotta push myself even harder..
ganbatte..
mr nice guy...
pls faster come find me lei....
you mia damn long le lei...
think got a few days le...

wahhh.. just now immediately after dinner... went straight to toilet..
gosh... sian la..
me and eve puked..
hahz..
sad case la..
ohhh wells... already felt unwell during the heats..
but yea... dint show any expression..
mm...
really gotta thanks darren and brian.. for coming down to support..(=
hahz... but yea.. you knwo i dint do my best until the fun time(=
heex..
wasted la..
hmm.. its ok...
3rd.. not so bad la.. (=
mm...
eh... i just dun understnad why pple just like to spam others so much..
dun they have life to get on with???
or their lives are meant to criticise others??
thankfully i'm not free now...
hazh..
hmph..
had some meeting with mr kum and mrs wee today..
then mdm chua came in sit and listen also..
wah lau...
i alr register for chinese... keep saying whether to let me retake??
should give me a definate ans lor..
if not i waste time doing chinese for wad???
and she's so unfair!!!
aiya.. dun say le la..
marcus knows and i know can le..
hmm.. anw... mrs wee is so nice!!!
ahzh..
think they are more concerned abt my health..
i'm also concerned..
since now i know i can pain until vomit. or even faint..
so its kinda serious...
gosh..
hopefully exams wun be like that.. if not i'll just give up my life and die man..
haix..

i'm home... went to peggy's house to collect work form her..
whoots..
alot yet not alot..
(=
hmm... anw... i'm guai today..
did alot of work today..
chinese compo
chinese essay outline
maths P&C
econs case study part d
read education
hahaz..
but those arent considered alot though..
have yet to finish ajc chinese paper.
n ya.. go thsoe work from peggy..
hmm.. thanks..
i wanna puke again..
but so far nothin comes out.. (=
will chiong to the toilet when i feel somehting..
hmmm... rainy day,
makes me a sad gal... cos i'm scared of cold... brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

went back to doctor today...
walked past that familiar grass patch..
tummy still feeling upset..
its worse than yest... hardly can walk much..
haix..
hmm... ok yea... there goes my one day again.
gotta mug harder man..
hmm... ok... doing my homework now..
lotsa to catch up..
lots to ask friends to teach if i dun understand..
if not will go straight to the tchrs le..
mm.. mouth's too tired to talk... hands to tired to sms and type..
so will keep it short.
(= thanks my mr nice man... was really happy to chat with you yest..
life haven been liek this happy for a long time.. (=
thanks...
and yea.. thanks peggy for helping me keep homework...
really owe you one ren qing..
next time need help i sure help you de..
(=

not feeling veyr well...
haven recover..
tummy still aching like hell..
haix..
hmph.. anw.. mummy cooked lunch and dinner for me..
thanks mum..
hmph..
then afternoon went back skol for consultation..
cos we made appointment last week..
not so nice if i dun go ba..
hmph...
got my class tee le..
its nice..
but BIG!!!
ahzh..
took neocard with daddy today..
ahzh..
and saw renjie just now at horizon..
but he dun seem to rememebr me..
sianx... sad sad...
mm.. ok.. my days' not so bad...
i studied.. htankfully... dint waste my day..
must make up ofr the lost..
tmr also..
cos extending my mc..
i still feel like vomitting...
how???
i'm not pregnant though..
ahzh(=
just after yest... the feeling comes on and off..
and i vomited a little again today..
=(

wahlau...
sick now la... sianx....
hmm... its kinda disgusting to see the process of me getting sick..
but yea...
in summary its like this..
mornig go shao mu... then not well le..
then.. at 1220.. go home.. cos got iras thingy..
but on my way home..
i cant even climb the stairs..
totally weak until... yea..
tummy was damn painful too..
mm... when finally reached home..
i bui tahan liao..
vomitted at the grass patch under my void deck..
dint eat anything.. so wad i vomitted was water...
2 diff colour..
haix..
hmph.. ok.. at night went to meet brain for dinner..
thanks boy..
hahz... we took neos and yea.. .
saw a whole bunch of ajc pple.
ahzh..
hmmm... cos i sick ma...
so today he give in to me..
never tickle me...
ahzh..
hmph... but thanks anw.. for sending me home cos i was a littel inbalance and still wanted to vomit..
(=
thanks thanks.. i abit sey liao... keep pointing at weird stuffs but never say anyhting..
heex... (=

bowlers... good luck for competition!!! (=
mr no reply.
sms me where's we're meeting tonight if we're going for dinner tonight yea???
azh... wanna see pammie..
ahzh.. (=

oh my... wad is my life becoming???
hmph... cip was ok today..
mm.. morning met brian to study ...
mm... his friend thought both of us tgt sia..
funny lor..
hmph..
was is this world so weird???
a guy and a gal alone means they're tgt???
hmph..
anw...
why does mr no reply likes ms y???
wad abt ms y does mr no reply likes???
anw... that was random..
hahz.. did the e filing thingy..
ahhz.. damn fun..
did my first customer with brain..
cos we both dunno..
then darren helped us..
hazh..
the uncle was so nice and patient
hazh... (=
hopefully we dint file the wrong tax for him..
ahzh...
oh wells.
i kepy stare into thin air today..
thinking of him and jiang ming..
hazh..
miss both of them..
haix..
stayed at ben's house from 630 until 10..
hmph
taught cedric until 8 plus... hten he watch bball stuffs..
hazh..
hmph... dinner too...
hahz.. finally get to see ben...
ahzh.. damn funny la... botak... but his hair grow le..
hahz...
hopefully he will cut it again..
ahzh..
heex... tmr will get ot see him again..
hazh.. this cousin of mine.. .
is like kor royston..
ahzh.. botak...
one in commando. one in artillery..
ahzh..
hmph..
but ben now is darker.. and fitter...
but i said he look fatter ... hahz..
hmph.. no choice la... black lion is like that ma..hahz.. (=
ok la... i'm kinda emo now... shant rattle on...

typed a surprised msg for her in her blog today...
while she's sleeping on my bed peacefully.
reaaly sad that we'll part from now..
sigh...
somehow, her presence is impt to me..
it has become part of me..
all of a sudden... all become dull again..
haix..
ok.. anw.. .sent her back to her hostel today..
and also get to see her hostel..
m... rooms kinda small..
but her bed is super neat lor..
hazh..
(=
then walked around and stuffs..
meet fu jing too..
we took pics..
ahzh..
(=
really miss them alot now..
hahz... like how i'm missing my mr right too
ahzh...
oh wells...
gotta learn... but we will still keep in touch. thhats confirm!!!
干姐,
谢谢你所给与我们的回忆.
希望你看到我所为你写的东西感到惊讶.
因为我是趁你睡觉时写的.
我也要写写你给我那可爱的小天使.
我会放在客厅的. 让它看着我和妈妈..
记得打给我们喔!!
干妈一定会想念你的.(=

today jiang ming's last day wiht me..
sigh...
kinda sad..
but yea...
we gotta part afterall..
=(
hmph..
really had a wonderful day with her and friends yest...
hahz...
probably yest was one of the best time wiht my kakias..
except for the fact that all my kakias not here..
but not kakias also come..
so abit spoil my atmosphere la..
but nvm... spoilt mine only.. dint spoil the rest..
hahhz..
hmph...
i'm rotting. she keep pushing me to do my work..
but only finished 1 so far..
sianx...
better go do some soon..
got quite alot to accomplish.. (=

the farewell dinner was great... thought we dint go kelv's house to eat and mahjong..
ahzh..(=
but yea... dint regret going to chong pang with them..
only thing is wasnt feeeling that open when they suddenly return..
hazh..(=
hmph..
okok..
dinner... funniest thing..
we shift the tables here and there..
cos we got scolded.. not knowing that diff tables are for diff stores and shops..
ahzh.
in the end... we settle and the hawker table.. where all 10 of us squeeze in a table..
ahzh..
10= me, edwin, marcus, kuntat, kelvin, jiang ming, fu jing, xiang ling, jolene, tiffany.
then all od us chipped 5 buck each and order alot of food, namely satay, yang zhou chao fan, oyster omelette, chui kuey, zhu chang fen..
then me mars and kel left for "toilet" to take the video for jiang ming..
hazh... they had so many NGs until my cam went flat totally..
ahzh...
mm... today took vids for jolene, xiang ling, mars & kel le..
left a lot more..
hopefully the thingy can faster finish..
and then kuntat can help me with the video le..
whee!!!!
ok.. after dinner, had some miscommunications... 2 gps went to diff 7-11 to wait for each other..
cos my gp had to wait for edwin..
apparently... he was so nice to go buy sunflowers for the both of them ( jiang ming and fu jing)
sunflowers represent the joy and smiles that the girls will have with them always..
so nice of him.
okok... initially wanted to go beach de..
but too late.. so we settle at the park near chong pang..
hahz... had alot of fun..
taking pics, swinging, singing, dancing, posing..
this really creates memories for all of us..
(=
i'm really glad for dong li jiao ta che..
though it expanded to so big..
but i'm sure... our friendships arent so easy to break de...(=
take me, mars and edwin for eg..
ahzh(=
whee!!!!
ok la.... too bad today siew not here... if not will be fun too!!!!!
hazh...
hmph.. ok.. now i'm back and jiang ming's home wiht me for the last night..
haix...
will really miss her alot...
hopefully i can do the video asap... then can let her keep as a memory..
memories of us, anad her and fu jing!!!! (=

anyway in skol... sharing session was great..
their presentation was superb.. and i finally hear jiang ming speak eng throughout..
ahzh... and her hometown is really nice..
ahzh.. .(=
then we had photosession..
and of cos quiz session..
hazh.. (=
learnt alot really...
like my reflection... i really appreciate the skol for giving me this opp to host them...
(=
and know great friends like jiang ming, fu jing, wang lei, lei lei, meng fei, xuan ni etc etc...
really love the whole bunch of you... and hope to meet up with you all some days
of course not forgetting... we gotta keep in touch... (=

missing ya..
thanks for being so nice to me..
really brightens my day even more with your words.
life was great cos there's YOU
<3>

i'm here to add oil for my mr nice guy..
jia you wor!!!
hazh..
ok... skol was quite ok today..
dint have much homework today..
so can do my farewell stuffs for tmr..
hmph.. tmr will be a sad day for most of us as it will be the last day both buddies will see each other..
unless we arrange to go out..
=(
haix..
ok.. there was a mini performance at the CANTEEN today..
gosh.. so maluating lor...
cos i was damn nervous that my whole hand literally trembled..
and i couldnt play the song well... haix..
until when the song was about to finish... then i stabled down..
haix...
really wanan play a nice piece for them..
haix...
ok.. odac was kinda ok today..
considerin the fact that today we dint do much activities besides interacting.
hazh..
hmph.. and also selections for cca relays..
hazh..
cool cool..
ahz.. but i was suey..
kena hit by the hockey ball..
damn painful lei..
now swollen le..
and it so pain to the extent that it had internal bleeding and cant even touch it slightly..
haix....
who hit so hard ah???
ahzh..
starting on the video soon...

i'm feeling rather sad now...
due to certain reason...
but what they say make some sense..
but its not that i dun love her...
maybe it jsut communication prob??? age gap???
i dunno..
oh wells..
anyway...
i did my reflection le...
yayz..
maybe i shall post it up... cos its about what i feel towards the china exchange programme.. (=
will start missing her soon... haix..

mentally drained...
haix...
dun ask me why..
i just cant think anyhting properly now...
emo-ing...
haix..
no mood to do anthing...
haix.haix..
anyway...
skol wasnt fun today...
dunno why..
somehow.. now i feel the empitness in me..
ganjie left le..
she's not staying my house le..
=( soon she will leave skol..
haix.. starting to feel the loniness...
feel like crying...
but i cant...

just wish you were here by me when i need you most..
but where are you???
pls dun dun care abt me
realli need you most..

hazh.. happy april fool's day!!!!!!!
ok... mum borught us out oday..
hahz.. damn fun... but tiring..
ahzh.. (=
morning we went to suntec to eat san zhong liang jian.
had alot lot of food..
hahz.. the ones that me and daddy wanted to eat tgt..
ahzh..
then we walked to cinema but we never watch..
then go take neos..
azhhz... veyr fun...
first time mum realy took nice neos with us..
ahzh...
mm.. then we went orchard to shop..
hazh..
really hor..
shop till we dropped..
cos our legs were really damn suan and tired..
hazh..
hmmm.. but i enjoyed myself alot alot..
ahzh..
heex..
we bought a shirt each..
heex..
from lp zone..
hahz./..
then jiang ming tried alot alot of dress until she dun wanan try le..
ahzh..
but her last piece which we persuaded her to try, she really liked it alot..
azh..
but!!!!!
she never buy..
haicx...
ok la... we were all vyer veyr full..
but cos jiang ming said she wanna eat suhsi.... we brought her ot eat..
we really ate alot alot..
ahzh...
hmph..
oh.. i forgot to add..
jiang ming's now my official god sister..
and she calls mum ganma..
hahz...(=
heex..
so in s'pore fopr her this 12 years..
if she wanna come back my house ot stay, we will welcome her anytime...
this is her second home..
hahz.. (=
whee!!!!!
hazh..
mum gave her a pendant..
heart shape de..
really veyr nice..
hazh... hope she will like it...
mm.... yup...
on her way home..
she said she wanted to cry..
cos she was so touched..
aiyo...
prob after this week.. i'll feel lonely ba...
cos our friendship is really close..
she's like my sister le...
haix...
she bu de...
nvm... at least we have memories..
and we'll definetely meet up often!!!!! (=

really miss you veyr much on this weird april fool's day..
but thanks... i managed to trick you just before the end of this day..
(=
really hope one day i can ask you that ques again... (=
takacare...

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