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Saturday, April 30, 2005 Y 1:07 PM


today not a very good day for me too..
though its sports day..
but ultimately. did get back anything..
sigh..
feeling very sad..
but on the other hand happy..
though my team came in last.. i improved..
hahz..
remembered last year when my gap and the 5th runner's gap was almost 50 meters apart..
but this year its 25..
good good..
hmm..
yellow house is improving damn fast..
one who used to be last or 3rd..
suddenly climbed all the to the 1st..
as for us reddies..
we're still the same..
hahz..
3rd..
not so good ..
but we thrashed green all hte way down man..
hee..
may not have the chance to do short-d le..
unless i join track in jc..
but see how 1st..
hahz..
kor kor..
thanks for encouraging me and trust in me that i can do it.
though i dint get anything..
and only received your sms after my run..
stilll a BIG thanks to you..

mick:
disappointed..
told you abt my sports so long le..
but in the end i still never see you..
forget it..
i dun think i will ever get the chance anymore..
and may not wish too.
bet you go for soccer again..

sigh.. why must guys go for soccer..
pple who loves soccer. stay away from me..
never wanna know you..
cos soccer is more impt. err..




[kimura reiko] aka [ pearly ]
is thinking of someone greatly.and wishes to see him.
but no chance

[cantwaittoseelgkortmr.goingtoseethesunset] wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!


Friday, April 29, 2005 Y 2:01 PM


today.got 4 tests.
hahz..
chinese, maths, chem then eng..
it seem one after another..
stress..
dun think i will do well..
only concentrated on chinese..
cos its more important now..
hahz..
during recess. went for training again..
hahz..
but forgot to bring my tee..
so ran in my blouse..
hot sia..
then went bac late for chem test..
hahz..
so chiong like hell..
hahz..
after the test, realised that my name tag and ez link wasnt with me liaox..
hp also..
so ran back to the field to check..
but all not there..
was so afraid that my stuffs got lost again..
nearly cried..
esp my hp..
left it with xin lei..
then she left it with cherie..
hahz..
so in the end fount it..
during assembly.
char returned my nametag and ezlink too..
hahz..
went back clementi..
took photos..
but they arent well taken..
so now got problem... which photo???
sigh..
hahz..
hmm..
asked lg a very ridiculous question..
but shall not say here..
anyway. lg kor..
i dunno if its really for fun.. for the future though..
maybe one day i really say to you lei ..
dunno la..
hahz..

but wad i wanna say now is..
i wanna appreciate you.. dun wan thing happem just it happened for wh and zc.
=)
thanks for being there for me these few days..
=) you gave me inspirations to study..
if only i know you earlier than zc. then nothing would have gone bonkers for me..
i wun be wad i am today..


Thursday, April 28, 2005 Y 2:32 PM


today back to skol.
sianx again..
but i realised somehting..
the urge is back again..
thanks to god..
i'm starting to get myself up..
its somehting good..
hhaz..

anyway today is one of my best day..
when alll the results are out..
ALL SYF PERFORMING ARTS GOT GOLD!!!
arent you happy??
at least i am..

hmm..
but at the same time when i'm really really happy,
i'm also worried..
these few days. someone have been looking after me..
wu wei bu zhi de zao gu wo..
his actions reflected the same as wh..
i'm really really scared history will repeat itself again..
and at this point of time.. i have developed some feelings towards him..
just that i had to surpress it. cos i got someone in mind..
and wads more i dunno how he think of me too.
sigh..
at this point of time.. i know i shouldnt be thinking of all these..
but well..
i know i got back my inspriation of studying really really hard..
thanks..
but always cannot contact you de.. until at night..
still.. i'm still really happy to be able to call you...
anyway be it any of you. really hope can see you everyday.
hahz..
maybe its just crush.
i dunno..
but as for you. i hope i can stop it before its too late..
the fact i dun want to be found liking 2 guys at one time..
its so unlike me..
hahz..
i still think of wh.
but my heart's shaken everytime i talk to him..
i dunno why.
wh seem to be a differwnt person le..
i wish the old him would return..
maybe he's right.. i never know him well..
but the feeling just develope..
its hard to put it out.
but i doubt wh ever know how much i felt for him ba..
sigh. gtg.


Wednesday, April 27, 2005 Y 1:33 PM


dong tian de li bie, zai mo si ke de shen ye
zhe li mei ren cha jue, shui you ai shang le shui
yin wei ku nan bu xu ren beng kui

gan qing shang ruo xi guan fang bei, ji mo jiu duo yi dao qiang wei
ai qing ying ying yue yue , ti xing wo zhe yi hui
zai bu yong bao jiu shi zui

mo xi ge mei you yan lie, da xue fen fei
ni leng de hao qiao cui , dan shen de wo, yuan ben yi wei
ke yi yi bei zi bu gen shui
mo xi ge mie you yan lei, wo que liu lie
bu zhu ku de zan mei, rang wo fu chu bu pa xin shui,
shi ni zui de mei

dong tian de li bie, zai mo si ke de shen ye
zhe li mei ren cha jue, shui you ai shang le shui
yin wei ku nan bu xu ren beng kui

gan qing shang ruo xi guan fang bei, ji mo jiu duo yi dao qiang wei
ai qing ying ying yue yue , ti xing wo zhe yi hui
zai bu yong bao jiu shi zui

mo xi ge mei you yan lie, da xue fen fei
ni leng de hao qiao cui , dan shen de wo, yuan ben yi wei
ke yi yi bei zi bu gen shui
mo xi ge mie you yan lei, wo que liu lie
bu zhu ku de zan mei, rang wo fu chu bu pa xin shui,
shi ni zui de mei

mo xi ge mie you yan lei, wo que liu lie
bu zhu ku de zan mei, rang wo fu chu bu pa xin shui, shi ni zui de mei
ai zai zui gu lao de guo jie, zai bu qiu neng quan shen er tui


Y 5:33 AM


dint go skol today..
on mc. hahz..
hmm..
anywya went to see doctor yest.
cause i really felt terrible..
cough non stop..
flu just kept dripping like a tap.
throat's soar too..
then fever too..
thanks to mrs sushilar for telling me i was having a fever..
if not i had to stay in skol until so late..
hahz..
so i went home..
took a shower, then head straight to cck to meet ben.
cos i was supposed to take photos for sat.
yup..
then ben, jude, and derrick kor accompany me to see doctor..
hahz..
had an mc for today and a week of mc for PE.
quite fun..
no need to take napfa..
but how?
fri i still gotta run for sports day..
am i supposed to run or rest?
its my last year joining in sngs sports day.
hmmm ..
nvm, shall see on fri
hahz
hmm..
then stayed up till 2 plus to do my work..
hahz..
stayed up with lg kor..
haz..
sms each other until he went to bed..
hahz..
so fun..
anyway kor.. thanks for concerning for your mei..
haz..
appreciate it alot..
yup..

so this morning, woke up at abt 10.45..
recess time..
hahz..
den continued doing my work..
hahz..
sensed the love of gan die, rose and papa. thanks for smsing me..
hmm..
well.. guessed the rest dint know anything..
but well.. thru this sickness of mine..
once again i see who actually concerns for me..
well that 3 dint concern ya..
hahz..
even when i called to ask for hw..
hahz..
forget it..
i had known all along most of my friends are hypocrites..
but in skol i only treat them as classmates..
outside skol, we're just strangers..
however. many pple thought i hace made up with them..
rubbish..
crap.

anyway. these few days though i haven been well, i'm still enthu into things that suit my interest..
other than 2.4km tmr.
not looking forward to it..
hahz.
and thankfully i'm on mc..
more looking forward to sports day..
but have to remind myself that i cant scream.
cos the next day got audition..
hahz..
gotta go wash out some photos..
bye...
catch up with you soon.. whoever that read my blog often..


Tuesday, April 26, 2005 Y 2:48 PM


had a nice nice morning today..
hahz..
from 12 am to abt2..
hahz.. talking to lan guan kor..
hahz..
he really sound like zc mix wh's voice..
hee..
anywya talk to lg kor. reminds me of talking to zc or wh..
that time so fun..
hazh..
anyway kor kor damn qian bian de..
ahzh..
but really ad fun talking to him.
we shared quite a number of secret too..
hahz..
shhh...
we shall not say
hazh
fun fun fun...
wanna talk again tonight..
but dun think he's free...
hee..
nvm..
hahz.
kinda enjoyed the time we ahd together..
hahz..
must meet up some day to play pool agian..
mith jude and ben ya??
hahz
miss ya..


Monday, April 25, 2005 Y 2:04 PM


wah.. ren jie kor..
not bad sia..
got into 2nd audition of jue dui superstar.
gambatte..
ahzh..
i support you.. hahz
hee..
anwyay today me kinda happy..
morning met selene at 9.30 instead..
of 9.15..
then me sms lg kor.
ahzh.
hee..
kor kor can go out with me in june... me happy happy..
hahz..
poor kor.. stay overnight to do project..
me dun want panda kor kor..
hahz. lucky you got slp.. hahz
good,
anyway..
had fun talking to you over the phone..
though cut off once
paiseh..
in the lift..
no reception..
anyway..
you sound like you're really tired... hahz
but still willing to talk to me..
thanks kor..
hahz.
anyway. wanna tell you something
*whispers*
over the phone, you sound a little of wei han mix zc..
*OOPS!!! DID I SAY THAT?? HAHZ.*
but true la..
not bad sia
hahz
hee..

hmmm..
anwyay i'm gonna tear myself into pieces...
cos of upcoming performances.
on the 21st may.. got 2 performance.
one at dunno where and the other one at sentosa
sentosa is over night de..
hahz..
good sia..
give us 30 dollars to go back ourselves..
hahz..
wanted to ask kor to sentosa pei me..
but then he said he doubt he can stay over night at sentosa...
sigh..
me wanna watch sunrise...
with you..
hahz..
cos its sounds fun
hahz..
asked mum..
she say maybe can book the chalet for one night..
den selene and all shall cost
..
fun
fun
fun
hahz

lg kor..
try to stay over night at sentosa k???
its coming soon le..
hahz.
hope you can go with me nia???
hahz


Sunday, April 24, 2005 Y 12:46 PM


ok... today's kinda suay for me.,..
first morning went for guzheng..
but den... kinda made mr chek angry in a sense..
hahz..
hhaz..
cos of guzheng..
darn it..
hahz..
okok..
then went for mr eio..
not so bad.
just that the pri 6 pple so dammit noisy.
hmm...
after that supposed to go cdans to meet ben and aunty and the rest..
but hor..
the shuttle bus took so long to come..
so i decided to walk over to take 189.
but instead of taking 189.
i went up the bus that heads to IMM.
darn.
so it went all the way to IMM.
and from there.
i had to wait for another shuttle to jurong east.
err..
took so long..
hahz..
alot of things still left undone.
howhowhow?
hahz.
late late le.
gotta go..

MICK. WHERE ARE YOU???
ERR...
YOU TAKE AGES TO REPLY ME AH?
SPORTS DAY IS NEXT WEEK LE.
YOU COMING MA?
AUDITIONS TOO!!!


Saturday, April 23, 2005 Y 11:28 PM


i have dreams abt you almost every night.
in there, all seem so nice and beautiful.
al seems perfect.
but why in reality,
we arent as perfect wad the dream described.
i used to believe in dreams.
cos all came true fer me, its only a matter of time.
but will these dreams of me and you ever gonna come true?
dunno.
but based on how your response to me, i think it will never happen.
sigh


Y 2:15 PM


today..
fun and slack ..
sly came to our skol..
took alot of photos of him..
video clips too..
got his autograph twice..
the very first one.. whom i'm the 1st.
is for tak ..
then when the thing is nearly over..
i went to queue..
initially they dun allow us in liaox..
but mrs goh allowed us..
considering the fact that we're sec 4.
and we haven gotten any..
thanks mrs goh..
anyway the day started off with ms choo's talk..
hmm..
quite inspired..
but then again..
can i make it?
dunno..

hmm..
whole day thinking of you and the fortune i did for myself..
perfect match..
but not together..
wad does this imply?
i really dunno..
but find that you dun wanna talk to me..
very very sad..
i dunno how to make us as good as b4..
but you said you'll talk to me whe you're feeling better..
i dun think youll initiate strating the convers with me
sigh..
anyway , always waiting for you...


Thursday, April 21, 2005 Y 11:35 AM


hate you!!! ..
i wish i can just dunno you..
but how can i ?
i have the right to hate you but i just cant.
cos i simply owe you too much.
sigh..
forget it..
i'm desperate now..
composition is dueing soon..
but i just cant of my intro, bridge and ending..
after listen so many times of various instrumental pop..
realised my verse is not very complete..
but how am i gonna extend it..
juice is completely dead from exam stress..

today we changed our board to a white board.
so happy..
but den again..
dunno who went to come down..
wah..
i see liaox scared man..
41 days left to chinese o.
141 to prelims
argh..
break break!!
my head's really aching like mad..
dint even do my run today..
wads worse..
napfa is next weekk..
howhow??
my leg's still swollen.
but i cant be exempted..
cos i see sensi. no offical mc.
err...
and sports day is coming soon..
how to run?
gosh..
desperate need man..

chan tested my voice today..
dunno why today my range so lan..
usually can reach the high note..
but today just cannot reach..
sigh..
auditions no hope liaox..
should i still sing that song?


Wednesday, April 20, 2005 Y 9:37 AM


sometimes i just wish i can really satisfy myself by being sadistic..
really sadistic..
peeps in skol say i'm sadistic enough..
seriously..
hahz.. i'm crazy..
had the thinking of pleasuring myself with slits..
whooo...
funfun..
but then again..
cant do it..
only managed to do it once..
hahaz..
life is really meaningless now..
sigh..
even though counsellor kor kor is always there for me..
lan guan kor is alos always there for me..
but all these reminds me of you..
not anyone but you..
you as in wei han..
i'm very very scared..
everything will happen just like how you were with me always last time..
but not now..
i really regretted..
but i know no matter how much i regret..
nothing could be the same again...
sigh.. had to resign to fate...


Tuesday, April 19, 2005 Y 2:10 PM


nothing much to say..
just that..
my leg is really swollen..
got prob walking..
let alone dance..
but still danced today..
really hurts..
hahz.
hmm... lg kor really "entertained" me today..
thru smses..
so funnt..
the questions you asked..
hahz.buy ring doesnt mean i'm proposing k??
hahz..
well.. i made a joke too..
hahz..
wan me propose to you??
hahz..
joking again ya???
anywya...
cant exactly post wad i smsed you here la..
but then again..
you asked me if i love wh more or zc more..
hmm..
prob can ans you with more confidence ba..
without being ashamed to let anyone know..
my feeling for zc prob is a crush ba..
yi shi the cong dong..
as for wh.
its true de..
just wanna let wh know ba.
"you can prevent yourself from falling for me.
but you cant stop me from loving and liking you.."
thats all i gotta say.
gonna slp.. haven been sleeping well for the past few days..


Y 11:21 AM


i've sin..
sigh..
by being addicted in fortune cards..
oh my..
is it true or not??
sigh..
hope its not..
counted for my destiny, me and wh, me and lg kor.
and of course not forgetting me and mick..
hmm..
destiny's not bad..
almost to perfect match. means.
my guy is very close to me. hearts are together too. .just that in between us, there's a guy that i cant forget.
hmm..
oh.. oops..
hahz..
okok..
me and wh..
kinda complicated..
hahz.. proven that i like him.
as for him. not confirmed cos of few obstacle. and probably he has someone in mind cos of a queen.
hmmm..
me and lg kor.
physically far away.
heart's quite far away.
but quite near each other.
howeveer there are obstacle also..
hmm.
mick.
hearts are together. however physically far apart.
blocked by obstacle.
nobody is obstructing us.
means.
if the obstacles between the distance is removed.
its perfect match..
hmm.
true ma?

i dunno.
hahz.
well..
if i can choose. i wana choose my destiny..
hahz.
but then again.
cant really play too much with these cards..
its "sucks" up your era.
hahz.. is that wad you called.
to me. its like demonic game.
hahz.
so yup.
wun wanna test it on myself le.
cos after trying it. had a terrible headach.
its seems to be controling your nerves..
hahz..
chanaline..
dun worry abt you and max ya?
i dun think its true.
hahz..


Sunday, April 17, 2005 Y 7:02 AM


ok..
its bloggie time again..
hahz..
hmm... yesterday ba..
after skol went to cat high to meet ren jie..
so suay la..
meet zc..and aloyz..
xiao di nvm..
but zc..
nothing to say..
was avoiding as much as i can..
but in the end they were opp of us..
cant avoid liao..
so said bye to them..
really feel awkward..
you guys may ask then in the first place why i wanna meet rj at his skol..
hmm..
no choice ma..
cos his test end at 2 plus..
since we're gonna meet than cant possibly ask him to go our skol right?
by then too late liaox...
yup..
and another reason was act to see kor..
both er ge and lg kor..
but then sad to say never see them la..
sigh..anywya went down kallang..
wah.. the preeching still on..
hahz.
then results come out le..
all the unexpected skols got GWH..
expected skols get either silver or solg only..
when come to sngs..
sweat man..
only GOLD..
sianx..
all of us all sianx liaox..
as for cat high..
you guys did a good jobs..
silver,
thats wad you guys expected..
trashed 41 skols..
*claps*
okok.
cant blog le..
gotta chiong down clementi liaox..

*thinking of you... never once stopped*


Friday, April 15, 2005 Y 3:10 PM


dance SYF..
damn scary..
hahz..
hmm..came to skol at 6.30 am today for dance
then cos i hurt my leg..
so when doin stretching.. it really hurts alot
the zhicheng ya me again..
wah..
tong de hor..
but can ren la..
hmm..
then we dance 3 times at one go...
hmm..
okok..
dance studio floor sucks..
cut myself ..
literally cut..
then cant split at all..
sigh
hmmm..
then we kinda had alot of time walking up and down..
went back class somemore..
hahz..
then the whole class saw us..
so paiseh..
but no choice..
had to take my book..
then al my mei mei men saw me in my makeup..
wah..
da jie look horrible right?
hahz..
bridal cos..
hee..
hmm..
at kallang..
we did a whosh..
and prayed hard..
wanna prove to old yellow that we can do it..
and show zhuang lao shi that even when she's not with us..
we will give her the best results..
and i think we did it..
yay!!!
hahz..
anywya while waiting for our turn, we saw funny dances..
were laughing,..
hazh..
after our skol finished..
we took so many photos..
like some super star
hee..
hmm.
went back skol to change then chiong to kallang again..
to see cat high..
just for cat high..
see kor dance..
their dance is really good..
surprised me cos of the climatic dance..
hee..
break lei..
hee..
a dance i wann learn..
hee...


Thursday, April 14, 2005 Y 2:02 PM


today had dance until 7.. supposed to start at 3.. but we wanted to start earlier..
so started around 2.45..
hahz..
huang lao shi was quite happy with us today..
hahz... hahz
first time i dance until both my tee and my leotard are wet..
really really wet..
can squeeze water out..
hee..
but sad to say, i hurrt my leg again..
cos of pe today..
ms lim scolded me.
hahaz..
ok.. not really scolded me..
but she just said why should i run when tmr is my com..
hahz..
dint know she can remember i'm from dance..
must be cos she thought i was from track last time...
hmmm..
she 's so nice..
lend me her cream..
thanks ms lim..


Wednesday, April 13, 2005 Y 11:19 AM


wah.. mick...
miss the email again... okok..
tell you b4 hand..
on the 29, my sports day...
wanna come?
30th, my competition..
will tell you abt it in your email..
come okok???
hahz..
wanna see you..
hazh
hmm./
anyway, you hor...
soccer more impt hor???
*dun talk to you*
hahz..
you said sec 4 can meet de..
so now sec4 le..
hazh..
fulfil your promise hor...
me dun like pple who break theri promise..
hee..
anyway.. i'm still working on our promise..
but hard lei


Y 11:12 AM


chinese dance today... very super...
dance peeps.. yous did really really well...
better than the other skols...
=)
hmmm..
and results...
GOLD!!!
whoa.. .pressure man..
hahz..
must aim for gold with honours..
hee..
anywya saw all the seniors..
but sad to say..
we couldnt rush in time to watch njc's dance..
sigh..
nvm..
shall buy the vcd..
hahz..
when the results come out that time,
wah..
the judges said one over hours of speech..
we all slept..
hahz..
hmm..
now its modern le... gambette


Sunday, April 10, 2005 Y 12:08 PM


hahz.. had flag day today..
heee.. but kinda slack..
went suntec to find the jueduisuperstar..
hazh.. but couldnt find..
then finally ah ma tell ben what that hing is and where to get everything..
thanks ah ma..
hmm... then went to bugis again to get the form and back to suntec again..
hahz.. i so blur..
the venue is at tower 5 open space, but i see it as level 5... hee.. paiseh rose..
made you walk with me..
so sorry..
hahz.. but i was really really lame right???
sorry..
hahz..
anyway.. ok i had the guts to go try..
so suay kena interviewed somemore..
so paiseh..
was speechless man..
hahz... then spoke some crap..
hee..
finally registration time.. whao... so long.. ahzh..
after that had to sing infront of everybody 1 or 2 sentences of the song..
wanted to sing tong hua..
but i was too nervous.. then forget the tune..
in the end sing wo nan guo..
ppleshake their heads and say why a gal sing guys' song...
eh..
i dun really know why..
but just that i like guy singers more than lady singers???
ahazh...
lg kor's proud to have me as a mei??? cos i got the courage to join this..
eh.. kor.. i'm scared the lor.. but i wanna get some achievement la...
hahz.. and its jus for fun..
me so young where got easily get in de..
hahz


Saturday, April 09, 2005 Y 3:35 PM


this is so argh..
lost my fone during dance
...hmmm..
pple who wished my fone to be lost, your wishes are granted
happy now???
well.. i'm not happy..
in fact very veyr sad..
1stly, the fone is not mine...
its my mum..
2ndly, the fone contains alot of impt stuffs..
wh's photos, wh's smses..
and many many more..
know how sad i'm...
now i dun think i have his photo in my fone le..
gotta check my other fone..
but pls pls pls....
even if you hate me, dun lost your integrity to steal my fone...
come stright to me and we talk things out..
that fone is really my bao bei..
return to me ba..

and ks.. tink you should know how much you mean to me le ba..
since i kept almost everything of yours..
sigh...
but now its all gone..
no fate ba..
no telepathy too..
sigh


Wednesday, April 06, 2005 Y 12:41 PM


hahz... hmm.. as requested i shall post for sat..
satr had to go skol in the morn at 10am..
hahz... we dance till 12 pm b4 going for lunch....
at 1pm, we set off to kallang...
everything kinda went by quickly...
modern and chinese costumes came too..
hahz... but chinese not everything..
only the body suit..
hahz..
but modern dance one all came..
hahz..
its really really nice..
hahz..
like some bridal costume..
hhaz..
we all look like brides when we wear it..
hahz..
but i kinda look fat in it..
i looked as if i was pregnant or something like that..
ahzh..
guess you know wad that means..
hahz..
hahz...
on stage, kinda look as if we were having some wedding ceremony...
hahz...
yup... so kinda bluffed al my classmates that this sun's full dress, its is my wedding day..
cos i will look like a "bride"
hahz... anywya currently sick...
cant blog much le....
there's a lot of things i wanna say.. but i just cant... rather face it all by myself ba..
i dun wanna tell others anymore...
no point...


Y 12:41 PM


hahz... hmm.. as requested i shall post for sat..
satr had to go skol in the morn at 10am..
hahz... we dance till 12 pm b4 going for lunch....
at 1pm, we set off to kallang...
everything kinda went by quickly...
modern and chinese costumes came too..
hahz... but chinese not everything..
only the body suit..
hahz..
but modern dance one all came..
hahz..
its really really nice..
hahz..
like some bridal costume..
hhaz..
we all look like brides when we wear it..
hahz..
but i kinda look fat in it..
i looked as if i was pregnant or something like that..
ahzh..
guess you know wad that means..
hahz..
hahz...
on stage, kinda look as if we were having some wedding ceremony...
hahz...
yup... so kinda bluffed al my classmates that this sun's full dress, its is my wedding day..
cos i will look like a "bride"
hahz... anywya currently sick...
cant blog much le....
there's a lot of things i wanna say.. but i just cant... rather face it all by myself ba..
i dun wanna tell others anymore...
no point...


Saturday, April 02, 2005 Y 3:38 PM


no more connections..
there's nothing i can do..
cos i dun find that i had a say anyway..
it all depends on you..
but i'm trying really hard to forget you and the past..
but since i cant..
i shall keep it as a memory..
occasionally think abt it..
probably it wun suffocate me then..
hmm..
2 days le..
managing pretty well..
witht he help of your brudda..
he reminds me of you last year august..
just hope the ending arent just like me and you..
hahz..
and obviously i wun fall for him..
i said i will prove to you my patience..
i will find a way to prove..
though how i'm supposed to show you, i still got no idea..
but no matter wad..
i will give my best shot de..
i believe if there's a will, there will be a way..
its only a matter of time..
but ultimately..
the outcome will come one day de..

O level is like a marathon...
thats wad mrs goh said..
true ba..
the last day of our exams is the finishing line..
hahz..and the prelims is just like the climax of the race..the peak..
hahz..
wow..
i must admit i'm motivated by all the skol tchrs..
hahz..
and admire them...
hahz... gotta repay them with our results..
i believe i can do it de..
not just for me, my mum, skol tchrs..
but people who has high hopes on me..
people like mick.. malissa senior..
and to show to all my relatives that their poorest educated sista can born a clever child me...
its a batlle that no matte wad, by hook or by crook, i gotta win...
though i gotta say my results arent really good..
but i know i can revert back to my pri skol attitude towards study..
pri skol as in how i performed in pri 5 and 6..
hahz..
dun have to know my history..
but my past in the pri life was my best history..
argh..
dun talk abt it..

anywya tmr is our rehearsal at kallang..
should i go pasir ris after that???
and go church on sun???
or should i not???


Y 3:18 PM


today is one of my freeest day..
free from stress..
hahz..
after skol actually wanted to go home..
but saw chui and chanaline..
chan going ps and chui also dunno where to go..
so we all decided to go ps together for lunch..
hahz..
went sasa first to buy cosmetics...
hahz..
then kinda walked to action city..
hee..
hmmm..
then went mos burger for lunch..
hahz..
though we shopped very little..
but we took hours man..
hahz.
spent most of our time in sasa..
hahz..
so fun..
but we suay also la..
go until where.. see cat high..
hahz..
we were talking abt the past..
hahz..
bewteen friends, projects which i'm not included..
and relationships..
well..
wun elaborate on it..
cos we promised each other not to leak any info..
yupyup..
hmmm..
thru out the whole day..
smsed wei jie..
he's my aka counsellor kor kor..
hahz..
so fun..
make him feel old..
hahz..
oh..
HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S DAY...
hahz..
tung dint manage to trick me..
hahz..
but she and simin trick shi hui..
and tung tricked simin..
hahz..
as for me..
only tricked wei jie.
but cannot considered as trick la..
hahz..
me fat ma???
hahz..
i think so ba..
were comparing fats with each other after skol..
hahz..
lame right??
but quite fun..
hahz.
on overall...
i really enjoyed myself...





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