Your Birth Month is January

You are a natural leader who is able to stand up when no one else can. Strong and powerful, you tend to overshadow those around you. Your soul reflects: deep love, fascination with life, and a distinctive persona Your gemstone: Garnet Your flower: Snowdrop Your colors: Black, dark red, and dark blue

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner. For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash. Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life. You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

hmm.. life's boring...
as usual..
hmm..
hopefully.. tmr will get better..
finally i feel like working..
to earn the extra money..
hahz..
think cos i got no money ba..
feel so broke..
wanna go out.. but no money to go.. sigh..
hmm..
stay at home.. also so sian..
clean the house.. but somehow.. like so fast done like that..
hazh..
hmm. .
oh well..
MI called today..
sianx..
3rd must go skol so damn bloody early..
worse than sngs man/.
i thought 8am lei...
oh oh ..
sigh..
not looking forward to skol..
how???
help me!!!!
sigh..
having some trouble online too..
ahh... that stoopid bidding..
2 bucks.. but cost me a lot of trouble..
hmmm... howhowhwo???

hmm...
today is a very sad day..
cos hilary left us..
morning.. i was supposed to meet valine at RGS..
but val woke up late..
so i took the bus down to town..
at the same time get hilary a gift..
that gift is really nice..
hmmm.. then i walked out of far east..
i got shocked of my life..
thought i saw the wrong person..
was wondering if that was hilary..
shouldnt she be in the airport and not orchard..
so i went up to her and called her..
ahzh..
she took out her braces..
oh my..
her teeth..
so straight now..
ahzh..
ok.. then val finally came..
we took quite a number of photos..
hazh...
hmm..
then accompanied her till 12..
then we head straight to changi airport..
hahz..
hmm..
the journey was long..
but it dint seem so..
ahzh..
when we reached changi.. hahz.
we took a skytrain..
to terminal 1..
then we took a life down and up just to find popeyes..
ahhz..
hahz.. then sat there for very very long..
hmm.. hilary's friends came too..
hahz..
then at 3 plus..
we sent her off..
ahz..
she was kind in a rush..
hahz..
hmm..
me, jan, jarr, ede and xinlei. 5 of us sent her a text each which links into a whole text...
hahz..
sigh..
so fast.. we gotta part..
cant bear with it..
hmm..
ok.. then we went back..
i went to pasir ris to meet lg kor..
then jan went to sentosa.. while the rest went to national library..
hahz..
hmm..
i waited for lg kor..
for more than an hour!!!
piggy ah..
dun do this to me again hor..
besides my dad, you're the 2nd one wor..
make me wait like siao..
your mei dun like to wait de hor..
be thankful i dint scold you. .
hahz. .
cos you too cute for me to scold..
hahz..
then he gave me present. and i passed him cards to pass to some 4-11 guys..
hmm..
kor..
thanks for the present..
it fits me perfectly..
how you know my size de???
hahz. .
thanks ah..
heex..
=)

5 days to lie low..
to see our feelings..
hmm.. i dunno if i can pull thru these 5 days..
i dunno if that feeling is for real or not..
wad if it is??
wad are you gonna do abt it..
i'm scared..
to hear the same answer again..
i'm scared for a 2nd rejection.
but nevertheless, think this is the wisest thing to do..
let your fone have some rest.. and let our minds settle down..

zz. thanks ah.. for wanting to see me behind your dad's back..
but i still suggest you try convincing him..
remember hor.. mz wun give up until she's sure of the answer.. not between us but your dad..
hee... thanks for the memories..
hmm..
nice 13 days..
heex..
after 5 days, then we decide everything ya???

christmas day..
nothing really special la..
hmm.
morning went back to shalom for service..
hahz..
but nearly slept thru cos i was really tired..
think i was having fever ba..
very very cold yet body's hot..
zz was quite worried..
ahz..
oh well..
he accompanied me thru out service until 12 on the fone..
then he had to go for breakfast..
and then back to his zzzzz..
pig lor..
hahz..
hmm..
then after service.. we went for refreshment as usual..
hahz..
i'm surprised..
its like it has been long since i last returned to shalom..
hahz..
but i suddenly felt much closer to the youths then before..
hahz..
maybe cos this time i dint really isolate myself like usual..
hazh..
esp towards hensley..
we kinda avoided each other for dunno how long..
hmm.. when we met today.. wanted to wish him merry christmas. but he said his hands are dirty..
instead we used arms to wish each other..
damn funny..
hmm.. then we went to changi airport for lunch..
hahz..cool..
ate for quite long..
cos the adults love chatting with each other..
hmm.. after going back..
alicia suddenly said she dun wanna go for tung's party..
cos she's tired..
so i left her house early..
wanted to go jurong for interview..
hmm..
but sad sad.. daiso only wan age 20 and above..
sigh..
so i cant qualify the age requirement..
hmm..
then went around walking, trying to see if got any nice clothes i can get for piggy and zz..
hahz..
but to no avail..
so went back..
wanted to go tung's house le..
but thought it was super far, so i decided not to go..
furthermore iw as really tired..
went home..
then chat with zz for a while until 10 plus 11.. then he went to bed le..

christmas eve.. hahz. .
hmm.. went back chc today..
but dint go with my cell..
went with zc's cell...
hahz..
made alot of new friends there..
like laura, valerie, abby, jasmine..
and etc..
hahz..
e190 is a fun gp..
hahz..
saw sister julia and n139..
hahz.. sister yvonne got married on the 10th dec...
congrates..
hahz..
before service starts, we went for christmas carnival..
hahz..
fun la..
but arms are aching..
heex..

after service.. went to pasir ris.. supposed to go shalom..
hmm..
but when i was outside shalom, saw kor kor roy roy..
so went out with him to find jie jie angela..
jie and kor nao fan..
so worried for them la..
hmm..
so went with kor to buy her a gift..
hmm.. then we wrapped it in the mrt..
heex..
sat from pasir ris to city hall..
and then walked from cityhall to orchard..
long walk.. but was fun..
see pple get sprayed by artificial form..
hahz..
cool..
then we met angela..
and i made 2 new friends..
pei qi and her bro..
heex..
apparently they stay same estate as me..
whee!!!
heex..
we went over to cine.. wanted to take neos..
but the place was super packed with pple..
hahz..squeezed like siao..
hahz..
then kor and devil went to help us get drink..
heex..they finally talked..
ahhz..
then after we drank..
we decided to go out and walk towards orchard mrt..
but we got squeezed like hell there..
terrible..
in the end one of our friend's fone got stolen. .
nokia N70 somemore..
sigh
oh well... we got sprayed like siao..
in the end.. korkor.. somehwo couldnt breathe..
asthma..
hmm.. finally we got out. .
then we went back home..
i went to korkor's house..
haz..
but before that, went jie's house..
so glad jie and kor together again on white christmas..
hash..
then saw jie's dog..
very cute..
chihuahua.. the dog i wanted..
but sad la..
i'm scared..
ahzh.
hahz..
after a while..
we went back by taxi..
reached back aunty's house at 1 plus 2 am..
hahz..
cool sia..
hmm.. by the time i finished bathing. i was so tired le..
haz..
so slept liaox.. dint wait for korkor.. slept in kor's room that night..
ahhz..

hmm.. very long never go online.. com crashed.. finally its back..
okok.
shall recount back last week's happy memories..
hmm..
ok.. 21st dec..
met languan to buy narnia ticks.. at the same time helped him to get present for michelle.. as you see.. he wanted to get her a skirt..
but then he's a guy..
so as his mei.. helped him get for his other mei lor..
heex..
then we saw samq and jion.. hahz.. only the 2 of them..
fishy fishy.. oh well..
had a nice time with him..
then after that.. went to yio chu kang to meet dance seniors of gathering..
piggy was so nice to send me to yio chu kang, then back to J8..

22nd dec..
narnia.!!!
hmm.. morning 9 plus 10 met ben and cedric..
then we went somerset for breakfast..
alicia was late.. piggy was late too..
hahz..
then during the show.. hmm.. alicia hold ben like husband and wife liddat..
hahz.. piggy asked if they are so close..
hmm... yes la.. we're the closest cousins..
hazh..
but me and ben closer than she and ben.. hahaz..
hmm.. then after the show, we took neos.. hazh. .
so funny..
had a lot of fun..
think ben and cedric dint like it la..
but me, lg and alicia had fun..
esp the 2nd machine..
ahhz..
monkey bar..
swinging..
hahz..
so nice..
1st machine, i pay.. 2nd machine. piggy paid..
ben ah.. how can let the gal pay???
hahz.. jkjk..
hmm..
then we went starbucks...
get a drink..
then lg, cedric and ben went rosette and collect some stuffs..
while me and alicia sat at starbucks for a while.. cos alicia wanna eat..
then we went heeren to shop..
not a while later... piggy, wh, and ben called me at the same time..
haix..
so qiao lor..
hmm.. wh caled to say he was at cine le..
then lg and ben called for us..
hahz..
so we met each other and walked over to cine..
but thsi time.. alicia had to go for mr eio's lesson..
so ben fetched her down.. cos i haven taken neos with wh..
lg stayed to accompany me..
when we met wh.. wh adn piggy just talked none stop..
then me and hs never talk at all..
sad la..
you 2 are just scary to me..
then the 4 of us took neos..
wh and hs really very close..
good good..
ahz..
me and lg.. hahz.. no need to say.. of cos closed la..
siblings ma..
heex..
but this day.. i enjoyed myself the most..
never been soooo happy before.. outing with most cousins... and piggy..
so sad zz cannot make it..

zz.. mz misses you..

hmm..
it has been long since i had a nice talk with wh..
whee...
corrupted sia.. haix..
anyway..
its fun..
thanks alot..

dance is over... will have 2 weeks of break..
sigh..
but now i'm like injured..
sigh..
pain ya???
did soemthing to my spine again..
why is it always liddat..
when something impt in dance.. i will make my spine..
very pain..
arms are hurting like hell..
and cos of that..
i'm actually having slight fever..
sigh..

hey tungster..
takecare of yourself..
hahz..
i will go down tmr..
hazh..
with the photos. and your card..
as well as present..
if i can find one later..
take care..

zz.. enjoy your day ya???
nan de daddy let you out.. hahz..

these few days so tired..
hahz..
esp yest and today..
yest woke up early..
and went home late..
all cos of dance..
today..
woke up early.. and dance and dance..
tired la..
hahz..
heex..
zhiwei.. thanks wor..
you so cute..
hahz..
*pinch pinch*
i help you set up account le!!! gotta thank me for that!!!
hahz..
you can repay me*hint hint*
hazh..
jkjk..
hmm.. today PA in charge came to watch our dance..
guess wad..
the in-charge is MR FANG!!!
so qiao lor..
hahz..
oh wells..
he dun remember me i guess..
ahz..
2-3 years never see le.. hahz..
ok.. gonna sleep soon.. tired..

he's back..
i bluffed him..
he believed..
oh well..
those complications..
i dunno how to explain..
he felt happy for me.
and i no longer feel for him..
he has his gf. i wun meddle, i swear.
he ought to have his er ren shi jie..
cos she misses him more than i did than..
thru the testi can tell..
but to zz..
i dunno..
ahzh..
you know, i know..
its enough..
hahz..
we're all qiaoing ya???
hazh..
will miss you de..
hahz.. thansk fer missing me too..
hahz.. sorry wor..
think i made your sms exceed right?
haz..
sending me your photos to cheer me up den..
hahz..
and smsing me always.. cos i was super super bored..
gee thanks.. my zz ish the cutest..
hahz..
hahz.. beside piggy, you're the second cutest le..
hahz.. i mean it..

hmm.. got my posting le..
go to MI (TT) science.. hmm..
not exactly happy la..
hmm..
ok..
maybe i should juts be contented..
hmm.. mr cow got into SAJC.. congrates..
argh..
complications' back..
ok..zz.. i'm surprised i dint feel anything..
maybe used to that word le ba..
you ok right?
oh wells.. you're still my zz la..
today, he's flying back..
but somehow. i'm not as excited as i was last year.
maybe cos i know he will wanna go back ba..
or maybe now it's different. cos he got hs with him le..
i dunno.. and dun really care much le..

ok.. i couldnt sleep the whole night.. dunno why.. just keep tossing here and there..
hmm..
but still manage to catch a bit of sleep..
now.. i'm awaken..
soon gotta head down to clementi to open the shop...
ahz..
wish me luck.. hope i dun fall asleep..
hahz..
now low-profiled hor.. zhu zai..
hahzs..
wun say out de..
heex..
thinking of you!!! =)

ok..
day 5. 7th dec.
ah man's back with us..
so we were supposed to wake up in the morning like 10 am..
but piggy ben just couldnt wake up..
so he only woke at 11. hahz..
so we set off late..
headed to asakusa..
first time we sit the railway and then change another railway..
so we dint knwo how to change..
haz..
so ask around again..
hmm.
ok..
finally reached uneo..
went to their park where the jap pple will have their pinics during sakura seasons..
hahz..
no not sakura..
so no pinic lor..
but alot of pple..
heex.
but very nice..
hahz..
hmm..
when to a few small shrine..
heex..
then saw duck..
all so big de..
so cute..
swan also bigbig de..
heex..
and so white de..
heex..
hmm... ok after walking out of the park..
we went to eat first..
second earthquake sia..
cos the train's above us..
so when ever one's here... the whole floor shook..
hahz..
ben was like half dead la..
so unlike him..
never finish the fish..
hahz..
okok..
then we went shopping the markets and stuffs..
heex..
we took neoprints too..
den went to catch elmo.
ben's smart lei..
he push elmo down instead of catching it..
but the dumb tag got stuck..
ok..
as a dancer.. my turn to do something right?
hahz..
i pull my hand into the machine.. and find my way up..
and pull it down..
heex..
and elmo's ours..
hahz..
=]
thats for small gal de..
hahz..
so sad..
small boy dun have anything..
cant get for him..
if not he bite off everything..
hahz.
heex..
den we went shopping at a shopping centre..
den drink mocha after that at starbuck..
drank the hot one..
heex..
hmm..
at the shopping centre wanted to buy their fone..
but haiay..
why is it that we cant just buy the fone itself..
heex..
in hte end we bought the accessories..
sticker paste on the fone's cover..
damn cool..
hahz..
ben bought mickey mouse..
i bought pooh..
hazh..
luv it.. hmm.. ok.. thats abt it..

too tired le.. slept till one.. hahz.. zhiwei.. i mu zhu hor??
then you gong zhu right???
worse than me lor.. you sleep.. hahz..
muahahaz.. hmm..
piggy..
you're back!!! welcome back...
hmm.. so sad lor.. come back never sms me..
i was like numbing myself with work lor..
sigh..
oh wells..

ok.. day 4. 6th dec.
ah ma went to work as usual.. but today she only start at 9..
so we went morning breakfast with her... at denny's place..
hahz..
waseh..
morning food is nicer..
hazh..
ok.. but me and ben still cant get use to their food at denny's.
so in the end went to the toilet..
hahz..
hmm.. ok then we went back tokyo dome city to see the shoes ben wanted.. that adidas shoe.
then after that we went back asakusa.. hahz..
this time i led the way..
whee..
i did it!!
hahz..
we spent one hour walking from asakusa bashi to asakusa.. hahz..
know why so long?
cos we walk and see things..
hahz..
bought a jap dict, one set of comic and 4 different comic altogether..
hahz..
food too!!!
hahz..
at asakusa..
we bought dunno wad red bean thing..
wow..
so yummy!!!
i've dreamt of myself eating it..
hahz..
and i really ate it..
hahz..
hmm... then we went back to pray for somethings..
me prayed for mama's health and business, jc results, and life..
hahz..
ben prayed for his provisionary exam..
hahz..
all not bad de..
hahz..
then smell smoke again..
hahz..
saw so many high skol pple again..
hahz..
shuai dai le.
haz..
ok.
then went to buy a number of things for my room..
hahz..
all so cute..
ok..
the funny part is here..
ah ma wanted the zao chai mao..
but all so ex..
so she said if got 1000 then buy..
hahz..
so we went a few shops to see.
all 1260 de..
then got one shop..
we went in..
we couldnt see the price of the cat.
so we asked..
then that lady blur blur say 1000..
so we bought 2..
when i finally saw the price, guess how much is that cat?
1600 yen lor..
that lady ah..
"ba qiu tak stamp" in canto..
hahz..
who cares..
she dun recognise us when we walked back..
hahz..
so ya..
so funy..
at night when we told ah ma..
ah ma laughed like hell lor..
ahz..
hahz..
oh wells..
we ate really late today..
cos ah ma said she will come back early to have dinner with us..
so we went back really early..
and waited.. means slept until 10 plus.. she's not back yet..
when she finally returned..
she already ate..
so in the end she had to bring us to eat..
ahz..
was wearing short sleeve.. so just went out liddat
hahz.
it was damn cold lor..
ah ma said that day was the coldest.. nearly snowed..
but never snow..
me and ben was so sad...
hahz.. ok. day 4's done

ok..
day 3.
5th dec.
1st day when ah ma went to work..
and both me and ben's left in the hotel..
to rot or shop..
hahz..
hmm
ok..
we woke up at 10 plus 11..
with ben still lugging and hugging the bed.
hahz..
then we went to tokyo dome city..
the shopping mall..
drink starbuck..
omg..
think you wun even believe wad i did..
my tastebuds ah..
got great prob man..
hahz..
ok.. ben ordered frap mocha.. while i ordered ice mocha..
somehow. my mocha tasted chao bitter.
so i went in to the shop to add sugar and stuffs..
then went out into the cold and cont drinking..
still bitter wor..
but i dun dare go in le..
hahz..
cos i went in twice to add sugar..
hmm.
so ben went in..
guess wad he add for me?
one whole lot of honey.brown sugar, liquid sugar, normal sugar..
and wad?
it still taste so bitter...
okok..
after drinking abt one quarter, we started to feel cold..
imagine drinking a cold drink in the cold atmosphere..
hazh..
ok..
so we went in..
then i drank my mocha..
now my mocha tasted differently.. it's sweet..
hazh..
so i was happy duh..
then we walked around the shops..
hazh..
hmm..
wanted to buy my gloves.
but too ex.
hmm..
so in the end i saw a shop called mother garden
the toys there veyr cute..
in the end i bought 2 key chains there..
one is for my dance buddy..
its a tortoise..
veyr veyr cute de..
the other is a ball with a lit angel dolphine in it
for myself..
afterall i dint get the one i really like..
hazh..
hahz..
then opp the shop is a shop that sells.. spoons and stuffs..
hahz..
ben was so interested in it lor..
chef is always a chef..
ahzh..
think of spoons not to keep or use to eat..
but for food tasting..
hahz..
pro sia..
but so sad..
he couldnt afford for 3 pairs..
hazh..
why?
use all his money at asakusa on the 2nd day..
to buy food..
greedy!!!
hahz..
so he only bought the fork..
hahz..
then we walked around 2 shopping malls.
ok la.. not too bad..
hahz..
and see the rollar coastal..
damn thrilling lei..
hahz..
as it passed by, it just felt like earthquake..
hahz..
but we dint get a chance to sit on it..
sigh,,
missed the rides..
our hotel's just behind the amusement park..
but we dint sit on any of the ride..
hahz..
we rather spend the money on mocha than those rides..
ahzh..
took quite a lot of photos..
hahz..
ok..
day 4, another day..
one of our most interesting day..

i'm shall chop my entries of japan into a few entries..
not much of a mood to write all at once..
hmm.. now i'm deciding if i should go back chc once again?
or go for dance..
its crucial day today..
cos tmr PA incharge will be viewing it..
i dun wanna be the one who mess up everything...

shall continue the jap entry
4th dec..
ah ma booked a alf day tour for me and ben to have some fun..
hahz..
oh wells.
early in the morning..
we all gotta be ready..
as usual..
ben slept like a pig..
so cant realli wake him up..
hazh.
until ah ma started packing the bag,..
ben suddenly woke up..
ahzh..
there's a reason behind it..
imagine ah ma seeing all the hantai books...
sure explode..
ahzh..
so off we went the the terminal..
hahz..
and we saw a turning machine and an old couple turning balls like nobody's business..
hahz..
so cute..
we also turn..
really fun lei..
ahzh..
see your 100 yen slowly disappearing.. and little balls appearing..
hahz..
ok. .
then we headd to our destination..
a few places..
cant really remmeber in order though..
hmm..
the meiji shrine..
oh my..
its gorgous..
guess we were lucky ba..
saw 3 different pocessions.
2 marriage and one 3 year old gal..
the guide said something abt the 3,7 and 20 year old..
hmm... a special occasion?
hahz..
oh wells..
took photo with that gal..
oh my..
she's kawaii man..
hahz..
hmm..
ok..
then we learn how to pray..
clapping our hands twice to speak to the god..
and many many many times to speak to the love god..
hhaz..
damn funny..
so ya..
i prayed..
clapped twice and i prayed.
but before that threw the coin in.. not notes..
hahz..
hm...
took quite a few pics..
hahz..
while walking there and back..
we passed thru doors?
and saw many many sake jars..
designs are all damn nice..

ok..
nect imperial palace..
eh..
east gate i think
hahz..
it was so damn nice la..
flowers of all the different colours..
when you took photos of it. it just looked as if its gonna be a nice postcard..
ahzh..
hmm..

then asakusa..
hahz..
saw many many high skol pple..
hahz..
gals chio chio and guys shuai shuai..
hahz..
oh wells.
went there to pray again..
hahz..
hmm...
then breathe in smoke..
hahz..
then we left the tour guide even though we have not finished our tour..
hahz..
last stop was to ginza..
hahz..
but we wanted to shop at asakusa..
hahz..
quite fun..
bought alot of things..
hahz..
then at night..
we dint knwo how to get back..
so asked around..
trust me..
not able to understand or speak jap is a very very hard thing in japan..
ahzh..
we dint knwo how to speak wiht the japan locals there..
so we took out our map and just point at the railway.. and say suidobashi..
hahz..
then the locals understood us immediately..
hazh..
then they guide us to take a bus..
bus 42.. to asakusabashi station adn take a JR line back..
hahz.
thanks guys..
then in the bus..
we made friend with a lady/..
she brought us to the station and helped us with the tickets and where to board the train..
japanese pple are just so nice..
hahz..
hmm..
oh.. forgot to say..
i lost one side oh my glove and even after i bought another pair..
i lost one side again..
so instead of having 2 pairs..
i got a mix pair in the end..
finally we got back to tokyo dome..
then ate KFC..
waseh..
their KFC is really different from s'pore's KFC..
all their fastfood is just different..

ok..
that is for day 2..
shall continue another time..
hmm.. photos are still on the making..
hope it will be uploaded soon..

ok.. i'm in the mood today..
shall start of with the first day.

3rd dec
woke up at 4 plus to prepare for my flight..
6am reached changi airport..
i was still yawning then..
8am JAL flight to narita airport..
at around 330pm(singapore) time..
which is japan 430pm..
finally reached..
butt hurts.. hahz..
hmm... when we first reached..
it was alright.. hmm.. abt 12 degrees
but the longer we stand in the cold..
the colder we feel..
ahzh..
then we board the 515pm bus to tokyo dome hotel..
hahz..
hmm... 1hr30min sia..
long long journey..
by then.. hte sky's already dark..
so cant really see much things
when we reached.. we dropped our luggage in the room then went out for dinner..
wah sai..
around our hotel is food paradise lei..
hahz..
all food de..

hahz.. then went back and zzzzz..
in the middle of the night 1am.. all of us woke up..
dunno why..
hahz..
so funny..
not used to the time ba..
hahz..
hahz..
morning sun rise at around 5 plus..
so early lor..
hahz..
hmm..

I MISS JAPAN..
even though its only tokyo
hmm.. long story of 5 plus day..
hahz..
quite tired to blog it lei..
nvm..
shall blog another day..
heex..

i just realised from the trip..
that maybe afterall.. wh's not the guy i'm looking for..
somehow, somewhere.. i dint miss him at all.. instead..
i miss someone else..
miss so much to the extend of dreaming of him for 2 consecutive days..
and the dream continues..
in the dream.. all was sweet and simple..
little talking but more of warmth..
i thought reality will turn out like the dream..
but i was wrong..
i looked forward to seeing him at the airport..
as i arrived to depart.. he would have arrived by then..
however.. we were at 2 different locations..
sigh.
oh wells.
now i'm back in s'pore..
just gotta wait patiently for him to enjoy himself.. just like how i enjoyed myself.

so fast the day has arrived...
kinda miss this place now.. even before i leave..
treasuring the last day..
gooing for an impt interview..
pray fer me that i can enter.
not only me.. hannah also..
hazh..
since that day.. when piggy left for his chalet..
haven heard of him..
he's having fun ba.. hope so..
feel so useless...
failed to fulfil my promise to him.. yet he's so forgiving..
probably one day i can come out with a whole long list for his good points..
as for bad points ma.. its like near zero..
haz.. just a perfect piggy..
hahz..
oh well...
these days.. i'm starting to love coffee... ahz..
not the norm kind cos they are so bitter!!!
hahz..
hahaz..
but ya.. prefer milk shake.. muahahx..
i guess i'm in love with myself ya??
heex..
wanting a makeover desperatly.. eh guys..
i say again hor..
I DUN LOOK LIKE WEIHAN!!
why is it that everyone says we look alike.
ash bro say the grad photos really look alike..
someone said i leave long hair even more alike..
he cut his hair also alike..
saw him at moelc and knew that he's wh cos he looked like me..
argh..
i had enough..
i dun wan anyone to look like me.. understand ma?
the feeling of being unique is no longer there..
i'm pearly and he's weihan..
we're not pearhan or weily..
so how can we look alike..
ah.. forget it..

oh well..
anyway.. watched wu chu cai hong..
the feeling of haveing the dvd is damn good..
hahz...
cos you can watch it again and again.
hahz..

anyway.. i love my friendster now..
jie.. thanks..
thanks for helping me make all those..
its really really nice..
you're the best..

hazh.. i love all my jies and kors. esp jies..
i realised all my jies are so concern for me..
hahz..
janis consoling me
hannah dotes me alot..
chanel and tak too..
phil also.. hahz.. even though we were separated for 6years and missed each other for 8 years..
phil.. i thank god for letting me see you again lei..
must thank the harbin trip..
oh wells. on overall.. my jies wun wan me to get hurt.. not by anything, not by anyone..
hahz..
i feel blessed to have them protecting me..
sometimes even though i'm older than most of them..
i feel tat they are more mature than i am..
but then again..
sometimes being the oldest in the class.. not counting the foriegners, priviledge la.. they come to you for advice.. like some advicer like taht..

eh. i crap too much le.. haz.. gtg..
hmm.. tonight gonna have farewell dinner.. hahs.. and sadly.. tf's dance is cancelled..
wonder next sat will i see him???

take care guys.

you really mean alot to me.. i know i'm nothing to you..
i'm serious abt you.. but was never given a chance..
not even to knwo and understand you..
i really dunno how to face you now..
but yet i wanna see you, hear your voice..
probably all these is once in a life time ba..
for everything i wanted, i have a price to pay..
sufferings ba..
you're one person who is placed really deep in my heart.
no matter how much i tried..
somehow, somewhere in it, a footprint is left behind..
i know i'm foolish ba..
but i was always serious.
at least i know wadever you say to me now is real..
no more fakes, no more pretence.
eventhough it brings us further apart cos of many truths and chemistries, i'm still glad..
dun worry.. i've grown up.. learnt alot from you..
wun like last time.. cos of a little setback such as breaking up with zc, wanna do foolish things..
or even change myself for you..
i will try to be my ownself..
i have to do it.. not just to prove to you i can do it.. but also to myself..
it would of course be best if i can completely forget you.
but i know it will never happen..
a scar is always a scar..
no matter how much time is used to heal or mend, it is forever irreversible..

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