Friday, August 13, 2010 Y 12:40 PM
i dint write about wad happened to bash...
bad stuffs man...
i dint go for bash..
scalded myself with oil that very day..
now..
bad scars...
=(
i no longer have a pretty pair of hands..
to the extend i dun even wanna see my own hand..
haix.
why on earth should i get angry that day and cooked???
dumb ass..
Y 12:33 PM
been playing with tumblr that i forgot about my blog...
mmm... life's not bad..
been working, mjing, malaysia, playing...
but more of working..
crazy hours..
still adjusting myself to the weird times.
mm... things changed alot..
sometimes... its like you know some pple are just close to you. but you know things cant go further.
maybe its your own personal restrictions.
maybe its wad you really think of it.
for me.. mx kept saying that there's someone else in my life.. that can make me happy and can bring me happiness.
but i know clearly.. its not gonna happen..
not cos i know... but cos i know i'm not gonna give it a try.
yup. sucks. but too bad.
i wanna patch.. but there's just too many things to consider.
i dun wanna be on and off in a relationship le.
not healthy and confusing.
dunno la..
work first ba..
think earning the money is more impt. need it for school fees... if i can, dun wanna trouble my uncle.
hahaz... (=
life can be complicating. and i guess i made it even more complicated than wad it originally was..
so maybe not bothering about everything will simplify things. (=
thought of a few pple these days.
but yea... sometimes thinking makes you yearn to see that person so much.
but how long was it that i really last saw him? last went out with him? and last talked to him?
haix.
i'm just glad he sent an encouraging sms back then..
lg... its hard to forget you .
