just had some good news and bad news...

so the bad news first..
#1 bad news
i'll be missing odac camp @ SIM!!!
sigh... i dunno how i'm supposed to react to that since i haven really think twice of wad cca to join. saw many interesting ones that i really wan try out, like bowling, squash, volley, council... many many more...

#2 bad news
i dun even know if my leave for the 6th will be approved. but die die i have to go to school on that day... its a compulsory freshman orientation day...
argh!!! wad should i do???

and then the good news...
#1 good news
called RELC cos i haven received anything so far... they have double checked and confirmed that i've been accepted by UOL!!! hahz... now i just need to wait for the package to be delivered

#2 good news
will be having many crash swimming lessons... so by end july will be taking my life saving... starting to dread.. and i haven read up my notes... but i hope things will be ok..

#3 good news
i'm getting the hang of not receiving smses from KXX... time should be able to heal all wounds... and i know soon i will be able to forget KXX. SHOULD BE AND HOPE SO LA!! (= cheers to that

#4 good news
finally met up with marcus daddy.. and am really glad to have met him... at least i know he's there to help solve all my unsolvables... *remember the times when you're the middleman of the worse friendships i've got... *thanks man!!!

ok...thats the update for now...
still praying hard that bbdc has slots for FTT... cos i need to help dear book his FTT!!! its been a week since that stupid portal has any slots... argh!!!! =(

mm... i had one of the most exhasting weekends ever..
i dunno why..

fri after work.. i'm so glad to be meeting marcus..
its been really long since we met up.. and i'm really glad that after such a long time not meeting up, we're still that close... thanks daddy!!! that restaurant was great!! (=
then we went esplanade the river there walking... hear the NDP rehearsal... so called solomon to find out... solomon was shocked to hear i'm near there... hahzh...
then we chatted our problems out... i nearly cried once again... sorry.. thank goodness it was so dark that i dun think he could see... then he chatted about his too..
looks like just a few months of not meeting up, lotsa of things happened... =(
after departing with him at the mrt, i went to tamp to meet dear.. wanted to go cold storage to buy stuffs... but asked kenneth, he dint reply me... so ya lo.... ate at BBQ chicken... both dear and i were shocked at the price when the bill came... we expected it to be near 30 bucks.. but it was only $10+? WAHHHHH!! hahz.. then went home at 11pm from tamp... tired!!

sat morning went prawning with dear and ah di...
cool... throughout 2 hrs.. we just keep catching prawns...
be it really prawned them up, hook them up or scoop them up.
after that went to dear's clementi side.. but then no one's there... cos all at dear's house mahjonging... so we went back to dear's house then showered. rest a while...
tired... then at night slept at near 2am..

sun shiong too...
morning went to dear's house to fetch ah di to warren... then swam for i think near 2 hours??
then went to orchard hotel for lunch buffet... wah sai... i eat so little yet felt like vomitting...
tummy too bloated liao... hahz...
went back.. totally skipped dinner... slept at dear's house until 8+9pm... then accompany dear and ah di play maple for main char... wah... that pq is so sian... but ok la... (= no choice cos i'm the only healer in the pt...
went back... watched this lame show... until i fell asleep... totally dead....

i just wish time can ever reverse. i swear i'll never let you go..

ok..yest was really a shitty day for me...
i dunno why i was just so emo all of a sudden... hearing the emo songs really made me even more sad. you guys might be wondering there should not be anything for me to be emo about.
everything i wanted has been quite smooth for me this year.
i got a good job and lasted for a year+ long, with a relatively high pay.
i've got into school, thought its SIM and not local NTU, NUS or SMU. to me, it doesnt matter anymore, cos studying is my life now... considering that i've wasted my chance into getting in last year..
but i'm so not looking forward to FOC... i'm looking forward to freshman enrollment talk... cos its got something to do wiht school curriculum... but freshman day and camp, seem as though its wasting my time to learn...
haix...

ok... so yest i was hearing those emo songs as i was walking towards outram mrt to proceed to raffles place... i started tearing, but control tearing.. i was really very very sad...
no amount of words seem to console me... even when meeting up with dear at raffles mrt... throughout the whole journey... i was just quiet... dint say a single thing, except for the tears who did all the talking... i'm sorry.. he tried cheering me up but it only got me more upset...
when we met up with nick, nicky thought i had flu or somehting like that... haix... sorry to those who really cared for me...

i just need time to really adapt and accept the fact that my BFF is no longer here in sg anymore.. that means whenever i'm really upset or i wanna share anythign with her, i wun get to anymore..
i wrote her something which is quite mean i supposed... i'm not even sure of our friendship now... i mean, no doubt she's that impt to me... but the number of times i've let her disappointed? haix. i dint even try hard enough to persuade her to stay in sg. i could see her shocking face when she really saw me at changi that day... yes... i gave her something hoping that it will be useful in remembering me and all the friends in sg... but guess wad... through out the 15 years of our friendship, i cant find the pic we took tgt in pri school.. and the saddest thing is we both took alot of pics on our own.. but we hardly take photos tgt. i think we only officially took tgt twice?
haix.

i'm really scared... we dun seeem to treat each other like BFF already... will there be a day where she will forget about us??? i really those times... i miss the days i spent with her in school more than anyone i missed spending the days tgt with... those innocent and naive us playing in school, draggin the bags toward from our level 6 class. how we used to laugh at each other, playing with the sounds system, together with val. how we would laugh at each other until the embarassing moments occur... how i would mistaken the dustbin as the returning bin... how i used to call your aunty belle and you would call me ali... how i would go support you for your badminton competition, and how you would support me for me calligraphy and library. how i would allow you to use neopets in library but not allow others. how we used to accompany each other back to clementi.

really miss those times... miss esp the times when we snail mail each other thru your sister.. from sec 1 to sec 4 and in MI...

no one ever knew the reason why i like pooh then... i started liking pooh cos you loved it... and i only started liking it the day we got the key chain, which i'm still keeping it..
now that i love pigs more, it doesnt mean i dun like pooh anymore.. i stil love dogs, pooh and pigs.

after this farewell, i really dunno when i'll get to see you again...
i wanted to give you a last farewell hug. its been long since i've given you one.. but its too late.

if forgetting someone is ever that easy, then there will be no tears.
wonder how great that will be???
if no tears is ever needed to give someone up, i wanna be that lucky one with no tears.
if its ever so easy to give someone up, will we retain any part of that memory that we once had?
if we can retain, i wanna remember all those forever.
if we cannot, i'll still smile for i knew that moment i had you with me.

is life ever that happy go lucky.
i'm supposed to be that lucky few who lives my life on happily no matter how upset i am..
but i do admit that i'm a cry baby and i do tear alot..
i tear for almost every other reason.. even when i'm thinking of someone not worth my tears, i'll still tear..
there were many occasions that i teared for pple not worth my tears, friends who betrayed me over and over again.. i wipe my tears and trust them again, telling myself that things will get better tmr..
but yea.. i always get myself hurt. even after learning my mistake, i still get it hurt..
life is full of unpredictaments. you never known when your closest kin or friend will ever hurt you. i've hurt my bestfriend in one way or another.
i've hurt my good friend in alot of ways.
and i myself got hurt by pple i deemed as valuable and important to me...
life is fair and unfair.
i just gotta relearnt it and smile the day on.

i admit at times i really think of you alot... at times i dun...
but its time to really put the past down.. and move on...

ok. yest i sent belle off... felt really sad... shun describe liao...
but anyway, yest kinda spent sometime looking for the canteen she was at...
really damn ulu la...
(=
ok... found her, pass her the present, said hi to her parent then zao liao... =(
felt sad... urberly sad....
i never felt that way sending someone off b4.. why wil i felt that way this time???

haix...

request from dear to post about the weekends..
ok... last weekend was a bowling week..
hahaz...
sat went bowling almost the whole day.. morning went to cedric's house wanted to teach cedric... then in the end they say go bowling.. hahz.. (= so ah jion sent ben to cdans to see if got bowling shoes... while waiting for them.. ah jiong sent me and dear home to get our shoes and ball..
then went back to fetch ben and ah ma... then go bukit batok mrt... fetch shirley and buy 4D.
heex... then went chervon... met up with uncle law law, aunty judy, nick and marc...
then we bowled until 5+... damn early... then went to weat coast plaza for dinner..
wahhh... the formal ginza plaza is now called weat coast plaza..
was quite sad to see how dead it is la...
well.. at least i saw the up hill and down hill of ginza plaza...
miss the place alot...
but everything's changed... hahz... no more mr eio, no more the jewellery aunty shop. no more mummy's shop.. all the familiar lan shops all gone..
the familiar basement carpark is also gone..
sigh... the feeling is just gone... my secret hang out... haunted ghost playground also gone..
haix..
ok...

sun.. bowling competition..
team 9, lane 9 position 9
whoa!!!
999
hahz.. ok... among the guys... dear's ranked 5th, nick ranked 11th...
among the gals i'm ranked 7th..
hazh...
my avg 100.. .total score 300.
damn shit. but ok la... shall buck up!!!

yest (tue)
i worked from home, cos wasnt feeling too well to come work..
thankfully carl gave me permission... if not i die...
phew... ok.. so settle some ponchos stuff... btu who knows it became a complication...
argh!!! shouldnt have called jimmy...
now have to type an apology email..so sian!!!

i'm so glad dear is on leave today...
though he still went back to camp... but he made it in time to meet me for lunch...
heex... long long time since i met him for lunch...
(=
first time i ever held his hand so tightly in his uni...was really afraid that mp will caught us holding hands in uni....
phew... (= anyway... its just diff la... holding hands with a rank compared to being a recruit back then...
still remmeber that first book out he came out from tekong... i could onli stare at him and his hands... but we cant hold each others hands... i was quite sad in public... nearly cried... cos after 3 weeks not meeting him... just wanted to hold his hands and hug him tightly...
heex.... now think abt it... all these seems like it only happened yest...
only then we know time actually flew past so quickly...

yest was quite a boring day until it was time for swimming...
slept my way to woodlands.. met dear and nicky there.
ok.. so went to get some drink.. so i was feeling really thirsty...
whee!!! bought sugar buns and ate as we walked to the pool...
funny thing was why do we go to the swimming pool for theory lessons?? later we knew why... so in the end we still changed and swim.. hahz.. (=
whee!!! swam nothing but back stroke with the hand...
hahz... swim wasnt that bad... until 9pm... saw dear swimming away... told nick i'm gonna catch up with him... nick dint believe i could... so i swam a little faster then usual... heex... caught with him in no time... heex.. .(=
then just nice lifeguard chasing us out of the pool... heex
so went to shower... then after showering... saw yuan xiao doing stuns... hahz... climbing so high up at the eatery... was a little siao la...
hahz...
mm... ok then we walked to woodlands causeway point...
stopped at breaktalk, toast box... settled down there for dinner... (=
nick had laksa, dear had kaya toast and i ate curry chicken with bread..
hahz.. then went to buy the loft bread.. hhaz.. (= the curry is so nice to eat..dear and me share the curry and bread until we're left with 2 piece but no more curry...
we even tried with the laska... hahz.. really nice... its more shrimp laksa.. heex... (=
then went home... received a ood news from nick...
YT finally agreed to be his gf... (= happy for him...
hahz... at least all the efforts we put in wasnt wasted.... (=
ok that night i was just too lazy to do anything.. dear settled all for me... all i did was to be a pig and slept thru... grumbled a little. opened the door for him. and went back to sleep...
hahz... the small pig is evolvin into a bigger pig... :)

mm... haven been doing much in office..
so decided to play my maple and then update my blog.
SOOOOO.. my knight levelled again(= so happy for it.
ok.. i had a super nice night yest. had achieveing results..
went with dear to csc to train and to make his bowling ball
mm.. bowled a total of 4 games... not bad... my avg score improved from the previous game..
hahz.. and i'm really glad that dar said i'm improving alot...
this sun we may not be the best team.. but we'll deifinetely put in our best... i think we should be able to score at least 500 per game.. (= whee!!!
i just hope i wun pull dear and nick down..

anyway.. wanted to go clubbing yest de... but yea... was lazy to sms pple... infact, i tried smsing some.. but no response... so i got abit sian...
haix..
mm... ok my mood has been getting better... but at times i really feel damn emo..dunno why...
read some blogs... got myself more emo... dammmit... shouldnt have read it...rahhhhh

ok... have been helping project outo'thebox in some marketing for Singapore Salsa Congress 2009... shall update on this event either tonight or tmr night.. (= but wadever it is... friends... pls support the salsa world. (=

yay!!! finally went to sim lim to get some stuffs...
walked around looking for the best stuffs at the best price...
finally settled down with a good sony brand... very satisfied with the salesman's attitute..
he's so ever ready to serve us... though we keep walking in the out of the shop..
ok... i was glad i was the typical singapore that will bargain my way through... though it was at sim lim... i just paid the price they stated... (=

after "shopping" at sim lim.. we felt hungrish... so went to the food court for our dinner.. but before that, decided to watch a movie" ghost of girlfriends past" at 930pm. so went to get tix..
so dear treated me on tix and i treated him dinner.. (=
heex.. then went walking around.. felt the need to go to the toilet, so went to the nearby one... when i came out.. dear said he had a surprise for me... was puzzled for a while... then he asked me to close my eyes... and brought me towards someone..
hazh... was shocked to see my marcus daddy!!! heex... but his dressing's a lil gay.. hahz... yea... so he was ranting a lil like his friend ord liao... when will be his turn... hahz.. (=
then a while later he zao liao to find his friend.. and i went to the toy shop to see the bears.. (=

finally... its 925pm... went to the cinema...
brrrrrr... now we know why seldom pple come bugis to watch movie...joking joking... it was really empty,... but prob cos its the weekday.. it was really really cold... even with 2 layers of jacket, it wasnt enough to keep me warm... but yea... back to the movie. that show was pretty funny and horny. hahz.. (= i like that weird looking gal who loves sitting and jumping on the bed... apparently she was the first fling the guy had sex with... muahaha... but she' really cute though she's ugly.. hahz (= anw it was a happily-ever-after ending la... so much like a fairy tale.

after movie. went home. was really tired. slept through out my journey home. dear and i nearly missed our stop. thankfully something just woke me up abruptly. (= but when i reach home. i couldnt sleep yet.. cos i wanted to change the bedsheet badly.. somewhat a suddely OCD..
so dear helped me in the changing. then i cleared all the toys on my bed.. (= finally when we've changed the bedsheet, i layed back the toys and when to wash up... according to dear. i ko-ed really quickly.. which only happens whhen i'm really dead tired. (=

woke up late today, so i rushed my down to office. but decided that i should get myself a drink and maggie noodles... so yea.. (= walked over to highlander. have always been there, until an extent the lady remembers me.. (=

think thats all for now. shall update if there's any updates

SO...
i've been emo-ing the whole week. time to get a life.
and i must say i was really darn bored..
fri, dear and i went around looking for aquarium shop to find catfish
muahaha... wanted to go prawning..
but yea... no catfish... sad-ded...
so dear suggest we go prawn usin the normal bait. so tried the 1st hour prawning...
KNNBCCB... only prawned 1 big prawn.
damn sian. so we went home early. had some er ren shi jie with dear dear...


then sat went to kh's house with dear to take the light sticks..
thengo to dear's house, wanted to have lunch... then nick say sentosa's weather is good... so ask us to come down... so we chionged down via cab lo..
ahhz.. was so tempted to tell him i'm going to shopping cannot go in liao..
but i dint. (= cheers. ok.. so i wasnt feeling that good... had flu... hmmm so was sneezing my way there and back...
had a nice show seeing nick bring his gal to where we were trying to dig for the things we bury... (= will be uploading the pics on fb... (=
mm.. so after that, went to orchard to meet ah ma...
on our way there, saw ziyong leaving sentosa also... so qiao.. heex...

heex... so zy's rushing, we were also rushing.. but we were faster than him... damn funny... the way he tell dear that we're still faster than him.. (=

ok.. so met ah ma at wisma there.... then sat ah jiong's car down to ECP.... had some korea BBQ alacart for dinner then went night cycling...so sad... my bike got some prob... so cannot cycle fast... then some places were so dark.. thankfully dear's bike got light... hahz... helped cedric provide light too..
hahz... (= so we only cycled for an hour... but was really fun... cycling from ECP to marine parade.
wanted to go to next jetty point.. but was pretty far... and cos of time constraint... we dint go... but on our way back to ECP, we stopped by marine parade to buy sugar cane.
so shiok... then after cycling back to the shop. we were BK for supper... hah.. had hershey sundae pie.. nice to eat sia... azhh.. (= yummy!!!
mm...after that the night ended after that when ah jiong sent marcus home, then followed by me and i think shirley too..

sun... early in the morning went over to ah ma's house...
manaed to drag the whole family except for kor adrian to chervons bowling alley...
hahz... (= then after eating at hans, xiao ping left for vivo city..
then we played from 1+ until 5+6.. took a break ... uncle law came late cos of work... so he bowled with us a few time... then dear accompanied me to IMM to get my sony earpiece...
i'm so happy!!!! cos i gotten a nice white and pink ear piece to replace my spoilt creative ear piece... (= initially wanted to go suntec's pc show to get de... but in the end considered the distant, felt sian... so dint go...
then came back chervons... bowled one last game with the rest then settled the bill... wahhh.... the bowling game really costs alot.... lucky i'm a nebo member... if not damn damn ex... (=
ok... went back to dear's house for dinner... cos they said it has been really long since i went over to eat... hahz... (= felt bad la... so went...
enjoyed dinner alot... miss aunty's cooking... heex...
after dinner went to maple... ah di taught us how to do the quest... wahh.. .damn fast... my knight is now lvl 20... (=
whee!!!

ok... left dear's house at 11pm... to go cedric's house to pass him the light sticks and take the paper.. the guard wanted us to fill in the form... but yea... told him we're not going in..
hahz.. then when cedric came out... kor roy drove his bike with vivien on it out too... hahz.. .(=

then went home...

so there goes my weekends...
yest had meeting with spencer regarding salsa congress marketing..
wah... seriously i dunno how... thinking hard... hopefully things work out well.... (=

i always thought back then my feelings for wh is true
or be it ken...
but now that i know... all these arent as true as compared to a friendship/siblingship i really hope in high hopes. i've been really emotional these days cos of the older posts i read, but reading them does not mean everything is going to change again.
i know this awful truth. but so what, it still got me emo. =(
i really dun wanna be wad i am now if i can ever choose, cos its really depressing.
everytime i pluck out the courage to send the sms over. i got my hopes dashed only to find out that he will never reply me ever again.
i always procastinated thru out these 4 years when it comes to sending you the smses, and i would choose to do it in the midnight, cos i know by doing that i will not disturb you in your daily lives. but i guess i was being the foolish one.
as much as i waited for your reply everyday, i know you're somewhere out there having your fun.
i dun gain anything except for a crashed hope.

its been 4 years. i thought i have put it down and moved on. but i realised i haven. All i jsut hope is for your forgiveness. you may not treat me as your mei liao. but you're forever my kor. wh asked me before, 10 years down the road will i still call him or you kor.. i know i wun call wh er ge anymore... but if there's a chance, i will stil call you kor my life... (= not 10 years, not 20... but as long as we are... however i know i never had the chance anymore.

there was this once i was really alone, really lonely.. i'm really gald that now, dear's there for me. no matter where i am, what i'm doing, i know i'm never alone for he will be there waiting for me. life never seem to be smooth for me, but nevertheless we have gone through thick and thin. from the many quarrels, to the many times we hug each other and cry, to the many break ups, the smiles and happiness we got from each other never fail to make me smile from deep within me. he may not be the guy i always miss, but he's definetely the guy i will be able to find when i need someone..

i'm just being emo. give me time and i'll be fine again.

1 and a half more month to end of work.
maybe going to work with them on project basis. but maybe not. depends.
it was a rather tiring year for me... since i have not stopped working since april...
even when i stopped, i dun have the time to rest before starting school.
why must cambodia trip clash? can i ask to be excuse from this project? i really want to stay in singapore and cope the mental stress awaiting for me.

ok... was reading my older post back dated from 2005 to 2006...
those were the years i really flirted alot, had alot of fun, got myself heartbroken and emoed alot too...
really miss those days...
though its a contradiction...
considering all my mix emotions...
now that i think about it... languan kor stil is important to me... jsut that i've never post about it before... he prob has also changed his number ba... i'm not sure...
roy gave me a nice suggestion, to close this blog and create another one... then i wun be sad liao... hahz.. thanks thanks ah.. but i wun.. cos i know this is the only way for him to chance upon it again next time only to find it still running...
and when i really thought about it sersiously... i really felt shameful for fooling around with my emotions...
i made alot of mistakes... came clear with dear back then... i made him really upset...
but since i've decided to patch with him... i've decided to stop all the fooling...
languan... really hope you will respond to the smses..
somehow i wished that things were back as usual... but i know its not gonna happen.. =(
feeling emo la...
when i read about jo, then i really think really hard... i dint know i loved him that much before..
mm....
was quite amazed yet emo la...

but of course reading all those really made me think of how i really should cherish those around me... and of course i'm beginning to really cherish my dear as much as he has always been there for me...
i cant do much for him... but only to promise him that my heart will only be for him and only him.. i've really thought hard... and i knew things i really hope to happen will not happen... instead, i should be happy of things happening now... (=

i have 16 more days left to get her a farewell gift, birthday and see her...
after this 16 days... we may not see each other until a very long time.
somehow i really felt sad about this..
but i cant do anything abt it..
dun even know if she still regard me as her bestfriend..
cos i've made her really disappointed for the past 3 years...
=( sorry belle..
no matter wad.. you're my BFF...
i really mean it...

so much for my weekends and monday blues...

i was actually quite disappointed by some pple...
sometimes i really wonder how can a guy and gal stay at each other's house if they arent sibling nor couples...
its like so normal of those 2 to stay over damn often...
and wads worse is that they are just friends... as much they assure you they are just friends... mm.... disappointed la..

tsk tsk tsk...

ok.. i had a hectic weekend again..
guess its a life also???
mm...
wells... fri i was really damn bored and angry with dear.
but it was over a stupid reason.. so yea... not gonna mention about it...
at night met up with him again... went walking aimlessly at clarkquay... was damn tempted to go clubbing... but sian... my footwear was not correct... so in the end we just walk walk and walk...
hahz... mm... then we saw zirca... was shocked.... dint know its there???
then we couldnt decide on which pub to settle in... so we continued walking to our hang out area...
was damn disappointed with baracuda la...
wah lau... think its changing into a pros area liao..
all the waitress are just letting the ang mos touch their ass, lifting up their dress and sticking it to their dicks...
like WTF la... but since i'm just there for a drink, we took those pple as some porn star and watched the show...
soemtimes seeing all these weird stuffs can be really interesting, at least it opens our mind of the real world...
ok.. so we went home pretty late... after having 2 drink..
mm...
then sat over slept by alot alot...
supposed to go out of house early int he morning to unity sec fun fair..
but i think i only officially woke up at 12 noon??
was damn tired... then went to cck cc to sign up for the bowling comp....
after that went with dear to unity to have fun.. .
hahz... (= ok.. we played alot of stupid games...
was damn f-ing hot... in the humid way...
so we stayed a while..
then went back to cck to meet jon and darren at the arcade..
hahz... played the new cubix game there...
wah sai... its damn interesting... think i'm gonna spend more money soon... just to play that game.. its so damn similar to o2 jam,... just that it needs more skill and hand-eye coordination...
when i played.. jon thought i played it b4... but yea... i never played b4... of course the initial bits, i screamed... hazh... imagine following the song's beat, not knowing when the lights will flash at whichever box... fast and slow pace, 1 to 4 lights flashed at the same time...
hahz.. (=
plus there's a levelling system..
azhh..
yea... had alot of fun... then left soon to ah ma's house to meet ah ma and all to go ulu pandan..
mum kinda lost sight of ah ma's car on the highway...
so she moved another route.. hahz.. (=
thanks to me ba... cos i still remember where the place is..
hahz... (=
you guys must be wondering why we went there ba..
marcus, cedric, uncle law, aunty judy, aunty reb, alicia and danny had chinese pop song comp there...
so we're there to give our support... (=
was quite worried abt danny and alicia not being able to make it back on time.. cos they are at the cathy having singapore idol audits...
speaking of which, congrats to danny who ahs gotten in the next round... and cheers to ah lee for having the courage to join... i'll still support you all the way de yea... (=
mm... ok.. so the evening comp was rather boring yet interesting...
hahz... boring to those who really cant sing or act cute singing...
and interesting to see those who really are damn powerful.. also interesting to see how much my family members have improve in their singing skills..
ahzh... (=

sun was the best day of the week ba...
morning i had free bowling cos dear's mum's company had bowling comp, so lanes are reserved for family members.. so dear brought me along...
then cos of our bowling comp in 2 weeks times, nick came along to train too...
wah shyt.. the lane really sucks big deal... considering its the 1st lane... hahz.. oil and sensor got prob.. hahz... my score was consistently 60+... damn lousy.. hahz...
until the final game, we took over lane 2... there was a huge difference in score... in lane 1 ah di kep winning me... but when we took over lane 2 as well... my results thrashed him totally.. hahz.. (= had alot of fun bowling...
and i'm super amazed at how i can really control the pain while bowling with my middle finger, since it has not recovered...
heex... ok... late afternoon me, nick, dear and ced met up with kor roy and vivien at vivo to go sentosa.. hazh.. (= so we went to siloso beach... cos there got bball court... (=
so nick, ced and kor played bball initially..
while me, dear and vivien played frisbee... then kor came to join us... cos his darling is playing with us.. hahz.. (=
then we went zilianing around and taking pics...
hahz.. i was having lotsa of fun with teh sand... digging it with my feet and doing turns and dance with the sand...
spots which we have not stepped for quite a while became cooling.. heex...
we played vball...until i hurt my middle finger again... haix...
so cant play vball liao... so we changed game to frisbee... used my left hand to play instead...
mm... then after a while... nick and ced joined us in frisbee... we formed a circle to play continuous frisbee... after a short while, alicia and her friend(nick) came.... then 8 of us played frisbee... was really fun... hazh... then 7+8 we played night bball shoooting... before going to tanjon beach... had some romantic night there doing reccee.. hahz...
heex..dear drew somethign for me on the sand there... while we planned out spots and location mark for nicky's date next week... hazh.. .
after which we went up the sentosa heaven ( the air-con bus) towards the train station...
then went to vivo for dinner.. .
saw uncle derrick there with his friend.. hahz,, (= the world's so small for all the cousin to meet our uncle... hahz.. ok.. after dinner went home... was so tired... but i completely forgotten to complete my essay writing to RELC...
so i got no choice but to force myself awake until i complete writing my essay... dear was nice to accompany me until i finish my essay.. while i was writing the essay, we were watching this damn lame and funny kung fu show called xiao fei xia... hahz.. laughed at the lameness of the show... hahz.. (=

and now.. i'm dear tired...drank coffee but still dozing off... played game and chattin online... but my brain's totally shut off!!!
haix... guess thats wad happen when you gather all your energy to play until there's no more left... hahz... esp to someone like me who will be energise when i can play.... no matter how tired i am... heex... now i'm really exhausted... thankfully i managed to wake up to go RELC to do my application and not be in office too late... (= cheers...

ok..went to sentosa for video shoot today...
ahz.. dun be mistaken.. i wasnt the one being shoot...
but i was helping out and learning out about video shoot..
mm.. .learnt alot... learnt how to be telecast screener
hahaz... mmm... ok... i love the angle the video filmed... couldnt help but took shots of it with leslie's cam..
and i must say.. i really love the cam he bought... nikon c90 i think...
mm... so i came to office really really early this morning... thought i would be late... thankfully i wasnt... (=
so shoot was ok... and yea... heidi and sudhir claimed i liked one of the award winners.... O.o
YEAH YEAH!!! just cos i said his handwritining is nicer than his bro??? O.o
ALAMAK!!!...
hahzh... but the winners are all nice and friendly... (= quite thankful to that...
camera man also damn nice... cos i made quite a few mistakes... keep banging into him... hahz..
(=
ok.. now i'm quite tired... hahz..

status: tired... finger's recovering!! whee!!! (= should be able to swim tmr ba.. (=

dun make me worry can???
i really was damn scared when you dint reply my smses or answer my call...
sorry that i cried on the fone when i called you back when i received your missed call...
was really very scared..
haix... at least you're fine... thats good...

so the weekend's over... was quite a bad one i should say..
injury prone ba...
mm... fri after work went to queensway shoping centre to shop for sports stuffs
went around finding that nice looking ball i saw the other time i came..
saw the pinky pinky one...
but dint buy it in the end though its cheap cos the orange beach volleyball looks nicer and cuter..
ok.. i dunno how to play volley so was actually hesitating for a long long while... b4 deciding to buy.. but the pros of getting it is that i can learn as and when i wan to...
so was smsing kenneth asking him if beach volleyball can be used to play normal volley... he said can but feeling is diff..
so finally got the ball.. was quite excited... but still.. i dint know how to play volley at all.. so was rather worried that i'll injure myself..
after buying, went around looking for clothe and pass by my prince squash racket shop... was so pretty... cant wait to buy it...
finally settled down at the laksa stall for dinner... then went home... cabbed from lot one... cos i was feeling lazy... went to the empty court beside the bball court near my house... then dear taught me basics of volley... so was trying... but it was really hard... i cant seem to control the ball as much as he can... and i really envy those who can hit the ball without feeling the pain...
cos it was really painful and tough...

ok... sat..
went to ah ma house in the morning to meet kor before going down to fetch xiao ping jie from work...after pickng her up.. went over to vivo for lunch... ate at marche...
then meet up with marcus cos he's at vivo liao...
then sat kor's car in to sentosa.... whooo!!!! was really excited...
hahzh.. its been a long time since i step foot into sentosa to play liao.. initially wanted to go siloso beach to play... but when we stopped at island life... kor overshot and walked to the beach... only to find a lot of pple... so we decided to walk back and head towards palawang beach... found a spot by the tree, in front of the sandy land...
so me dear and marcus started playing volley and frisbee..
hahz... i think i;m better in frisbee compared to volley, considering that i play frisbee in odac...
marcus drew a weird looking court for the 3 of us...
its a circle diving the court into 3 equal(not drawn to scale) parts.. so we started playing only to find it really tough.. so we changed the court to rectangle shape in the end..
hahz... then we played a while before kor adrian join us.. so it became a 2v2 game...
its been long since i really interact with kor...
so we had a lot of fun playing the ball.. and kor is really damn good lo...
*basically anyone better than me is good*
but kor's movements is damn pro kind... plus he can really hit far de lo...
marcus best... spike at my feet.. ok... so when we finally took a break, nick missed called me... so called him back.. and he's at sentosa waiting for bus in... (= then he called again asking us where we are... whoa... cool guy wearing shades into sentosa... hahz...
ok... then when he came... dear and i brought the 2 notti kids down to play water... wahhhh.... it was a very funny sight when we were playing the water... then they tried to go deeper in... but they dunno how to swim... so we became their float..
but it was quite fustrating at the waters.. cos there's this group of pple keeping looking in our direction... arh!!! ok maybe they really thought the 2 kids belong to me and brian???? but that's so weird.. hahz...
ok dint really bother much... mm.. so we were swimming... and kinda taught the 2 kids to swim a lil... hahz...after a while, we went back to the sandy beach... rested a while then played frisbee until xiao ping jie ask us all go bathe liao... hahz.. .
we were trying all the diff stuns... but too lil pple liao... so not so fun...
mm... but the small gal loves playing frisbee... she can really throw for a short dist... was quite impress.. while the small boy can hit the ball.. so cute lo!!!
hahz... but i wun wanna give birth man.. imagine i wanna go beach to play but cannot play in the end... wah,.. that feeling sucks man... ok... after we left sentosa, we went back to vivo for dinner... b4 that was shopping at this open space infront of food republic.. bought myself a note book for school... the design was really nice... hand drawn by the pple...
then was rather attracted to this malay lady singing all the pop chinese songs... wahhh... her voice is damn good... even marcus,always giving critics, also say she's good... (=
ok tehn went to eat... but had a super hard time eating cos of the 3 injured part on my hands..
sprain in my left thumb, hurt my right wrist and had a urber swollen right middle finger...
damn sian la... the after effect was so painful... then i kinda lost my appetite... dear had to help me scoope my food cos i couldnt use the chopsticks at all...
after dinner.. chilled a while before kor roy came with vivien..
then we went to shop around vivo level 1 a while...
the eu yan seng... bought 2 packet of ba zhen to make soup... (= mm... then went around looking for nick's present to yan ting.. wahhh.. all the jewellery damn ex la.. so we gave up half way..
then went to find kor and xiao ping jie at starbucks... sat at the outside... witha big group... then we were chatting over the table...
wahhhh.... was a rather engaging talk... then we talked until 10+ 11pm... so kor roy and vivien sending nick back while kor adrian send me and brian home.. .
hahzh..

sun.. had piano theory in the morning.. but had some prob in hte morning... so dear came over to help me... then went to piano tgt...
after lesson went to try out the circle line.. circle line's not bad.. i had a fun time seeing the train in the tunnel moving... (=
then was even more surprised to find an event going on in the mrt..
dear made a damn intereesting comment... which led to a bet.. he bet with me that the program list "beatboxer stitch" is by lilo and stitch , the stitch char... but i said no, its by a man... so the bet was that if i win, he wun get any kisses for 1 week... if he wins.. i'll give him 1 on the spot.. hahz... (= and he lost...
ok... made our way to town to get tickets for Dance Subaru! OMG i like the show... cos its so dancy... reminds me of dance time... miss those times..
mm... ok but was quite pissed cos dear keep hurting my injured finger... was damn f-ing painful... to an extent i nearly had no mood for the movie... =( but thankfully i did...

ok la.. i'm too lazy to type liao... finger's hurting alot... :(

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