mm... was talking abt engagement during lunch..
mm... heidi, sudhir and joycelyn dun realli agree with me getting engage next year..
mm... was sad la.. but when i hear their explanation...
understand la...
mm... os must rethink lo...
reconsider lo... =)

mm... today's a rather bored day...
mm... had to do research for dining places that can see the singapore skyline.
then now waiting for the rest's before can consolidate into a deck for pats...
yawn yawn...
wanna sleep...
how how???
tried to play with photoshop...
but i gave up...somehow the effect i wanna make doesnt really come out nice...
haix...
anw... now got a few things to plan...
pri 6 gathering...
and the impt night...
mm... thanks amirul...
you're gonna help me for that man... (=
we've thought of the theme.... angels + fairy
can can??? (=
gosh.. wanted to help amirul with his school work...
but i have to be connected to his school lan before i cna help...
so sian lo...
bored to death...

today had nice lunch at singapore cricket club... (=
mm.... but dint get to eat wad carl claimed to be nice... cos the first floor was taken..mm... so went up to eat...
mm.... heidi, pats and carl drank this nice drink... but cos dit know wad it was... so i drank orange juice..(=
mm... ate fish and chips...
yum yum...
its really a new place to eat man...
(=
carl was showing us the senery if you were to see it at night...
or even when the tentage is being teared down... (= wooots...
i think i'm just veyr mountain tortoise... never been there before even if its so near VCH..
haix... mm... had meeting this morning..
gosh... will be having a lot to do...
sigh... suddenly it reminds me of MOE.... terrible... hopefully next year's MOE i wun need to stay overnight at office to do all the shyt...
it really doesnt feel nice.... '=(

Take a piece of paper and write down the answers.. The> > analysis is in the end
Situation: You are in a deep deep forest... as you walk on you saw an old hut standing there

(1) What is the status of the door? (Opened/closed)>

(2) You enter the hut and see a table... What is the shape> > of the table? (Round/Oval/Square/Rectangle/Triangle)

(3) On top of the table there is a vase... in the vase there is water. How much water is it filled up with?> > (Full/Half/Empty)

(4) And what is the vase made of? (Glass/porcelain/clay)> > (metal/plastic/wood)

(5) You walk out of the hut... as you carry on your walk in the forest... you see a waterfall from far... there is> > water running down...> > What is the speed of the water? (Choose a number ranging> > from 0 to 10)

(6) Some time after the waterfall... you step on something> > hard on the ground... as you look down... you see glistening> > gold in colour. You bend down and pick it up... it is a> > keychain chained with keys... > > How many key /keys you see hanging on the keychain? > > (Choose a number ranging from 1 to 10)

(7) You walk on and on... trying to find your way> > out...suddenly you see a castle.> > What is the condition of the castle?　(Old/new)

(8) You enter the castle and saw a pool of murky water> > with shining jewels floating on it...Will you pick up the> > jewel?　(YES/NO)

(9) Next to the murky pool... there's another pool...> > with clear water and money floating on it...> > Will you pick the money?　(YES/NO

(10) Walking to the end of the castle there is an> > exit...you proceed to walk out of the castle. Outside the> > exit, there is big garden, you see a box on the ground.

(11) What is the material of the box? > > (cardboard/paper/wooden/metal

(12) There is a bridge in the garden some distance away> > from the box, What is the bridge made of?> > (metal/wooden/rattan

(13) Across the bridge, there is a horse. What is the> > colour of the horse? (white/grey/brown/black

(14) What is the horse doing? (still and quiet/nibbling> > grass/running about)

(15) OH NO!!! There is a tornado coming... some distance> > from the horse. You have 3 options:

(i) run and hide in the box?
(ii) run and hide under the bridge?
(iii) run to the horse, ride on and gallop away

This test is a nice and interesting test.. mm... 3/4 of wad i tried is true man...
ahzh.. oops...
if you guys wan knwo the answer tag it k??? (=

The weekend's over and Great eastern run has ended too!!! (=
mm... yest run was really an exciting one...
i dint expect myself to run finish the 5km in 45 min... was expecting to walk throughout which will prob last about 2 hr... (=
good good...
after so long of not exercising, i feel that yest's run was a good one...
hahz... but i supposed all the weight lost has been gained back... (=
ate too much la...
then kena indigestion...
hazh.. (= mm... and lately felt as though my body's in a really bad shape...
haix... having chest probs again...
=(
mm.. ok watched painted skin yest...
wahhh... not nice lo.. i thought very scary and eerie....
but its like ------ .... no climax one.... =(
rating: 1/5 stars... =(

haix... another day has passed....
and dear has to go back camp again tonight...
haix...
march faster come... then dear can go back to ocs camp... (= then no need travel so far!!!
heex...
hope my bdae faster come also... then the 100 days will be over... and soon my driving test will be here too...
crap crap.... i'm feeling rotten inside now... need something/someone to cheer me up...
eh... eugene.. dance feista over le right??? better teach me ah... (=
see ya soon man...

yest went to see eugene and gang dance swing.. kinda rushed... cos work ended pretty late...
mm...
was actually veyr vexed... over wok and stuffs...
but after seeing them dance... i cant help but smile... (=
thanks guys...
it was weird seeing eugene la... somehow... its just weird...
i saw diana looking at me like, eh.. you're familiar but i cant remember you
hahz... (=
realised that the class of dunno how many... quite a number of ang mo like swing... they realli dance very nice...
hahz... makes me envy them alot...
cos i wanna continue dance, but cannot...
2 reasons...
1) dear dun wan me dance without him...
2) no money to dance...
haix...
playing the piano by myself is my life...
dancing for others to see is my life too...
haix... i really missed the times i was at dance horizon...
but haix... i cant go back there.. and dun wish to go back too..
i've left for 3 years...
seeing all my friends gaining so much experience.. i really feel happy for them... esp my super close friends...
but its just like church... i dun feel comfortable in there even though i have closer friends...
haix...
and i really envy those who can go for social dancing as and when they want to... i also want...
but i cant...
after pam's A levels... prob i'll get more freedom... then hopefully we can all go pubbing again... muahaha... pam!!!!!! i'm waiting for you to finish As...
emo... but nt that emo..
sometimes in life... there are really alot of obstacles... i prob should learn to let go... and move on... then i wun feel the heavy rocks pressing on me...

today is kor roy's ORD parade... but cos i'm still at work... so cannot go...
hahz... among all my cousin... the most parade i attend is kor's one... cos he never fail to invite me... (= from young we're just like real siblings... so wadever things he got to share, he never fail to forget me... heex...
i'm really fortunate to have close cousins by me ba...
i supposed should i really be super super duper updet one day without any friends by me... all my 7 other cousins will definetely stand by me... (=
machiam i really very sad like that...
hahz... no la... its just a personal feel (=
i look forward to every sat man...
can meet up with my cousins for bball.... there's a pro and a con...
pro is it is gonna be a weekly basis thing that we meet up.. (=
con is... bball!!!! and they are all guys!!! (= hahz... prob i can learn from them ba.....
those who always wonder why i'm so boyish??? thats the reason...brought up in a family full of guys... except for my gal cousin... (=

today is my lazy morning...
dunno why... just dint feel like waking up...
but oh wells...
dint do much for proposal yest... but thankfully i scribbled some stuffs on my book today...
so i made quite a number of changes today...
hopefully it looks better...
mmm... asked carl for costing... wahhhh... not much time for him...
oops...
mm.... now is the rest of prizes costing...
and we haven think of launch mechanism.... argh!!!!!!!
shall update later if i got anymore to update... (*=

mm.... according to MLA, i like ROY..
where got lo... i'm just wondering why all the system overdrive pple come but not him ma...
hahz.. he's my bro lo...
mm... all think too much le...
hahz.. (=
i dun like him lo....
bleah...
mm... ok.. was talking to eugene abt some complicated issues yest...
i was like asking him weird questions, even he himself cant answer...
ps ah...
but nevertheless... thanks for accompanying me via sms... (=
but looks like today he's really busier than me...
hahz... pear told him that she's gonna cry... cos of proposal..
pear's stuck... but tried hard to move forward, taking a small step at a time.
yest was pear and boon's 1.5year anniversary...
but pear was so tired that she slept early...
thankfully never get night mare...
but pear has been thinking hard on wads gonna happen...
she's gonna move on in life... and stop thinking of the past... for now...

here come my sun post... one of a hectic day but fun too!!!
morning woke up super early tor go ubi to open my driving acc... at the same time book my test date...
supposed to meet dear at 745am at cck... but he totally overslept...
well... i was angry la... cos i kept remindin him the day b4 dun oversleep...
but wads most annoying is that he dint on his fone..
and i really hate calling his house so super dammit early in the morning...
haix...
mm.. so went eunos alone lo...
when i finally reached the driving school... i saw dear there...
initially i dint know he's there.. so looked up... saw a familiar guy... then looked down again... then see the board to see if i alight at the correct stop not...
then looked out again... eh.. shocked la...
hazh... happy but still a lil mad with him...
mm... then went to paply for my driving test... let uncle ang know le...
mm... then went for piano lesson..mm.... played terribly today... but i enjoy playing duet with ms helena... (= whee!!!! soon will have to perform this duet piece with nick at the next master class.... how??? we haven pract tgt since the last masterclass
mm... anw... dear waited for me to end piano...
he was supposed to study his work... but too many pple... so he cannot take out the private contents to study...
haix...
ok... mm... after piano we went st8 to meet mummy...
bought alot of things...
hazh... (= i also bought edwin's wallet...
heex... then he no need to keep snatching his jie jie's wallet le...
(= small kids...
mm... then after eating and buying groceries with mummy... we went home by cab,... cos too many things and it was pouring like siao...
actually supposed to meet cedric for bball at 1+.. but cos kor adrian bring him out.... so he cannot come back so early...
hahz... but in the end nick was waiting outside his house for dunno how long lo...
hahz... so we went to cck cc indoor court... then waited for cedric and nick... hahz...
ask them to bring umbrella to shelter themselves, but in the end,, they brought the umbrella but walked in the rain... damn zai lo...
hahz... (= ok... so we waited for quite a while... then we played 4v4 with another group of pple..
hazh... played until 6pm...
hahz.. initially the guys dun dare to come near me... cos afterall i'm a gal..
ahzh... and the guy who's supposed to guard me is a small boy called xiaoming... hahz... (=
he's 3 pointer is either damn nice... or always under net..
ahzh...
but yea...
the game was fun la... we made friends after the long game..
hazh... then cos the floor was super wet also... so nick keep skiing... like ice-skating like that...
then dear always had emergency break... damn funny la... the way we all played...
mm... our opponent has a very weird way of playing too... lets say if i shoot the ball into the net, xiaoming has to do 10 pumping...
hahz...
damn sad la... cos i think in total he has like 40?
but another guy even sadder, 70 sia....
hahz... mm...
and nick play until veyr hiong...
his wounds open and started bleeding... he also dun care...
then hit until very hard la...
hahz... got one time he dint aim properly.... then shoot the ball but dunno why it hit my chest witha bang... hiong hiong...
mm.... whe the game ended... we just shoot balls for fun... hahz.. then wanted to pract the one cedric taught me... but wad dear show was the ball go into the net without hitting the board...
its like damn taico then can get de... hahz... (=
after everything ended, as usual, treated my cousins for a drink..
heex...
mm... then cos nick rushing... so we chop chop buy then go le...
i went to dear's house... cos sending him back camp..
but wad shocked both of us is that ah lam was at dear's house..
hazh... and wad shocked me further is that he's taking O lvl this year... hahz.. then he asked me
" i dun look like Sec student, then i look like wad?"
hahz... i said poly... oops... cos he and his bro are too hardcore gamers le... hah... unexpected...
mm... so today is their chem paper... hahz... see him bia like siao la... even stay up at dear' house to study with gina... so i sat down and read their notes... reminds me of sec school days... when i bia chem in school too...
hahz... then give him some tips lo... like wad sure come out and not... and tell him all the impt chaps... plus both gina and him studying tgt ... hahz.. (=

mm.. ok.. so dear took a cab back camp not long.. then he send me home...
hahz... instead of me sending him...
then thought mum how to use my laptop.. cos we bought new cooler... heex...
mm.... but realised my com cant watch veoh... so getting dear to help me see next week...
mm... had a super bad night mare at night...
i dunno wad to say... i dreamt of witch and demons...
was realli scared... so ya... woke up super early.. and therefore come to work early...
but gosh.... the hit i got from nick yest is hurting badly...
its like making me unable to breathe.... rahhh!!!!! pain at work... =(

mm.... ok.. i had a very fun weekend...
fri... dear's friend bdae...
so we went to raffles city the jap restaurant to eat...
eat until so full... (= hahz...
see all the guys so funny... esp dear's buddy...
hazh... (= and of course see kenneth again... (= hahz ... HI!!!!
mm.... wanted to watch movie... butterfly lover... but dun have... so we went to catch toys instead...
wasted 15 bucks...
mm... then sat... ben's bdae...
hahz... so i alr got him his present... (= went ot his house after driving..
hazh... initially thought driving at 630pm... but then uncle ang called to ask me if i'm on my way down... i was still sleeping man... my driving was 930am!!! argh!!! so chiong all the way...
hahz...
mmm... ok.... afternooon supposed to play bball...
but then cedric sms say we all going to jack's place for lunch... celebrate ben's bdae lunch.
hahz... ate snails, mushroom, mushroom soup, lamp chop and fish, double scoope ice-cream and coke...
wah... damn full again lo...
hazh...
then went cedric's house to play a while...
then all the uncles and aunty's came...
went to the eat dinner...
again.. eat nice food again... ah ma's treat sia... (=
heex... ku tok ah ma to buy me toys in japan!!!! (= cos she's leaving that night...
hahz...
mm.. .then cut cake for ben... my fav ice-cream cake from angie... heex...
mm.. but rushing for time...
cos watching butterfly lover with dear...
(= its so NICE!!!!!! heex...
...
i shall continue sun's ... (= when i'm back at work... or if there's any updates for tmr

mm...
just now nearly cried...
mm.... cos edvox called me to say i forgot to hand in my grade 5 theory cert for exam...
then they gave me a number to fax...
but i forgot to bring the number home...
thankfully i found my tchr's name card..
mm... then tried faxing...
stoopid fax dun work...
was kinda xin ji...
lucky my scanner works sia...
if not i really cry liao...
cos today is the closing date...
then they today then let me know...
haix...
mm.... ok...
these few days kena spammed everywhere...
hp also... kena 2 oversea unknown caller.. then on blog also...
duno who the hell knows me... i'm supposed to know also...
but who???
haix...
forget it la..

mm... ok... i supposed today i totally k.o...
usually i'm jsut tired... but i can tahan throughout the day...
but today i actually fell asleep during lunch...
like after lunch... we were all chatting as usual... but i just dozed off...
heex...
luckily i woke up in time...
sudhir , joycelyn and ah ma like left quietly... then zan jun wanted to leave too... but somehow i woke up...
hazh...they wanted to play a prank on me...
like all leave le.. then they stand outside and call me...
phew.... heng never abandon me...

die ah die...
i'm supposed to produce some student card for some card...
sian...
mm.
ok... i'm not too comfortable with wads happening lately...
i've been getting weird overseas caller calling me during the night and the midnight...
when i answered... no one seem to talk....
but i heard that laughter...
it sounds like him.... i dunno...
i think i'm just thining too much...
but i was crazy enough to sms him to ask if he called....
sigh...
pear's going crazy...
hahz...
was talking to Eugene....
ahzh...
well... he worked till quite late today... so since i was still online...
talked to him lo...
hmm.....
and was funny to hear him calling me something...
haz.. then just random ask lo...
he said if i'm not ok with it, he wun call me that so often...
hahz...
then i just said something real random...
and he said it is a trick qns...
ps ah... (=

ok...
Carl was saying abt his romantic love life... at 1030 in the morning...
haha.... gosh....
he dated a gal of 22 yrs younger than him b4...
and Heidi is like super disgusted with him...
ahhz
pedophile.
thankfully he's married to a lady of a decent age..
hahz... (=
mm.. ok back to my work....
i dun think i'll have the time to do the tee today.... hopefully joyce or sudhir will do it.

monday blues over, tue mc over...
now its wednesday...
haix...
dear no nights out...
sometimes i feel like a dumb ass...
rahhhh!!!
dunno wads getting over me lately...
getting super super emotional...
wad should i do?
mm... yest chat with eugene...
and ya.. i was damn emotional also...
then somehow he knew la... but i was talking to him abt my j1 life..
somehow it was disgressed from having a chalet...
then to my bdae chalet...
hahz... (=
i'm pretty surprise how this guy who is so super nice, never got attached b4..
was being kpo also la.... (=
and i think he somehow guessed i'm a blur gal...
cos i keep forgetting wad i asked him b4...
hahz...
but to him.. i'm the siaogal...
hahz... cos i say alot of crazy stuffs...
ahzh... i am always, still trying, to promote pam to him... hahz... pam knows it... hahzh... (=
why not huh? since he's such a nice guy... plus wad ever he said to me... its like gals will want to have these kinda bf... (= not for me though... cos i'm attached... hahz...

the feeling's great when you're feeling lonely and someone is there to accompany you crap and stuff.... thanks friend...

lately... or rather since dunno who... i feel spammed...
my taggie is being spammed by unknown pple... who claims to know me and vice versa...
mm... but i dunno who the hell you guys are...
how i wish you guys can be st8 forward.... cos thats the kinda gal i am...
(=

how should i be feeling now?
i've decided to not let someone into my life anymore... i've given him god knows how long... but since he chose not to bother, then there's no way i should accept it man...
rahhhh!!!!

yest wasnt feeling well...
so cedric brought me to see polyclinic...
wahh...
went at 12... but the registration time is at 130pm. so since cedric bought his bball...
we went for breakfast/lunch...
then played bball a while...
but i couldnt play long...
cos tummy pain..
so i keep sitting down to rest...
so weak...
=( mm..
then cedric taught me new skill..
now i can slice the ball from the board into the net...
but its not 100%..
sometimes i like slice midair and chop into the net... sometimes it jsut becomes an air ball.
hahz.. mm... ok.. then went ot walk around lot one...
wanted to buy the speaker...
but maybe i dun need it? if not i'll get the air travel kind. (= mm...
then went to cedric house to rest...
borrowed "L changed the world" DVD from ah ma.. (=
i'm trying to find" cause i believe" from lou zhi xiang... but all those i found has bg noise....
who has the clean version? send me.... (=

weekends over...
today monday blues...
mm..
but this weekend was fun...
sat went to collect my GREAT EASTERN women run bag...
helped alicia collect also..
then go dear's grandma's house...
its no longer called ah ma's house... its now called berchek's house
so yea...
went there for an hour...
but quarrelled with dear...
so yea...
was very moody...
then went for driving lessons...
then after driving finished..
went to meet nick, marcus, cedric, dear and uncle law and aunty judy for bowling...
so bowled until like 10+? then go lot one mac for dinner...
the go ah ma's house...
dear went home cos he cannot go...
mm.... wanted to leave at midnight... but uncle say he will fetch me home... so waited lo... slept also...
but like 130am... they still not ready to go home...
so i bui tahan...
so tell them i'm going to go home...
thats when everyone think its late too...
uncle law send me home... and nick sent me up..

sun... kena scolded by mum for going home soooooo late...
so now got new restrictions...
if i'm out at their house without her, i have to reach home by 11..
sian...
sun was a veyr tiring day for me...
cos i slept so EARLY... and wake up EARLY too...
i was like nearly dozing off...
thankfully i dint play on sun...
did orals the whole lesson..
then went to find nick...
find dear's things also..
met dear...
go bras basah to get things from art friend.
then meet nick to get his I&R
then went back dear's house..
cos he has to book in early...
haix..

today...
monday blues...
had meeting this morning regarding MOE website...
then went for another meeting at 330pm for HPB.
hahz...
but the nice part of the day is that 3 rats were caught...
actually seeing them in the cages.. they look really cute...
but ya... they really scared the hell out of us the past week...
mm...
but sad to say... even after 3 were caught, there are more...
haix...
will company be ever rat-free?

after reading belle's blog,
i felt like having a class gathering...
hahz...
then saw belle online...
mm...
so told her abt it...
but the bad thing is...
i forgot alot of my classmates names...
hazh... mm...
belle helped me by giving me some of their names...
so now the task is to get their emails...
(=
ALL PRI 6FAITH' 01 PEEPS of SNGS.
i'm not sure if you guys still visit this blog...
if you guys are.. pls email me your address, contact and of course leave your name behind so i know whose email is that.. (= ...
i'm gonna organise a gathering for all of us...
of course will try to make a date so that those overseas can come for it when they are back during their vacation or break...
MISS YOU GUYS LOADs

so tired...
today wake up super early to come office... then go for tender briefing...
just now while doing research half way.. i fell asleep....
heex...
lil pig is sleepy...
mmm... anw... i have a msn companion...
thankfully man...
hahz...
yawnz....

mm... yest i took leave to attend the funeral burial. the whole ritual started before 11am... so when i reached... it was already in the middle of it..
mm... so sat one side... where the visitors are...
initially keep standing with the old ladies and men...
den dear say that side for relatives
so went over to chona there... then kinda made friends with ah bee's gf..
so helped her to carry ice up and down...
mm... ok i thought its gonna be cremation...
but in the end it was burial...
my first time seeing coffins buried...
was shocked/ scared/ excited.. all these feelings mixed together.
then the floor is like mud? so must step properly...
but i wasnt careful.. my leg stepped into the mud... so my right leg was like muddy...
after that went back to ah ma's void deck, wash my leg, have "lunch-dinner" then went up. wait for all announcements, giving of money. then wait for dear and family to bath..
then go temple to pray. gosh.. i forgot i couldnt use the joss to pray.. but i prayed with it...
so in the end must pray with my hands for forgiveness..
the day was short. though i cannot spend much time with dear alone, i'm contented.

bought myself a new bag... (= dear paid a lil for me... heex(=

over the week ends i realli had a lot of fun...
cos i dint attend dear's ah ma funeral the weekend, spent the time with my family members
sat morning, went to cedric's house, wanted to teach him... but he say cannot teach now.. cos he will forget...
mm.... so never teach... then he was watching hot shot... ahhhh... wu zun...
ok.. then near 12.. just before nick came over we went to dear's house to get psp and ball...
miss dear alot alot...
mm... when we go back cedric's house, a lil sparrow was in the house...
so kor and ben help catch the bird... its reallly a pretty bird... mm... i'l try upload the pic.
then we went to play bball... wanted to find out from alvin cck where got indoor court besides teck whye de.. but he never answer his fone...
so forget it lo... we went to lam soon there...
play until it started raining...
which is like 1+ hr later?
hmm.... its been a while since i last exercise man...
hahz... was very tiring... but very fun... cos can play with cousinz. then at night cancelled my driving to attend cedric's singing competition.
hahz... no choice la... my god bro's and dear cousin and aunty's competition. must show support...
(=
cedric and his partner won the fast duet song while alicia won the newbie award..
congrats!!
then its the lucky draw time...
mm.... out of 13 present, we dint win the first 12... until the last one, which is worth the most ( $696 worth of beauty vouchers) we actually won... and cos me, marcus and nick was like waiting so excitedly, when one of our 6 tix number was called.. we shouted!!
then nick went up the stage to collect the prize.the guy was like shocked to see a guy... so asked nick wad he's gonna do wiht this voucher...
he said he wanna give to his biao mei...
thanks lo.... you still got aunties and biao jie there lo... hmph... but i believe he was shocked when he was asked that ques...
hazh... so the voucher in the end pass to ah ma.. she say she will bring me and alicia go facial... but alicia look at all the vouchers and say she's only interested in 1... enhancing your boobs...
hahz... vain lil gal...
then we went for supper...
wah.. there alot of mishaps man...
bee in drink... tissue in rice...
hazh... so thats for sat...

sun was a real busy day too...
morning go for piano lesson... ms helana say i play well yest...
mm... so she was expecting me to play that standard for masterclass in the afternoon...
after piano.. went to toa payoh to wait for nick ot bring me to his house...
cos dunno how to walk frm HDB hub..
mm... actually was lost in HDB hub itself..
but somehow managed to walk myself out..
then nick took like 1.5 hr to come... eat and chill man...
mm.... ok.. so went his house... marcus was playing the cello...
then he play piano... hten walk into the room to study...
nick was like alr having a post exam feel when his exam haven finish..
mm.... he was like online looking for a new canto show we watch at ah ma house on sat.
hmm... after a while... he gave up..since aunty judy can find out from kor adrian wad show is that...so we tried the carnival of animals...
both nick and marcus played the song once for me to see.... but it was like so fast until i lost the page and notes...
my jaws were like wide open...
aunty was like laughing lo... when she saw me like that..
but it was realli nice...
i wish i can play that speed by 7 weeks later..
ok after that we tried...
realli slowly to accomodate my speed...
whee!!! lots of clashes...
then i kept laughing...
oops...
so somehow we play, until overshot teh time...
then when its time to go.. we're still inside the house...
in the end we were realli realli late...
like 330pm then reach yms..
oops...
ok...
apparently today very very lil pple... so ms helena not angry with us.. cos we made it in the end..
(=
so a gal played the piano first...
then after that my turn...
gosh i was so nervous until my hands were shaking...
played like shyt la...
but i'm just scared...
even after i play finish... i'm still scared..
mm...so went through parts that i was wrong...
and played with teh correct texture..
mm... then still had time...
she want me and nick to play the carnival of animals...
mm... she want us to play those parts we had clashes...
so played the scale down... then nick in the end bua cao... he's not gonna play one part and let me play.. so it doesnt clash anymore...
stress sia...
mm.... then the ending... he must take the base note from me to play the last few bar...
then the funny part comes...
the ending is some repeated notes... so its realli hard to keep count...
i count based on 1 2 3 4 . 1 2 3 4...
nick counted from 1 to 19 sia...
then he add " i play base on feel de... " so everytime he play more than me... so our ending always not synchronise de...
then one time... our ending.. i play 1 beat after him...
then ms helena laughed at the way we play..
hazh
ok... after masterclass ended... i went down to cedric house to teach him his chem...
but i was like realy really tired...
so i cancelled driving again...
uncle ang was liek angry la...
but i'm really tired...
mm... ok.. so i was like multi tasking...
teaching small monkey to write ABC, and teaching cedric his chem...
then elsie ( i call her jiejie since she's older than edwin, both my niece and nephew) was trying to sit on my lap... but i cannot see wad cedric wrote... so ask her share seat with me...
ahz... small monkey keep saying he cannot write cannot write...
so made him follow my dotted line to draw the word out...
hahz...but he draw until so cute...
some circle super small then ask him draw bigger, he really draw BIGGER
hahz...
mm... ok... applied cedric's popular member and bought him a ring file...
made him fil his chem notes in front of me...
mm... ok.. then taught him his atomic structure...
cos he's weakest in that...
then since today he's exam is maths... taught him a lil bit...
gosh... i was stuck at one quest too!!! =(
so i tell him go ask his tchr then teach me...
hazh..
at night, ah jiong sent me home... thankS!!!! (=

today supposed to teach cedric.... but i think he haven return home...
mm.. so going down to the funeral there le... today is chu bin day... so i wanna pay my last respect to ah ma4( dear's grandma, not my ah ma -> aunty)
asked carl initially but he said must get leave approved... so asked patsy yest... explained to her.. and she approved me to take advance leave.. then she ask me to fill in the form and let her sign when i return to work on tue..
thanks!!! was scared she will not approve... but i'm really thankful to her for approving...
(=
going off to clementi soon... thats where the funeral is...
shall update further details either tonight or tmr..

yest had been a bad day...
somehow all of us had bad omen.. i had sore eyes, mummy had bad dream, dear also...
then dear's ah ma passed away in the morning at 4+am..
it was really saddening though its not my grandma, but considering the fact that all of us had been there to look after her since her fall, its still hurting.
i was scared when i saw her dead body. i knew i shouldnt be looking... but i looked...
but i think chona had the worse trauma...
when those pple were changing for ahma's clothes, fluids were flowing out of all her holes ( nose, mouth, ears ) it was really scary...
even though i wasnt there to see it... just by hearing it i got freaked out..
let alone a lady who saw everyhting...
ok... gave the family bai jin.
help them fold the gold bar for ah ma...
somehow though i'm not a part of them yet, they treat me part of the family...
except me not wearign the clothe and the attire..
life's really unpredictable. People can really choose when they want to leave everyone behind. ah ma chose to leave when her building florring is ready and when no one is sleepin in the living room.
haix...
maybe we should just be happy and say hooray? at least she's no longer suffering? at least she's in heaven reunited with her husband?
she who has gone will bless the family in whatever they do.
ah di today PSLE le, ah ma will surely bless him, for he is the youngest grandson she has. All the rest will be blessed, be it health, work, studies, or even wealth.

haix... since when i have inspirations to write so much?
i'm scared. but i'm still going for the funeral again. today meeting the XO team to go down..
but jon got duty today so he went down yest..

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