mm...another day's gone...
mm.... yest was a crying night...
sad sad...
dint wanna tell dear de.... but in the end... i was soft and let him know...
haix...
if i dint say... prob we wun be that sad today....
haix...
sorry my fault...
all these while you've been very very good to me...
but i stilll said that 2 word out...
very very lonely....
=(
mm... work also... relationship also...
work its not the direct loneliness...
there's life in it...
but i'm being divided... thats wad i dun really like....
cos i can hardly hear anything... except the waters flowing...

Fri was one of the most exciting day i ever had in 2008... (=
i took a day off... cos of social night, scared i will oversleep for work.. .(=
ok... so thurs dear slept at my house..... but we reached home really late cos we trying to get a cab.. but none was in sight...
mm.... reached home at 11 plus 12???
mm... ok then played com...
dear wanted to train him private maple..
mm... then i was tired... so i kinda fell asleep...
heex...
ok...
fri... ate mac for breaggie while waiting for him...
wahhhhh
wait for near an hour...
kept yawning...
tired..
hazh..
mm..
then finally after meeting... we went vivocity for lunch...
then walk walk abit...
but veyr cold..
i wanted to sit cable car to sentosa...
but the weather wasnt well...
but after much pestering... we finally took a ride to sentosa VIA cable car!!!
whee!!!!!
so happy... took quite a few pics of us on cable car...
heex...
mm...
then at sentosa...
it started drizzling...
we we walk walk by the beach.. cos 7th month cannot play water..
mm... so after walking...
we took a tram... heex... then the rain got bigger and bigger...
mm...
then we sianx diao... went back to harbourfront..
so we took a train to bugis... cos dear wanna buy his psp and i wanna make a spare specs for myself...
hmm.... and dearest dear helped me choose my frames...
heex...
mm... xin fu de gan jue
helped dear kill the price of his psp too!!!
heex... save near 100 buck in buying the psp and batt... (=
mm.... after shopping for our stuffs, it was like late afternoon
so we went bugis junction for dinner...
ahh... i order something i never eat before at bugis junction..
hahz...
and dear was shocked to see a new "alley"
mm... after eating.... window shop for more stuffs
mm... after 7 liao... we went to floating platform to view the fireworks...
this year damn lucky... got free vip seats for fireworks...
i shant disclose how i got it...
so we seat and watch the pre event performance...
this fireworks was a surprise for dear de... (= just nice he block leave... so very heng...
hmmmm... but i wasnt feeling very well then le.. .
so after the fireworks, we dint sit to continue watching the performance... we left for home...
all the probs started...
sigh...
my heart's weak... dear make me promise him next time all the super exciting things i wun do le..
this was the 2nd time it happened...
haix...
at night i had fever...
then sat...
even more jialet..
its something like stomach flu...
i just practically had dirrahoea the whole entire 2 days.... so sun... i couldnt go for piano...
mm...
sat went for dance lessons.... but cannot dance...
cos i kept going to toilet...
so at night when we chill at jon's house... i felt better... no more fever... then at least dint feel so dead...
(= just before we left.... i wonder why...but me, pam, dear and darren were dancing...
learning the new dance steps..
ahzh.. (= and somehow darren's also attracted to dancing salsa.
heex...
and we managed to psyco jon into playing private too...
heex...
so far i'm still of higher lvl...
but soon.... darren will overtake le...

haven been blogging for 2 days...
lets start with thurs night...
thurs after work ended, waited for dear...
was very very moody that day cos SOMEONE had to spoil my mood by saying me abt the com...
wahlau... if i cannot use the COM which is on my table... then move the com away la...
go find a place...
not that i'm being mean la... but wahlau... everyone has a com to use... when they are bored... they can watch youtube... but i cannot... no com... when i found one... watch then kena said...
wth la...
ok... so was in a very veyr bad mood...
then dear came...
so he cheered me up alittle... then i went to change into the skirt/dress?
hazh..then went for dear's social night... the taxi driver that sent us was damn funny... cos he dunno where is timber art house...
then dunno where is vic concert hall...
so we tell him raffles place...
then when we reach raffles place... instead of us giving him more instructions... he said "here cannot drop you all... must go further up"
and the place is like somewhere we dunno...
hahz...so we just ask the uncle to turn in... and tada.... we saw vic concert hall..
ahzh..
mm... social night...
was boring... ok la... saw alot of familiar faces...
really alot..
2 from sngs...
mm... and ya lo...
porshin and his gf... kenneth... all know de...
then made friends with kenneth's junior...
ahzh..
and the funny part is when me and kenneth say how we met...
all different occasion de...
he say from chinese class...
then i said from badminton..
hazh..
mm. the beginning was really boring...
its like when nearing the end... then i felt some excitement...
esp when those guys were singing..
hahz..

shall continue my post later.. if i have time...

yest dint come to work.. cos was sick... mm...
had mild throat infection.. mm...
wanted to see skin specialist...
but national skin centre was fully booked until sept... so couldnt go...
so went to raffles medical...
thankfully i went there instead..
went to see doctor for 3 things...
first is my skin prob... doctor say no need specialist... use the cream can le...
so i must be guai to use it twice a day lo...
second is m7y throat...
doctor say got infection... mm... lucky i was there earlier... if not i prob will have fever today le...
third is for my monthly menstration cramp....
told doctor abt the abdominal pill that i previously ate.... doctor ask wad kind???
then i say somehting liuke it comes together with the gastric de... then doctir knew wad medicine le... so he prescibe to me..... thanks to the doctor...
hmm... my first time to cck raffles medical...
hahz... last time gone to the one at tanjong pager..
heex... (= mm... then dint do much... stay at home and watch anime...
heex... but i slept till quitre late la... (=
piggy me...
today cleared office again...
(=
i'm one medication... very guai hor???
(=

i forgot to thank one person...
ben!!!!
thanks "kor" for helping me and alicia sign up for great eastern 5km run...
(=
this is one of my closest cousin!!! which mummy tell her colleague he's my bro...
hazh... right kor??
hahz... but we both know... i dun call him ben ben kor kor... neither he call me ah mei...
hazh...
cos its always ben and gal...
haz... (=

sat was a very interesting day..
morning meet dear at 9+ then go to ECP... reached at 11.. then called gorge... wahh... they still at woodlands...
organisers at woodlands...
mm... ok... so met up with azziana first...
saw her and her sister at mac... (= the world veyr small... cos couldnt get thru her?
heex... ok... so we shifted to the inside of mac... (= bigger table... heex... then called kaishi...
and ya... as blur always... kaishi was at dunno which part of ECP...
ahzh... she was describing to us wad she saw in her surrounding... and ya... she said there was a wet market...
wah!!! ECP got market??? heex.... she said she saw burger king... but we still dunno where she is..
haz... so she say she roughly know... then walked...
half and hour later then we saw her at mac... ahzh...
then we went out to the beach to find a spot... with tables... hhaz... but weather wasnt very nice...
dear and i went to rent a bicycle...
heex... brought him to light house... to see the doodles i used to make..
hahz.. i thought i rememebr rid-ing it off... but somehow... its still there...
ahz.. mm... shant write wad i scribbled..mm... now that i saw... felt so childish doing all those...
but it was a memory..
hahz... when coming down... i saw the railing...
reminded me of languan kor..
hahz... oh wells... i shouldnt be thinking of him anymore... since he made that decision 2 years ago...
hmm...
ok then we noticed the shelters near light house was empty...
hazh... was suggesting if we shoiuld move to the shelter since it was gonna rain...
hazh...
mm... then we went back to our spot.. and let the others know...
then we moved... i went to chop place... then dear use the bikes to help carry things over...
when he reached the shelter... i asked him to push my bike while riding his bike for the rest...
then ziyong kor and dear came back with another lot of things... including bags...
hah... then ya lo... had a little chat with ziyong kor...
hahz..half the time he and dear were playing wiht the psps.
then cos sykin brought her psp speakers... dear helped tissue papers dance...
hah... only vivitha, zy, dear and i know wads that la..
hazh...
then jasmine went for a jog after the rain stopped.. hahz... initially she dint wanna go ... cos we all stared at her..
hazh.. but then we just look away... so she ran... (=
then julia and kaishi went for a romantic walk..
hahz.. (=
zy kor, dear and i left at 3.45pm.. zy left for home to do his homework while we went to jitterbugs...
hahz... was totally off form...
dunno why... but apprently, someone said i was veyr auto that day... when usually i'm not...
haix... should pract mor ewith dear... so can correct my mistakes..
hzah..
then after dance.. went to buy starbuckz...
tried a new flavour... white choco mocha...
and pam bought this dunno wad classic hazel...
hahz.. hers was really really nice...
think i'm gonna drink that next week...
mm... then at night.. supposed to go cedric's house for bbq... cos he celebrate his bdae...
but then cos too late... plus.. i was really very tired... we dint go... mummy was sick.. so never go also..
felt bad towards dric...
sorry bro...
hope my god bro not sad la...
hahz.. every year i also celebrate for him.. but notn this year...
hhmmmm so went home to chill and then dear left at 11 plus after watching naruto...
thats the end of sat...

sun...
morning went for piano... wahh... ms helena made me do all those shit is for my good... iu know... but i'm just bu shuang la...
then she force me go masterclass...
sigh...
between piano and masterclass was like a 4 hours break in between...
so went down to buona vista to meet up with dear's family to go hospital see ah ma...
haix...
ah ma's not eating well... not drinking enough water....
haix... mm... ok... ah di and i was playing some puzzle thing... and i always won him..
hahz..
then he laughed when i commmented that the more i do, the more i felt my head wanna pop out...
kids la... laugh over little comments...
hahZ..
ok... so dear went with me for masterclass...
me and nick pulled him into the studio... but then was vewry boring..
esp to dear.... cos he dunno how to appreciate music...
mmm.... me him and nick left at 330pm... cos nick wanted to go back do his project...
then i was feeling really bored...
hahz...
on our way home... my sandals broke...
its the 3rd pair liao.... withing 9 wekks.. i broke 3 pairs of slipper/sandals...
ahz... mm... dear was luaghing at me... saying my sandals have wings...
hahz... cos this time it was the sandal straps that broke...
sad... then at night when i was gonna send him off.... his mum asked why i gotta wear his slippers...
then i just looked at her... then she asked.. " break ah??" then i just burst out laughing...
when she and gina saw the "wings" they also laugh..
ahzh..
ok la... at jp... i bought a new pair... so ya. then made dear change his shoes out... so he no need bring out so many pairs...
so i went home with myu new pair of sandals, dear's shoes, and dear's slipper...
hahz... (=

ok... new concept, new ideas..
and since i needed more ideas from wad i could think of... i asked a few pple...
thanks to these pple : dar, brian, ruiyi, alvin, etc...
hahz..
they have given me ideas that allowed me to continue thinking...
and ofcourse, many gave same ideas, which means wad i thought of was not side-tracked..
mm... ok... today dear coming out... looking forward to the evening.. .(=
should i make a trip to GE???
mm... anw... i was kinda sad... when i saw one bamboo shoot died..
mm...if i happened to see it... i'll get it replaced...
hmph..
ok... i ave a surprise for dear... (=
but not this week... its for next fri.. heex...
mm.. forgot to mention.... joycelyn on mc today...
hey gal...
take care of your throat... drink more water... (= though i dun like to drink...
rest well... and see you on monday... (=

ok... yet another day... mm... today must think of new ideas for proposal... mm...
its dnd..
wahhh.... les was telling us wad black tie event actually mean... mm... interesting... its like a super super super formal event where pple wear tux and gown...
wahhh... i cant imagine myself attending one black tie event lo...
mmm....yup... les said above black tie is a white tie event...
more related to army... where they wear their number 1 suit...
wahhh.... have i seen a no.1 b4??? dun think so lei... hahz... mostly for high ranking officials... or ministry...
hahz... mm... ok...
busy yet not busy... need more nutrients for my brianss...... hahz...(=

hmm.... today is a brand new day.. but not a brand new mood

ok...went to sgh for lunch... wah... saw one whole big bunch of young doctors.... i felt so sad....

sad right??? for someone who inspire to be a doctor cannot part of them... mm.... =(

ok la... i wanna go shopping... when is the best time??? haix....

yest was very moody... dunno why...
hmm.... even when i'm lvl 135 bishop... and get to see dar dar in the evening...
my mood was still bad...
mm.. tired tired...
slept throughout my way home after sending dear off...
mm... ok... today nearly overslept...
thankfully not super duper late...
mm...
ok... now at work.. hhaz... (= next fri i'm getting off... at least got one day... better then no off at all..
mm... told patsy le... ut its not under the annual leave...
sigh... mm... next time got anymore public holiday under sat... i'm not entitled to off... cos ik'm under probation... not confirmed as perm yet... haix.... nothing to say la...
ok.. acc gonna be created for me... but not company's com.. so cannot use also.. until i get one...
mm...
i'm tired.... wanna sleep... cold too!!!! brrrrrrrrrrrrr... since when is company that cold???

yay!!!... i finally did my blog... after a long while...
been find alot of blogskins... but all dunno why got prob....mm...
credits goes to the person who design this blogskin... sorry ah.. i had to take your name off... cos i really dun like it there... but really thanks alot... (=
mm..... yest was a nice day...
at least i had somethin to do...
was doing research for caucasian models... (= dun ask why...
mmm... so research more or less done.. now its finding out wad kinda models do we exactly wan? for wad occasion? wad purpose? before we will starting calling the agencies.
whee!! its so different from MOE ExCEL Fest.
oo.... that is the most "memorable" event hur?
hazh..

ok... i'm trying to organise a dinner for all my MI OG Mates..
all MI'06 PAE Cyrus 5 OG mates!!
we're intending to have a dinner soon... pls let me know via msn when you guys free for dinner? and wad kinda food too!!! (=

is it onli me?
why?
only i miss the past? everyone has moved on?
haix...
i really miss the past. all the fun, joy and laughter..
mm... and amirul only miss the part where he gets to disturb me.. and disturb the rest....
hmph..
ok.. told him abt my dream... of me and jo.
dangz.. nice and interestin huh?
no lo...
sigh... ok.. i'm getting emo in the morning.. which is not good...
ok.. told him this too "wad happens if i have the last 6months?"
he said " 6 mins/hours more realistic"
haix... ok lo... if its really the last few hours or mins...
i prob hope i get to spend it wiht the guy i really love
hazh...
haix... but that day will never come la...

ok... i'm at work... feeling bored... so playing with my little monkey toy.. (=
monkey is always making me happy... cos i get to hug it anytime i wan... until i go home..
heex...
did some checking of schools too... for me and kor roy. but kor only wan SIM..
ok lo... heex... i've more of less confirmed wad i wanna study.. (= so SIM might be a better choice.. since ben and kor going there too... then we can always go home tgt... and see popo tgt..
mm...
damn sian now...
dar not free today cos of navigation... at mandai... if i never work today, maybe can go pop by... but sian... tmr faster come out k??? we go shuan and gladis practise dance... heex...
did i mention abt my salsa class?
hahz... i'm having lotsa fun... even though its dancin in heels... and its really painful... but when dancing.. i dint feel anything... its really very very fun... last sat after dance... dar sent me home... then at home... we go high and continue dancing to the songs we have.. hahz... (=
dancing wiht your love ones is really nice and fun...
even though in class could feel his jealousy when i was dancing with other guys.. hahz..
and oh yea... our class last sat came a future doctor... he's a professional salsa dancer man... hahz... and yea... at one point of time i was dancing with him... cool... he just lead me on to dance and whoof... i just turned like 2 rounds... without learning the dance steps at all... haz... but tat move was a nice move... thank goodness i dint step on him..hahz..
more salsa please...

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