wah.. today damn high is skol..
hahz.. (=
cos i slept late last night??
ahzh... efforts paid off..
(=
mm.. ok ...had econs remedial today..
tchr dman crap la..
dunno teach wad..
ok.. after econs.. it rained..
so couldnt go back/ out to study..
stucked in skol...
so study at study corner..
wahh...
thankfully i went there lor..
if not wouldnt' have done so much work..
(=
hazh..
then when we finally left...
we went to wld lib to cont study..
then at night... me, tiffany and marcus went to take neos..
hazh..
so fun!!!
its a pimple free neo today!!! (=
and i like the pics too!!!
ahzh...
whee!!! (=
oh.. forgot to add in... as we walked to lib and back from lib..
was kinda a kuku bird..
cos there's some illusion between hte first traffic light and the second..
aiya.. dunno hwo to explain here... but yea... siew ting, tiff and marcus will knwo wadi mean..
hazh... tiffany laughed like hell la...
cos initially only she got it...
(=
mm... i'm a mugger today!!! gosh...
thinking caps put on..
somehow... even the noisest place couldnt affect me.. (=

wahhhh vertical marathon..
really a new and nice experience fer me..
hazh ok,..
its a 66 stories high building..
but all we need to climb was 60.. enough to kill..
hheex.. ok...
when it was my team..
the guys went first..
so me and eve was at the back..
wahhhh...
after 7th storey..
cmi le.. so couldnt chiong le..
so we climb...
bit by bit..
and in a flash...
we completed 40 plus stories!!!!
and then left 2 then chiong up!!!
ahzh.. nearly died the instance when i reached the finishing point..
hahz..
kena overtake by 3 people.. ahzh..
malau.. but its ok..
cos it doesnt make much diff...
cos not the whole team came up!! (=
heex.. ok..
competition ground was at republic plaza..
wahhhh.... buildings all so high...
hazh.. (=
sooooo glad!!!! hazh..
saw alot of familiar pple...
ahzh..
xinlei, frank, denise, alvin, arron, and peeps from adjam!!! (=
hahz.. OMG!!! lei!!!
hao jiu bu jian..
ahzh..
my dearest classmate!!!
damn funny...
when she told me how she couldnt manage to climb cos she wore slippers..
ahzh.. omg... miss them soooo mcuh..
and BUD!!!
you gave me a shock when you called me la..
hazh.. i so totally forgot you're in odac too!!! ahzh.. (=
whee!!! power of odac..
the climb was "EASY" right?? ahzh...
gosh... you still owe me your notes la!!!!
hazh... meet up soon yea???
whee!!! after that climb...
was quite tired.. but had to study for econs..
so went to lib to meet marcus , ying, siew ting and kun tat!! ahzh... wahhh my daddy look so weird today..
hairstyle... something diff ba..
ahzh... anyway.. thanks dearest daddy!!!! for accompanying me!!! (=
then we studied until 8...
ying left at 7 plus...
marcus left for some housewarming too!! (=
hazh... he soooo funny but cute la..
ok.. cos of studies...
i kinda rejected the offer of going out wiht mum and julia..
miss julia lei!! but yea...
had to study!! =( mm...
hope they enjoy themselves at he pan!!
and hopefully mum will show me pics tonight..
if i dint fall asleep on my com again.. (=
mm..
thanks for encouraging me for my climb today..
wasnt in the mood..
but somehow..
i felt the warmth..
thanks...
the voice of concern melted me..
and gave me the last min push.. (=
thanks alot alot..

mikhail!!! you haven reply me lei!!!
how on earth you found here???
thru aloy's blog?? ahzh.. hmph...
yea... like my tag...
me single !! (= mm....
calling dear is perfectly a norm thing fer me..
hazh...
cos i've grown up in an environment whereby calling each other dears is liek nothing..
(= so yea....
does it answer your doubts??
ahzh..
calling the person i like dear,
is like no diff from calling a good friend of me dear too!!
(= heex....

exhausted...
for the day..
and for my heart
i've neva let such stuffs affect my studies since the past incident..
so to say..
i feel nothing too..
kinda emotionless..

er ge..
i finally understand wad you meant by locking up your heart..
after 4 years...
i finally understood wad it means..
hahz.. (= anw.. hope to see you soon in church.. if i go back(=

mm... com's in a while..
but i totallly sian diao..
they asked me to back out cos i'm still sick..
but i gave strong disapproval back then..
NOW!!!
i wish i can jus back out..
this com is meaningless to me le..
the source of strength is no longer there..
and perservence is no longer lingering around.
i said something that is against myself..
marcus and ying was there by the fone, waiting for me to return to the convers..
it really hurts alot to say it out..
but i said it..
and cried on the other line..
but yea... thanks ying and deee...
i felt better talking to you guys!!!
and i'm soooooo happy and looking forward to after the marathon today!!!
cos we're gonna meet..
heex...
whee!!! at least half a dong li jiao ta che is still on yea?
(= thats my motivation for the day... quickly finish marathon and meet them..
hahz.. ben knows i dread this afternoon thingy...
and he gave a super "good" suggestion..
lame ah... ah ma and cedric heard it, htey also laugh like hell la..
hazh..
but yea.. thanks cuzzie..
was online till 6 this morn... but slept at 11+12?
hmph... also dunno why i left the com on...
PEARLY's SIAO ALREADY!!!!!
hahz... yea i am... whooooooooooooooooo..

revolution? i think it is... or rather karma too!!!
things always turn out wad we least expect..
does it? yea it does..
always thought life was a bumpy road for me...
it is though..
but i was never alone..
cos whilst i'm facing some difficulties, someone somewhere is sure to face a similar situation
and somehow, we always overcome them tgt.
last time and now..
whilst i'm like on th verge of ben-kuing..
someone somewhere will be there to give me moral support..
thanks all my little guardian angels..
i never made my thanks known openly to you guys b4..
but you guys know deep down in me, i really appreciate them..
you knos cos you guys understand me better than other out there who claims they understand..
(=
why am i writing all these stoopid emo stuffs?
hahz..
i'm just facing yet another difficulty..
and yea... like wad i described, its yet true again..
and i'm really glad for them to be there..
skol and outside skol friends, cuzzies..
thru this, somehow.. me and my cuzzie-in-law seem closer..
ahzh..
we used to not talk so much to each other..
but cos of this.. i asked her for her ahlian advise..
so cool la.. the way she answer..
hahz..
when comes to ah lian and ah beng..
think big ahlians and big and bigger ah bengs like her, cuzzie and uncle comes into good help..
esp in terms of advise..
cos i think so differently from them..
or rather... i think so differently from people..
(= when i'm really thinking la.. hahz..
wahsai... this is real crap..
argh!!!
i guess i haven totally wake up..
shall go back to zzz before waking and preparing for vertical..

econ tuition... wahhh...
ok.. as usual.. i catch no ball..
but today was better than my first lesson..
whee!!!! out of 2 ques i handed in...
1 was quite ok..
but the other was totally off...
hahaz.. (=
sorry... will improve on it de..
yay!!!! i'm sooooo gonna improve in it man!!!
heex... ok... just finished teaching tuition..
then talked to marcus for a while..
hazh..
daddy!!!! you good sia!!! you know wad i mean har...
ahh... promise i wun say.. so i dint..heex..
mm.... cedric taught me how to do ball rotation and dribble bal with alternate legs...
sounds weird???
but yea..
i dunno how to do it still..
still learning..
heex..
soooooo fun!!!!!
i'm so looking forward to play bball again with peggy!!!!!
hazh... speaking of her..
suddenly i just thought of her..
and of course dong li jia ta che..
where's our mahjong???
hahz..
and yea hor??? usually we meet up on weekends..
but this week, like we're not meeting at all???
hazh..
hmm.... oh wells..
mm.... penning down my thoughts...
those who just cant stand reading it... too bad!!!
cos this is my writing style..
hahz.. (=

i supposed thats how a few month/ weeks friendship gonna end just like that???
hate to say it but yea..
not to ling of course..
(=
hmm... wadeva la..
i also dunno wad to say now...
think wad you wanna think..
but i can only say, dun try to be me and think..
err..
ok...
today and tmr kinda hectic..
wonder if i got time to study..
gonna go for tuition in a while's time..
then gotta go cedric house later to teach him..
hopefully he doesnt forget all his math stuff!!!
AND BOY AH!!!! you owe me my 20 rounds...
hazh...
whoots..
speaking of my dear cousin..
all his relative say he grown slimmer???
yes meh??? why i dun find it so??
is it cos i see him too often le??
ahzh..
muahahz... but yea... if he slims down..
good!!!! and thanks to bball..
hazh.. makes someone tall and slim.
hazh..
okok...
tmr got vertical marathon..
omg!!!!! how am i supposed to climb??
hands are numb.
and i haven recover..
sigh.. nvm... i shall do my best yea??
cos i've got strong team mates!!!
and yea... hopefully eye candy will be there..
is he taking part??
hazh.. i'm not too sure!!
but somehow i got a strong feeling..
one day and its soon....
i will ge tot see odac alumni again..
and I'm SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THAT DAY!!!!
life without seniors is damn sianx...
which explains why i'm always hoping around to other ccas... wiht all my friends...
esp badminton and bowling..
further more... they are one of my fav sport!!!
whee!!!! ok... this entry is long-winded...
but yea..
i blog wad i feel/ think.. (=

why say i never cherish when she is more impt than you are to me??
do you really know how much i cherish mu friends?
yo uhtink i really back stab her??
you knwo by accusing me things i never do..
it reallys hurts alot???
its not like its gonna help in our friendship..
did you read the posts carefully???
i WANNA KNOW WADS WRONG!!!
you htink i never ask her???
yes.. i admit i dint ask her face to face..
but at least i did..
she's your friend i can understand... naturally you will shield her..
but pls dun anyhow say i backstab her or never cherish her..
i know we're not close..
but you know.. you're my friend too???
is this how our friendship end??
you know i hate it???
dislike it?? all the negative words ba..
dint you read that besides peggy, she's my closest friend in class??
pls...
dun make my upset further...
even if you dun give a damn abt me..
i'm alr veyr upset due to skol and cca issues..
i dun wanna an added burden..
i go skol to make friends... not enemies..

mm...
tmr's quite a fine day
(= math tut followed by lect then assembly..
hahz. the ct.. then over!!!!
but had to study for GP..
wahhhh... i'm stressed by the stoopid test..
haix...
okok..
odac was quite ok... considering the fact that no PT today..
and is quite slack..
ahzh.. i'm on mc... till next wed..
so wun be doing anythign..
but i'll still go/???
ahzh... today was the reunion dinner..
left halfway..
cos i dint see my eyecandy..
thought he wun go le..
but who knows he got go..
wah biang..
nvm... (=
saw him at lot one just now..
heex..
i'm so gay!!!!
so happy lor...
ok..
went to void deck with some badminton pple..
to play..
hazh..
dint knwo walter soooooo childish..
hazh..
and yea...!!!!
alvin said wanna send me home!!!!
think he never eat medicine today..
ahzh.... so funny1!!!!!
hopefully they got play later..
then i can go join...
haix...
waiting for his reply now..
but i think he will take a veyr veyr long time to reply....
haix.. so means i wun get to see seniors again soon?
haix..
miss them alot..
odac seemd more lively with them around..
haix haix..
wish they can come back...
then my spirit for odac will be liven up again..
okok..
got my gping for vertical marathon..
wahhh..
eve, wyner, weiliang, jason and me..
wahhhhh..
got couple wor..
hahz
mm... anyway..
is there somehting wrong wiht me and ling???
why is it that i feel as if there's somehting between us???
haix...
dun wish anyhtign to happen..
cos she's my next closest friend in class, besides peggy..
and also...cos we always hang out tgt outside skol..
haix..
but yea...
we dun even talk in class now...
its kinda a rare sight that we dun even talk ot each other at all..
not even a hi and bye..
and when ever i ask her something..
all she does is rebute me..
is there something really wrong?
haix...

miss you wor...
but i promised you i will ocncentrate???
i wonder how i'm gonna do that...
mayeb thinking of you will give me motivation???
haix...

talked to him...
just wished he can pack me in... bring me along..
hahz.. but wad to do..
i've got As...
and he gotta pia...
can someone really knock sense into me???
does loving and liking really need no reason?
why?
maybe i should start asking myself why i really like him?
if one day a close friend of mine tell me she likes him also...
will i still be able to step back?
or wad i should do?
i dunno lei..
sigh...
not thinking straight these few days..
keep pondering on certain issues..
i'm tired... tired of studying...
but i've got no choice rihgt?
cos i dun have a goal in mind now..
haix...
=(
lover pls knock sense in me...
i'm puzzled and confused...

whee!!!!
i'm back in skol..
those who did not see me in skol..
got miss me???
azh.. still a little sick..
hahaz..
but yea..
thanks lao po...
for being there for me..
lover too!!!!
ahzh...
lesson's was ok today..
only had 2..
cos i couldnt take pe for a week..
so yea..
high jump lei!!!!
i so wanna do la....
haixx....
then had break followed by GP..
gp slack lei..
mr A taught us how to do essay writing..
then he helped the individuals wiht their essays..
as mine was already over long long ago..
i had free period..
so studied chem..
hazh..
then chem lect..
fist hr was chem test..
wahhhh biang..
those that i spotted came out..
but guess wad..
i couldnt do... cos they twisted it in the way it became so tough..
haix..
there goes my marks..
wheeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
okok..
stayed in skol until 3 plus to wait for peggy to finish duty..
then jie ying met us there..
we played taidi until mr tong came and saw us play..
wahhhh... suay man..
ahzh
ok... left skol for home..
then just as i reached...
peggy called saying we can go play bball le..
so i changed and went down..
wah shiok man...
bball was fun!!!!!
ahzh.. (=
i feel so refresh man...
ok.... gonna strive for econs...
for next week test...
ganbatte ne... (=

wahh.... you offline still can talk to me...
thankfully i switch back to online mode...
if not we wun have a chance to chat..
thanks dear..(=
my healthy little boy!!!
miss you lots...

was sick so dint go skol..
went to see doctor..
wahhh.... so damn long today la..
waited till my head nearly burst..
hazh..
mm... ok.. shall be guai to take my medicine..
cos its really killing my throat..
sigh..
smsed him today..
he was pooling at lot one..
jus a pity..
i cant even see him b4 he leave..
too bad for me ba..
but yea...
i promised him somehting...
and i will do it..
till the day he returns back...
and till the day i end my As.
thanks dearie..
really will miss him so..
just thinking that he's leavin on fri morn.. is enough to make me cry..
haix..
okok... smsed brian.. wah... really sound like my little nanny..
heex... but really thank him wor....
always by my side..
ahhz..
miss the bowling kaki....
wanted to have dinner wiht you guys..
but!!! overslept...
by the time mum woke me up for dinner..
i supposed you guys eat finish le..
haix...
medicine's making me super drowsy..
and guess wad???
i got a day mc for today..
1 week mc for pe
and 1 week mc for cca..
wahhh... all i just asked the doctor was can i still do pe and cca?
then he say.. i'll give you mc for both..
hahz
ok.. but verticle marathon.. i iwll still go..
(=
cos he missed it.. and i'm gonna experience it on his behalf...
(=

3rd day of new year..
morning went out with jie ying, jason, sandy, ling, cindy to town to catch ghost rider..
but b4 that me and ying went to eat..
hazh..
then sandy and jason went to cindy's house
watched ghost rider at 240pm..
but b4 that.. when we went to book tix..
they all left me and him alone..
so weird la..
sigh..
but oh wells..
really thank you guys ah..
for tryign so hard..
but we all know wads the outcome le..
dun have to say..
after the show..
we went to take neos..
one is the whole gang..
one is me him and jieying..
ying said she dint wanna take cos she dint wanna be xtra..
but i feel weird if she dint come..
thanks gal..
even when i asked that weird ques...
i used her too..
sigh.. really dint have the courage to ask..
ok.. after which left there for dover..
pissed... angry... things happened... irritating..
i cried in the end... not cos i'm pissed..
but cos of accumulation from the daji i got b4...
dinner was ok... but i'm not ok..
feel as if i've just broken up..
the heartaches and stuffs..
the feeling of departing just like that really hurts me...
but you really seem to know me well..
you knew that i was gonna ask you that ques
thanks for giving me the answer anw..
its not the answer i wanna hear thou..
when you asked if i was satisfied, i just wanted to cry and stuffs..
but i couldnt.. i could only teared in my heart..
really very very sad..
if we had taken the neos after i asked..
all you will see is tears and not me..
to me.. i really believe that D is not a matter...
its not like 1 wun work means it will neva work..
but i stilll respect your decision..
fri you're going back le..
really take lotsa care...
dunnno if we will still contact each other... hope so ba..
if i can call you dear.. i just want to tell you how much i like you.
how much i really do. cause i really really do.
no matter how far we are. i still love you so.
mushy? i dunno...
i'm just sad/heartbroken and everyhting..
i just wanan cry all out..
but i cant...
am i supposed to prove something again?
i really dunno..
i'm really scared..
i dunno wads gonna happen..
she asked me why and when i fell for you..
i myself dunno..
but i'm thankful that even after you knew all these..
we're still close.. sigh..
should i keep all our neos? cos i'm afraid i'll tear whenever i see them...
i use dto look a them whenever i miss you..
but now its diff le..
why must this alwas happen???
i pray for a miracle.. but god always make a fool outta me.
bf!!!! lend me your imaginery shoulder, whereever you are..
i wana cry... really wanna cry..
anw.. your shoulders are nice to lie on..
and i will always rememe that you accidentally held onto my waist when we took the first shot wiht me you and ying... i felt that sense of happiness..
sigh....
SAYONARA BA)=

first indo-malay song i like/love

Kenangan Terindah

Aku yang lemah tanpamu

Aku yang rentan karena

Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka

Sampai jantung tak berdetak

Selama itu pun

Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu...

Kutemukan hidupku

Bagiku...

Kau lah cinta sejati

Ooh...

OOH

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau kenangan

Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang tlah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Ooh...

Ooh

meaning:
I’m weak without you
I’m with all the problems
Love that has been lost
But u still take me
As long as eyes are open
Till the heart stop beating
Till then
I will remember u
From u
I let u see my life
For me
U are TRUE LOVE
Ooh...
OOH
What is written for me
Is the best for u
I make u as the angels/fairy princess
Which is the most beautiful in my life
But it wont be easy for me
To leave my footstep
Which has been carved forever
As a beautiful memories
Ooh...
Ooh


really thank him for entering my life..
if he's mine... i'll really treasure him..
(= settle down and not fool around.
missing him so much so..
so near yet so far this afternoon.
but nevertheless. thanks for being there for me.
and concerning for me..
but pls dun give me false hopes.
cos i dun wnaan fall for you more..
(=

first indo-malay song i like/love

Kenangan Terindah

Aku yang lemah tanpamu

Aku yang rentan karena

Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu

Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka

Sampai jantung tak berdetak

Selama itu pun

Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu...

Kutemukan hidupku

Bagiku...

Kau lah cinta sejati

Ooh...

OOH

Bila yang tertulis untukku

Adalah yang terbaik untukmu

Kan kujadikan kau kenangan

Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku

Meninggalkan jejak hidupku

Yang tlah terukir abadi

Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Ooh...

Ooh

meaning:
I’m weak without you
I’m with all the problems
Love that has been lost
But u still take me
As long as eyes are open
Till the heart stop beating
Till then
I will remember u
From u
I let u see my life
For me
U are TRUE LOVE
Ooh...
OOH
What is written for me
Is the best for u
I make u as the angels/fairy princess
Which is the most beautiful in my life
But it wont be easy for me
To leave my footstep
Which has been carved forever
As a beautiful memories
Ooh...
Ooh


really thank him for entering my life..
if he's mine... i'll really treasure him..
(= settle down and not fool around.
missing him so much so..
so near yet so far this afternoon.
but nevertheless. thanks for being there for me.
and concerning for me..
but pls dun give me false hopes.
cos i dun wnaan fall for you more..
(=

ok.. since new year's eve..
i couldnt come to the internet till today...
ahzh...
somehow.. dunno why..
ok.. so must fill all details in..
mm.. eve... stayed at home practically the whole day...
before going to grandma's house for reunion dinner..
nothing much..
17th feb
whoots..
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!
hazh..
received 10 ang bao...
all family and relatives..
ahzh..
cool cool..
then gambled..
the usual tradition of chew family la..
ahzh..
but sad la.. lost 12 bucks..
hazh..mm... but i'm stil happy la..
played small..
got win got lose.. but lost on overall though..
hahz..
(=
visiting went this way..
popo ---> ahma ---> my house--->uncle eugene---> uncle law law..
heex..
(=
ate prata at prata house..
yumyum..
smsed him alot alot..

18th feb
second day of new year..
morning 10 plus went to ben's house..
cos mum working..
so i'm left wiht ahma..
the go small gugu house..
collected 5 ang bao form there..
then ate lunch..
heex.
got shark's fin!!!
(=
then go big gugu house..
got fried meat ball..
hahz..
both gugu can cook so well lor..
(=
hahz..
then played taidi at small gugu hosue..
at first lost..
but later.. won 2 games in a row i think?
hazh..
(=
recoup loses..
ahzh... after which go back to ah ma's ouse..
then they all slept excpet for me and cedric..
so we played..
ahz..
until 6pm... i fell asleep/
ahzh..
tired tired..
ahzh.. then go aunty rebecca's hosue..
ahzh.. slept thru..
until reached..
went up and cont sleeping till dinner's ready..
then after whcih start o play cards again.
ahzh..
(=
lucky lucky..
won 10 buck..
hahz..
but still lose overall ..
tired... jus reached home!!!
ahic..
lei si wo le...

ok.. went out to find sandy..
then passed her the cookie..
met wiht ling and cindy also..
then zao home..
rot for 1 hour..
so clean my room..
hazh. .then go orchard meet er jie-chaneline..
hahz.. wahh... thanks jie... for treating me to the movie
so touched..
heex..
hte movie damn nice..
its EPIC MOVIE
damn funny..
at least it kinda clamed both of us down..
cos she was feeling moody..
and i was in a bad mood..
STOOPID..
I HATE JO LA.
argh!!!
spare the details..
okok..
shopped wiht jie around cine and heeren..
hahz..
(=
bought a cute drink bottle and a pencil..
heex..
damn nice..
then yea... shopped for bf's white valentine present..
but dint see anything nice..
sigh..
also dunno how..
heex..
smsed bf.. hahz.. he was suppose dot come out today..
but yea... cos they all not free.. so i asked him dun come out le..
and also.. he gotta do hosue cleaning..
hahz..
thanks wor.. for accompany me thruout..
your sms is really sweet lei..
hazh...
wahhhh... miss you alot wor...
but dunno if i should go on tue..
see how k?

mm... cny celebration..
not as exciting as i thought..
sigh..
early know pon liao la..
=(
ok... now that it's over..
i'm home blogging..
hahz... kinda a loner hor??
everyone go out play but i go home..
was supposed to go cwp to meet sandy..
that was why i couldnt bring howmt hte thingy... and in the end walter bring it all with hi mto town..
ps wor..
ok... then sandy dint reply me.. i decided to go home first lor..
hahz
so here i am..
meeting her at 1230 cwp..
ahzh..
whee!!!
they all said my cookie was soft..
i knwo..
stoopid said not nice.
i'm sad..
but yea...
really meh? then why my other friends say otehrwise?
haix..
can i conclude that diff pple have diff taste??
hahz..
ok..
praying htat he cna come out today!!!
miss him alot lei..
haix...
but dint sms him today... not yet though..
ahx
(= feeling the chest pain again.
this week kinda not feeling so well...
had cramps on both caft muscles.. not that i dint stretch properly..
happens when i never exercise for that week too..
haix..
so i got prob walking at times..
headach? giddy? tiredness? haix..
aging so quickly..
heex.. ok la..
i'm tired..
think i'm gonna catch some rest b4 going to meet her.. (=

hey hey... vday!!!
i dint blog abt it yest..
was damnnnn tired!!!
hazh
ok... was damn high yest..
prob cos i slept at 1 am???
heex... thanks bf..
accompanied me thru..
sorry wor... in the endyou slept at work..
(=
hmph.. ok... really enjoyed my day!!!
smsing him..
and yea..
bowlers...
hmph.. after odac went to chevron to meet up with the bowlers..
then yea..
kept suaning brian..
hjazh..
said alot of weird stuffs to make him notn score strike..
and somehow.. whenever i said... he definetely not score..
when i dint say.. he will strike..
hazh... cool man!!!
hazh..
then then..
funniest part..
diana went off leaving her shoes behind..
meaning.. she actually wore the bowling shoe out...
hazh..
so diao..
ok la... my day ends like that ba..
tired tired..
today really damn sleepy in class..
think peggy was quite disappointed ion me..
cos i keep sleeping..
hmph..
thnakfully i had osmosis today..
phew..
hmph...
sorry lao po..
(=
mmm...
ok..
after skol.. went home..
bathe then go buy stuffs..
making cookies!!!!!
ahh..
gonna give some to sandy and bf..
cindy also..
then then the rest for class.. (=
hope they will like it..
(=
baking them reminds me of last year..
the last time i baked with jo..
haix...
wished bf's here!!!
bake wiht me!!!
hazh...

missing you!!!

today... sian day..
end at 6pm..
=(
half asleep in most lessons..
bet the tchrs all knoe la..
=(hmph..
i really dint mean it..
but yea..
i cant concentrate these few days,,
=(
haix..
i think i'm thinking of him too much le..
sigh..
gotta stop thinking of him a while..
ahzh..
(=

courage.
told.
dunno if i did the wrong thing not lei..
hopefully not..
RING!!!!!!!!!
ahzh..
our convo damn weird la..
but was kinda funny to me..
cos i dunno which one was real and which one was for fun.
ahzh..
oops..
will he read???

eh!!!!
i love my BF!!
hazh...
so blessed..
hmph..
wanna hug someone..
who ah???
hahz..
wanan pinch jason!!!! hahz

ok..
while packing my things and doing my unfinished work..
i shall blogged alittle..
hmph
went out for tuition this morning with jj and his friend
then after tuition went to admiralty, wanting to wait for ying..
but i do work so long at mac...
then give up hope..
so in the end went ot cwp to meet ling, cindy and jason..
hahz..
today is JASON's BDAE!!!!!
heex..
anwyay..
we went shopping..
but today my suay day!!!
something happened la..
=(
but thansk to ying!!!
you helped me alot!!!
heex(=
okok..
so met up wiht them..(=
yay!!!
i bought my air fox jeans..
a belt. and my shorts.
yay!!!!
ok.. had quite a gd time with them..
took neos with them..
ok..
then went to raffles to meet his friends.. wahhh... had fun..
bought that thing too!!!
damn funny..
leave the details out la..
(=
yay!!!
when i was going home, he gave me something..
then after i got out of train i open it.. i nearly cried..
thanks alot wor..
i only merely said it was nice.. hten you bought it for me..
so touched..
nearly cried..
but cos in public... have to hold back..

she knows i like him..
heex..
love the present alot.
its a starry starry thing
(=
teary!!

mm... today's quite a fruitful day?
despite the many times i moved..
from one place to another..
(=
mm..
ok...
morning went to teach cedric..
cool...
i realised something which i never found out b4 abt my god-bro..
actually he's not as stoopid as wad he seem...
he's damn lazy la..
but once you spice his interest in a particular thing, or juz praise him by saying he's smart..
he will willingly do the questions despite the level of difficulty..
ahahz..
just realised it today..
so now i know why i used to lose my temper when teaching him..
it only discourages him even more..
=(
hahz
anw.. he learn damn fast la..
(= i'm proud!!!
hahz
okok..
then after which i went to wld lib to find marcus, kel and kuntat..
mm... but when i was there.. kel and mar went to eat le..
so left me and tat..
studied abit and did abit of my chinese..
(=
half done..
heex..
oh.. i forgot to add.. at cedric's house..
i actually got a little time to do my math vectors..
hazh..
so cool..
mm...
ok... then 4 plus.. kel left in a hurry...
think he go meet his xin shang ren..
ahzh(=
then .... at 6.. me mar and ying left..
poor tat..
left alone..
just like how rabbits are always alone.. when his soul mate is not around..
hazh... ok.. i'm crapping..
hmph..
me and ying went to admiral garden study corner..
ahzh..
then dunno wad time i wanted to go to the toilet..
ling tell me there got community centre..
but she never give the instructions clearly then hang up..
in the end.. I GOT LOST!!!!
sigh..
so quite scared.. so called kel.. but he never answer..
then smsed him..
thankfully he called back..
thanks uncle!!!!
you and your whoever that you asked helped me find my way out..
(=
ok... ling came at 10..
wahhhh
she kena sun burnt..
and apparently she cried this afternoon..
hmph..
i dunno how to react..
cos i neva heard her cry in public too!!
hmph..
ok..
sandy's sad, angry..
ling's pissed.
too much misunderstandings!!!
but how ah?
both dun wanna talk with each other.
how???
am at a lost!!!
how?how???

mm...today suck la..
cramps..
and yea..
CT..
sigh.. i think i'm just sensitive towards class issues..
wahlau..
wads wiht that la..
i said something for a reason..
yet you guys just said.. no taste lei..
then forget abt it le..
then wads the point of asking us to give ideas when you just brushed mine aside..
wahlau!!!!!
mm... ok... had remedial..
sianx..
but not bad..
ms lee taught me my compo..
and how i should improve on it..
(=
odac...
dint do much..
they did pt and then celebrated zang's bdae..
hazh
(=
happy bdae..
then me and ying wen to play piano awhile..
then go cwp meet nat..
he so funny la..
tot we at admiralty..
hazh..
so in the end he travelled from there to cwp..
ahzh..
then ling came..
then she ate then we go cold storage buy her drink..
thats when they all bully me..
all tickle me...
LING, YING and NAT BULLY ME!!!! =(

mm..
class today was sup!!!
ahzh..
mm... i dint sleep lei!!!
ahzh
made my own notes during chem today also..
whee!!!!
thanks to myself for not bringing notes..
if not i wun find out wad helps me study better!!
(=
mm... ok..
then went to santuary to slack and wait for peggy until she finish duty.
then we study there until 430..
maths..
nearly slept.
but thankfully ... i dint totally sleep thru man!!! (=
home now.. feel so empty..
better do some work soon..
ciaox... (=

thinking of him.
dreamt of him yest!
some others too!!

mm..
tiring day..
but i made it thru yea?
heart wasnt wiht odac today..
dun ask me why..
mm..
sigh.
called him..
but yea..
knew his answer..
damn sad la..
is that another excuse?
or real?
even when i have odac. i still made ita point to ask you lor..
sigh.
just my luck la..
who ask me to still love him so much?
argh!!!!
i'm sad.. why am i still pinning?
hoping? praying?
do prayers work? why arent mine working?
ok... mood's not good..
tired..
gonna sleep soon..
=(
sigh!!!!!!
pearly's a sad sad gal...

to those who wans thre pic of the chalet!!
hahz..
here's the web.. (=
the rest ask from sandy yea?
heex..
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2095806611

mm... ok..
i've got a super super long entry for today..
mm..
on the 3rd!!!
went to give cedric tuition in the morning..
then met ying to go jjc fun fair..
then we go vivo to meet sandy ling and cindy..
oh and jason too..
3 other friends but i dint know them then..
heex..
had a lot of fun in the resort..
made a few new friends..
namely, nat, shawn, lynette, ming xuan..
heex..
ok... really a lot fun..
i enjoyed myself man..
first time since last year i ton until like near 7am in the morning..
heex..
mm... ok.. damn tired on sun..
but yea..
still went ot study
heex
mm... today..
shagged la..
wen to skol for chem pract..
then cannot take it le..
so signed out..
wen to poly clinic..
cos near skol..
but wah... so long..
lucky ben came and accompany me..
heex..
thanks ah cousin..
m..
then after seeing the doctor..
went ot ben's house to rest..
so yea..
apparently i slept from 12 - 6pm..
made up for all the loss of sleep..
now i'm so energetic..
heex..
maybe i shant sleep so early..
(=
mm.. wan another day off..
but impossible..
heex..
anwyay..
i'm glad mum allowed me to signed out today..
thanks mum..
anw...
the weather is really torturing me man..
i can withstand anything except for the coldness..
argh!!!!
someone pls save me..
=(=(
so fast vday coming le..
still waiting for his reply..
but gotta wait till his exams finish first lei..
=(
mm... ok la.
yay!!!
smsed jun qin today!!!
i'm ognna get sispec tee too!!!
so..
wiht all the tees i'm gonna get.. i will have commando, air force, navy, police, sispec, and maybe guards, the grey army..
whee!!!
so happy!!!
heex... and marcus finally wrote me a letter!!! (=
happy is the gal name pearly

ok.. now at rp studying..
damn damn tired la..
sigh...
through out the 3 days from sat to today..
i only slept for a total of 7 hours..
ahzh..
cos i ton on sat..
damn high tt day..
ahzh..(=
sandy..
thanks alot!!!
for inviting me to the party..
mm... ok... details and jokes abt the stayover..
i shall fill it in when i'm more free..
currently preparing for tmr's math test.
mm... ok la... getting the hang of it..
hoping to rememebr the special angles..
(=


tired!!!
sigh.
moody.
will he be my valentine??
him and only him!!!

ok... my post for the day..
and yea..
wun be posting until sun..(=
tmr going for chalet!! hahz..
happy bdae to sandy in advance..
ahzh..
so many pple's bdae this month also..
sigh sigh..
mm..ok... odac today... quite slack..
only climb the stairs..
then no more liao..
ahz..
self trained..
did my 2.4 timing..
so lan la..
14 min..
sigh..
worse than my 2.4 last year..
sigh..
gotta really train man..
mm.. ok..
vdae coming le..
asked him out le..
hopefully he will be my valentine that day..
sigh..
miss him alot lei..
mm.... just wanna see him once again..
and spend vdae tgt again...
delia wanted to smack me when she knew i was gonna ask him out..
(=
lover.. you really know me well..
hahz...
anwyay...
i'm sad..
that his grandma's cancer is in stage 4.
sad... cos i never knew abt all these... until today..
even when i visited her last time..
she's so healthy looking and happy looking..
sigh.
wads gonna happen?
sigh..
hopes he spend more time with his granny... even though his chinese cmi..
argh!!!!
why do i still miss him soooo much???
argh!!!!
all your fault.. y???
sigh... really miss the times?
i wan the time to revert..
sigh..
still praying and hoping..
sigh,.
okok.. sorry for being emo..
mm... really hope he will reply my sms..
(=
waiting for your answer..

thinking of you.
but not gonna let it affect my studies..
10th will be hte 13th month le.. =(
13th month from knowing you

hahz.. whee!!!!
my com can access again.
dunno wad happened yest
hazh
ok... i'm so glad..
i bought jo's vdae present le..
ahzh.
and!!!! me and ying bought sandy's prezzie le..
hazh
hopefully she will like it.
ahzh (=
its the thought that counts hor...
ahzh... i'm looking forward to sat and sun!!!
ahzh (=
play play play...
but i better study hard b4 sat..
if not i will feel more guilty..
ahzh ...
to my stoopid..
pls push me to study k??
hahz..
missya..
mm...
to my angel..
do you read my blog??? i dunno lei..
but thanks for the lovely note..
hazh.. (=


i dun like him le... argh!!!
pissed wiht him..
lingering feelings.
baby.
sotong.

mm... house com crashed again.
sigh..
ok.. but before i start abt my daily post..
i just wanna wish 2 people happy bdae!!
31st jan!!
KELVIN's BDAE
1st feb
JACINDA aka baobei's BDAE!!
ahz.. ok... happy bdae to you 2... one 19 le and another 18..
hahz.. old and mature...
bet thinking wise should be mature le right??
hah... ok... 3rd i'm going to jjc before sandy's chalet
hahz... i think its gonna be fun.. since its gonna be a gathering for all her close friends..
which means... i'm her close friend too!!!
=) *grins from teeth to teeth*
hazh..
ok.. today's not veyr bad day
just that i'm freezing..
super damn cold la..
sigh..
wads with teh weather man..
making everyone sick.. ok la..
we're not used to it right?
so i wun use the word weaklings..
cos i'm one too!!!
hazh.. (=
mm... gonna go out wiht ying later to shop for sandy's gift..
hopefully she will like wad we're gonna give her..
hazh.. okokk..
mmm... as i said house com crashed right???
so right now..
i'm in the skol's lib's lap..
ahzh... damn slow and cuckkooo la..
hahz..
i'm bored waiting for ying..
ahzh. .
and i dunno where marcus is..
ahzh..
oh..
brian told me yest that they wwere guessing who i'm with?
cos i'm alwasy appearing for their bowling session..
hahz..
wahhh..
and he guessed it..
cos it slipped off my mouth..
arghhhhh
ok... shhhh... dun say..
let them guess.. either him or him.
ahzh... muahahahz..
*evil laughter*

missing.
miss.
seeing.
saw.
but never talk.

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