27th-28th
went to class chalet.
initially went ot food court to find meiyi, wener and ling`
then ate noodles..
then meiyi told me that minghao was here..
i got a shock!
(=
then went to check in..
then later peggy and steffi come le..
followed by walter..
but damn funny la..
walter heard s06 as f06..
ok... not long later we went to get the food from car park A.
whcih is at downtown there la...
then carried all the way back to coasta sands pasir ris.
(=
hand pain sia..
hahz(=
but ok la..
not long later we start the fire..
hahz(= this time is a success in starting it la...
at least we really had a lot fun..
hahz..
then more and more pple came..
damn happy..
ok skip all the useless part..
at night when alot pple went home..
li nan startin to mix the drinks together..
got absolute, sprite, f&n and orange..
then we played games..
the person who lost must drink half cup..
i drank alot of half cups then when we played black jack and i was the banker, i lost to all of them.
therefore gotta drink 3.5 cups..
thats when i think i died..
ahzh
ling` and joyce said i kept crying, kept talkng abt the tent, heavy rain, pasir ris parkk..
i also dunno why i talked abt them.
but yea.. i did...
when they told me, i knew why le..
its pasir ris chalet..
brought back memories..
sigh..
oh wells..
ok... 2nd day..
dint feel well.
so yea... went home..
dint even go escape.sigh...
okok... at night smsed mh... wah... dint know his chalet was just behind mine la..
sian1/2
ok la. then slept the whole of 2nd day..

29th
went ot meet kel and marcus and ling` and siew ting and kuntat to study
hahz... then marcus went off..
then kel went home..
we went to ling` house... then send siew off..
then went home to egt stuffs..
ahzh..

now i'm here.. (=
blogging..
yay!!!
my stocks rised!!!(=
but i'm still not in rank!!!
must buck up..
hahz

to my class pple who saw me go siao siao on the frist night..
i'm so sorry to have frightened you guys!!!
dun get me drunk again next time..
gomenasai!!(=
and aishiteru guys(=

seeing him now... ahz...
i can smile in my dreams

so far i got 133.655k le...
for stock exchange..
but its not bringing me anywhere near to top 50 rank!!!
kel!!!! better help me... hahz (=
but its a progress... i made 8.655k le... (=
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seeing him 1 extra day makes me fall for him deeper 1 day..
argh!!!
but at least he kinda break my heart.. so i wun like him too much..
ahzh
crap la!!!!
hazh..
anyway.. went to bb to find mr kum today for the chalet receipt..
S06... better thank me ah... if not you guys wun be able to have the chalet tmr..
hahz
no la... not so bui ba... (=
i juts wan my class to have a happy time tgt..
after so long since we last see each other.. (=
okok... than after that went to woodlands lib to study with marcus and siew ting..
ahzh(=
studied until 3 plus
cos kel said he will reached b4 3..
we wanted to wait for him to come... then we go eat..
but then at 3... we called him.. adn he said he lazy ot go out..
asked us to go his house for mahjong instead..
mm... sian diao..
so we went to horizon to eat..
then neos.. (=
then went back to study..
until near 530pm..
then we went ot admiralty..
bought some food...
to kel's house for steamboat..
ahzh..
then we mahjonged until 830pm..
then eat steamboat..
ahzh...
wahhh... like one family eating tgt lei...
i like that feeling..
felt the warmth..
ahzh(=
mm... maybe cos i never ate like that wiht my family at home..
esp now when i'm only left alone at home...
mum's working..
sigh... (=
then we couldnt finish the food..
esp the sausage..
ahzh
so we played zhong ji mi ma..
hazh...
initially kel dint got much shot..
so he dint have to eat much..
but later...
all 3 of them got alot alot of food...
only me... i dint zhong..
so lucky la..
(=
hazh.. but i'm nice..
i helped them eat..
hazh...
or rather helped siew ting and marcus eat..
cos they beside me only..
too bad we dint take photo of it..
hahz(=
but yea..
this is the best steamboat i ever ate..
(= felt really blessed in jc..
think god took someone (whom i always tot as veyr impt to me) away from me...
but in turned gave me many amny wonderful friends which i never pay much noticed to last time
this really taught me how to treasure my friends alot.. (=
which is why i guess i'm not into relationship so much..
i dun deny that i'm liking this particular person..
but i rather that we're really really good friends.. at least still can have much much fun... then be tgt, or get rejected and not be close anymore(=
if marcus see this.. he will definetely agree with me right?
you're just my best bud man!!!
hazh(=
cos you understand me just sooooo soooo well..
hahz(=

missing him alot.
wanna see him.
yet again.

christmas!!!
i love this christmas
heex.
ok..morning went to northpoint for lunch with mum.. before going over to swensen to meet extended family..
ok... kor cut his hair.. cos of army. so short!!! but veyr nice to touch his head...
cute cute....
enjoy disturbing him now.. hazh(=
then brought niece to walk around..
hahz...
bought her sweets wiht my last 2 buck!!!
see ah yi treat you so well right?
hazh...
sianx... like as if she can se elike that..
ahzh(=
i dote on my niece and nephew alot la..
rather spend on them then myself sia..
ahzh(=
ok..
then we went to try specs..
gal gal look so cute la..
hazh(=
heex..
ok... then go ben's house..
played mahjong..
first time i play 3 person mahjong lei..
with experts like ben and xiao ping jie..
always play de lor..
hahz..
then i played the way we play at kel's house..
ahzh(=
in the end... xiao ping jie blur diao... cos its so diff..
ahzh(=
we play newbie game ma..
ahzh(=
mm... okok... then went over to kel's house to play..
met ling and cindy!!!
hahz..
while playing marcus sms say he come back le..
then wanna come over..
so we played and waited for him..
then when he come..
we played cards..
then a while later..
cindy zao le..
we go macs... sit eat talk.. hahz(=
lame la..
hahz..
marcus said 2 guys keep staring in .. like wanna bash them up like that
hazh
(= funny sia..
okok... then we walked to bball court to play bball..
wah... kel damn zai la..
never see him play b4 sia..
but i never play cos wearing jeans..
heex...
then a while later ruirong come play..
so me ling and marcus went to 7-eleven to buy alcohol..
hazh(=
whoots..
i drank 2 different alcohol today!!!
one sweet and bitter..
ahzh(=
but its a good experience afterall.. knwoing which one is nice and not..
ahzh(=
ok la... my day ended off quite ok...
at least i get to spend it with my close close friends...
and spend it with him?
hahz(=
whee!!!!
i'm happy!!!
ok... told someone i no longer like him...
but b4 that i asked if he knew i liked him b4...
wahhh... obvious rihgt??
hazh toot me lei..
heex.. but its ok... finally wun gang ga le.. (=
but i never tell the other someone i like him..
dun dare...
anyway i'm not interested in relationship now also..
so tell also no use..
heex..
to me, relationship is worthless and meaningless le..
no more value...
azhh(=
but yea... i'm so happy to have a soul mate to share secrets with...
hazh(=
thanks buddy..
we're similar in terms of all these..
ahzh(=
so happy la..(=
heex..
ok... reached home... but no keys... so had to wait for mum to oopen the door...
sian la... forgot to bring keys out..
hazh
then kel called.. just to ask me to take the one of him singing down..
then on msn say nvm..
little angry la..
still say me cannot be trusted de...
wah... veyr sad lor... i already told you all i will put it up except the last one.. i dint put the last one up lor.. =(
=(
sad sad...
then he funny funny de lor..
say no need to take it down...
uncle ah... dun keep calling me stoopid and shut up can..
i dun like!!!!!
argh!!!! heex..
ok la... now i'm blogging le.. (=
feeling drowsy...
from medicine..and the absolute..
not that i drank alot.. cos its so bitter..
hahz(=
I DINT KNWO BEN HAD RED WINE!!!! =(
hahz..
anyway... got my police tee from ben le.. whee!!!!
thanks fredric... hazh(=
veyr efficient in getting the tees lei....
hahz.. fast come out!!! then we go skating!!!
azh(=
hey hey.. i love this christmas alot..
thanks guys...


miss him?
which him?
just him... yea HIM!!

merry christmas!!!! to everyone!!!
hope santa gives you your christmas wish (=
hahz.. (=
its 12am!!!!!!
ahzh.. apparently my fone's lagging like siao..
ahzh...
okok..
dint go for service today..mornign cos i was sick... had feever...
evenin... abit too far!!!
mm... am i lazy or wad???
hazh.. oh wells..
went to ling`'s aunty house for dinner..
wahhh... so much food man..
ahzh(=
sandy and ling` drank red wine
hazh(=
mm.. ok then we went to sandy's house..
damn big la...
hazh..
nice ncie..
then raining sia..
we all sian diao..
so me and ying decided to go back causeway..
ahzh(=
mm... ling and sandy went ot orchard to find cindy
hazh(=
ahz...
so when me and ying reached cwp..
almost all the shops close le..
so we went to shop for wad we wan...
whoots..
i got myself 2 present..
one for myself and one for peggy!!!
azhh..
mm... ling` gave me something too!!!
a pig pouch..
hahz... oh man... hahz

whenever i am feeling low
i look around me and i know
there's a place thats awaiting for me
where i've already used to go
i will always recall those memories
losing bits here and there
life still goes on for me and you
with the exception of being close

this is mine
story
i just want to sing it
how i express myself
thru this awesome little song
now you know
abt me.
how exactly i'm feeling.
this is where i wun be alone
for this is where i vent it all

now there's a guy whom i've like
i'll get to see him everyday
when the school is reopening
it'll spur me and bring my day
he motivates me to study
even harder than i am now
guess i'll listen to him than myself
is it a passing crush

but i know
something
i cannot confess to him
as i fear of rejection
it draws me further back
someone pls
tell me
tell me wad i should do now
anything
besides confession
i'll gladly accept it all


song adapted: home
lyrics: me
feeling: lost

just changing the lyrics of home to something i'm feeling now.
hahz..
not that i'm seeing that person everyday..
but when skol starts... i should be able to see him alomst eveyrday..
hazh(=
mmm..
is this some crap stuffs? maybe.. just bored!!(=

ok... taking my medicine..
those bitter and not sweet medicine..
argh!!!
hate taking medicine..
hmm..
ok... cant go churhc this morning..
cos of i'm sick..
having fever le.. sigh..
dun wanan spread my germs around..
howhow??
tonight got one more service at shalom..
wad should i do???
argh!!!!
m... ok.. since i'm sick.. i shall rest yea?
but i'm on study mood..
argh!!! stoopid brainy me..
always think of doing the wrong things at the wrong time
ahzh(=
mm...
online daddy was kinda teasing me yest..
when he said ya at cinema you sit beside him right??
wahhhh... he seemed to know lei..
but yea... i was actually..
hiack hiack hiack...
oh.. did i mentioned yest edwin teased me ad kel??
outta 6 days we meet 5 days..
so sweet and loving
hazh
mon-stock xchange
tue- stock xchange cum overnight
wed- cont over night until 4 plus and study at night
thurs- went studying with him, marcus at ling` and mahjonging at his house
sat- movie @yishun. studying?
so cool la..
like abit indirectly related to him hor???
but will be breaking that record of not seeing him next week..
muaahzh..
so...
UNCLE!!! enjoy your sakae yea??? remmeber to take photos wiht tiffany! (=
ok... so bored... shalll go watch youtube le.... later than blog again(=

ok... just came home from watching curse of the golden flower wiht kel and edwin..
ahzh(=
mm.. met at yishun then we go buy ticks..
then applied for job also..
ahzh(=
mm... then walked around north point to get gifts..
i bought my christmas xchange gift le..
(=
mm... but they never buy..
oh... we tried on different kinda spex..
heex..
kel kept commenting..
then keep taking different kind for me to try.
hazh
(= time to change specs..
mm.. ok... the movie..
quite boring at first..
but later on... during the fight.. its interesting..
wahh... pple like kel cannot watch la..
too literature base le..
he dun understnad la..
ahz(=
but the story line damn stoot la..
over the medicine.. and freedom..
sianzx...
after which we went ot eat..
wanted to eat foodcourt cos i sick ma..
but kel no more money..
so we no choice eat macs..
sigh..
(=
see him eat damn funny la..
shhhh... dun say i say de.. later he whack me sia..
hazh. jkjk..
mm.. ok..
ok.. kel said tiffany asked him out to eat sakae next week..
m... then he jioed us along..
cos he dun wan single date..
hahz.. mm... i wanna go... btu dunno free not..
and no money also..
sian sian!!!!
i'm broke!!!
need money man!!! (=
any job can intro me??? i knw skol's starting.. but i need money too!!!
ahzh(=


saw something shocking today..
sian... hope the web she digged out is not jie's one..
i also dunno how to react..
but i see jie's ex so sad... i feel sa for her lei..
afterall its 3 yrs of relatoinship, not 3 days or months..
sigh... but i believe that gal being mentioned is just a passing crush..
nothing serious de.. (=
hopefully she can take things in her stride.. and move on..
(=
i've learnt to move on.. so i believe she can!!!(=
mm...

thinking of him.
missing.
him.
loving?

zc invited me for christmas service..
azh
think abt it..
last year also he invite me hor..
ahzh
so loyal..
hahz.. no la.
i left chc for cbc ma.
but i'm sick... think i not going le..
cos kel also never go... i sian diao...
(=
mm... ok..
jsut went to see doctor..
hazh.. same sickness as last time..
hazh.. so medicine also the same..
sian..
dun like to take medicine..
haix..
who ask me to be sick for so long..
ex also la..
=(
cries cries..
ahzh..
mm... okok..
oh..
i gotta go ben's house to collect my police tee!!!
thanks fredric..
for buying us the tee..!!!
miss you and ice-skating.. faster come out and skate with us!!!
ahzh
(=
think abt it..
me fre, ben and hannah... veyr long never go skate le hor..
oh there's jude too!!!
azh..
miss all my jies and kor!!!
chanel smsed me this morning..
advance merry christmas too!!!
your mei mei misses you!!!
and to my family07!!!
i miss every single one of you!!!
wanna meet you guys asap lei!!!
1 year passed le..
ahzh.. long time since we last met each other.. ahhz(=

i wish he can break my heart now..
then i wun like him so much... =(
O.o saddist???
marcus is gone... so now i cant talk blabble thing to him le..
cos he knows who i like..
and i know his too
argh!!!
i dun wanna like him.. i cant..
even though he motivates me to study hard now..
but i dun wanna think of him..
ohmy.. i only started liking few days/ weeks back...
but i wan it to stop le..
ahzh so weird...
dunno wadssup wiht me man!!!
emo emo emo
mm....
i still think of jo ma??? maybe ba..
afterall we were once tgt..
so there'll be memories (=

say i'm smart marcus!!!
ahzh... cos i guessed it correctly from the start!!!whee!!!!
i'm happy!! double happiness!!! whee!!!
dun ask... shut your mouth and dun ask!!
whee!!!
whoohoo..
ok.. i'm doig chem and watching the market.
stocks flactuation up and down..
making us worry like siao..
ahhaz.. and pple like kel suddenly earn so much...
hazh
rejoice har?
ahzh
(=
i'm sad la..
lost money..
but still gained on overall

ok.. today is my rotting day..
i'm currently rotting and looking at the stock market..
i'm hooked on to it can?
just that i'm not a pro.
ahzh..
i haven decided who to give christmas prezzie to lei..
how how how?
should i give him???
think should get one for didi also..
(=
i wrote the cards..
so happy..
now gotta do my philippine's family their present.. (=
i've got an idea for theirs.. but i'm not sure if it'll work.. hazh(=
heex... spent 19.90 on them yest..
ahzh...
for their puzzle..
is it 19.90 or 29.90?
forgot le.. hope mum wun be angry(=
hahz
ok la... i better zao...
tired... wanna sleep..
but wanna do hw too.. hazh
kel!!! go chc wif me tmr la...
dun be lazy!!!

mm..ok came back quite long from kel's house..
azh... me ling and marcus went there to play mahjong!!!
ahzh
mm.ok in the afternoon went to meet kel, ling and jie ying at cwp to study..
but yea.. we ate at banquet and played hotd4 first..
ahzh.. then studied at level 1 for dunno how long..
thentoo noisy.. so we went 2nd level..
hahz... met shi en and her friend..
then we all study tgt..
ahz.. until dunno wad time again..we decided rto leave wiht ying had to go..
hazh/. the we went cwp to buy bubble tea..
then marcus finally reached!!!
then we took neo cards!!!
ahzh
cos kel wanted big big one..
hazh
(=
mmm..
took quite some time with the machine..
cos it kinda spoilt for a while..
ahzh.. mm... then we went to see see lok look..
ahzh.. marcus say he will buy us the present for christmas..
so happy..
thanks buddy..
ahzh(=
mm.. thenw e went kel's house for mahjonging again..
ahzh(=
addiction sia..
ahzh(=
mm.. ok.. then talk cot a while... true or dare..
hazh.. then left le.. while walking to mrt station..
me and marcus had a private talk..
hazh..
thanks ah buddy..
kao ni le..
hahz.. no la..
eh daddy... dun be sad abt the hers yea??
ahzh...
anyway..
thanks for kai dao-ing me too!!!
oh just realised....
we like to take lots of crazy videos and photos..
hazh.. esp kel.. hahz..
no offense ah...
but yea..
we're the crazy dong li jiao ta che wad.. ahzh(=

am i thinking of him??
like or love?
i dunno lei

been going out alot lately..
hazh(=
to stock exchange thingy.... and yea... always with the same group of pple..
kel marcus and edwin..
marcus dint join the xchange thingy.. but yea.. we always meet to go out..
whee!!!
mm... and i'm going out in a while's time..!!!!
meeting kel, ling` and ying to study!!!
so guai right??/
ahz..(=
mm... i'm kinda glad i meet these group of friends..
ahzh..(= caring.. loving.. haha...
so RANDOM man
mm... wanted to go swimming..
but ying dunno how and ling` so lazy..
hazh..
kel dun mind thou..
arhz.. mm..
marcus had SIF metro thingy today.. sian...
so he cant go out wiht us.. hahz..
but yea... SOMEpple can really SUAN pple like me hor???
keep saying "dun friend you","hate you"..
so kel-like la..
ahzh(=
omGosh.. wad am i talking..
ahzh... *bish bish*
ok la..i shall stop crapping.

missing someone alot alot
just wanna be alone wiht him..hazh(=
confession? when will it be?

thur the door

watch the slow mo

kel and edwin jumping thru the wall

kel singing

ok.. i'm back form studying!!!
hazh... damn cool..
okok..
was saying we met the taiwan ladies..
met them while we were drawing our pics!!!!
not long later marcus joined us...
damn cool..
okok... then we went to plaza singapura to meet kel's friend..
he's called junjie..
yea...
so the 4 of us.. me, kel , edwin and marcus
met kel's friend and his friend's friends.
then we went to mind's cafe!!!
we had umbrellas!! but still ogt wet!!
i think i was the wettest... cos i was being notti... ran away form "daddy's umbrella"!!!
heex..
mm..
ook... then after playing a few rounds of lame and boring games, we zao to kel's house to play mahjong..
hazh... then went to buy lots of food... hahz... before oging back to watch movie..
ahzh
(=
quite a nice night...
hazh..
ok.. this morning played truth or dare in hte bowling way!!!
ahzh
wahhh... must be damn open la..
hahz..
mm...
heex..
ok.. i got to knwo more abt kel edwin and marcus..
ahzh(=
fun fun fun..
brothers!!!! lets have more fun next time man!!!
heex..
oh... i intro... edwin's my mummy.
marcus's my daddy
and kel's my bro..
but i dunno why i keep calling him uncle..
hazh
(=
thanks guys..
cos of you guys... esp edwin and kel for the past days- stock market cum outing..
i managed to put my feelings for jo down..
really down..
haz..
when we were going back today..
marcus knew and guessed who i like le..
ahzh(=
smart..
but he's not hte only one..
hazh(=
i dunno whether i really like him or not lei!!!
ahzh(=
no clues for any of you..
hazh..
i scared he come in here!!!
hahz..
ok..
then came home for a while and went out again..
studied with kel..
ahzh..
aiyo..
kel saw this cute gal..
hahz..
then he chased after her after lagging..
hahz..
but kena rejected to get number..
ahzh
damn funny..
after doing most of the maths hw.. we chatted abt out exs and the most romantic thing..
i only know i totally put jo down cos i'm starting to forget wad we did tgt le..
when kel asked wad was the most romantic thing i did with jo..
i stunt..
cos i forgot.. couldnt rememeber..
hazh..
but i only remembered the story boook he made with our pics.. for v day..

maybe i like him..
he's nice to me most of the time.
always disturbing me though...
ahzh(=
really enjoy his companion..
hahz..
haven seen him for a few hours only and i'm already missing him..
ahzh... sianx...

whee!!!! i love home..
hazh..okok..
mm... i had a lot of fun yest in the rain..
ahzh
(=
in 76years of history... the rain yest was the heaviest to such an extend that it started flooding pple..
whee!!!!!
first time in history!!!!
ahzh(=
ook...mm..
morning we went to smu...
wahhh!!!1 their admin block is so far from the normal skol..
so me kel and edwin walked quite a distance..
thanks to the guys who brought their umbrella.
ahzh..
okok...
that day's seminar was nearly crap la...
we hardly understand a single thing..
and edwin as usual slept..
WE WERE SITTING AT THE 2ND ROW LEI!!!!
hazh..
okok..
then after that we had refreshments..
whoots..
damn nice to eat la..
we had like 2nd serviing..
hahz..
kel said we better eat to our hearts content... dun waste the 3 buckk..
ahzh
so funny la... (=
then we walked to the museum..
ahzh.... kel said he from woodgrove sec.. then he gotin free..
but me and edwin a bit toot la..
so we paid 2.50...
azh.. hahz... we drew to alot of stuffs...
then we met a taiwan lady..
wahhh.. she can kan xiang la..
wad she say so accurate..
ahzh
(=
mm... okok.. .i shall continue later... will upload pics too!!! going to admiralty to study le (=

stoot 4

their funny run thru

stoot

edwin being interviewed followed by kel

mm...ok... today went nus for seminar
hazh(=
morning met kel and edwin early in the morn..
but peggy couldnt make it..
hazh... okok... damn tired...
all 3 of us..
but yea..
at nus..
we went in first..
then me and edwin siao le... dance fun dance there..
ahzh(=
mm... after which we went west mall to catch open season.
wah biang.
edwin fell asleep la..
win liao..
that show so funny la..
ahzh. ok then we went to play pool at the arcade..
funfun... (=
enjoy their accompaniment..
ahzh(=tmr we're gonna smu.. whee!!!!!!
then going out..
suppose dto da ma jiang..
but.. sigh... kel lor.. ask us go out wiht his friends instead..
and have fun..
muahahz... ok la... marcus go i go...
whee!!!
oh... i wanna intro aply!!!
she's my cutie toy!!!!
aply meets bobby.
thats her bf..
but bobby has moovin too!!!
bobby's other gf..
bobby is stepping on 2 birds =(
but yea... bobby is aply's dear dear!!!!! muahzh
miss you!!!
mm... dun friend you.
dun love you.
hahz.. oh man kel...
i'm going siao le..
your disease man..
azh
dong li jiao ta che!!!!!

hey guys... i know i'm super super late in this...
but yea... pic for adjam!!!! for my gp only...
hazh(=
mm... sorry ah...
i dun have time to edit the photo caption.. and order..
some may be doubled due to some technical prob of my com..
hazh... but yea.... its all here la.. (=
heroshima..
hope you gusy will like it (=
its from huili!!! we gotta thank her man!!
http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2097979971
click on the link to view it ba(=

yay!! went churhc today..
so happy... kel and marcus came wiht me..
ahzh
then we left church church half way..
ahzh..
got something on la..
ahzh..
ok.. hten we went tiong bahru after dunno wad time..
had our lunch
at there i turned 2 dunno wad toy... so cute la..
then kel wanted the green one.. so i gave him... and i took the pink one.
then went to the plaza to find gv..
applied for the job..
whee!!!
then we walk walk see see look look..
wahhh..
kel bui yao bai..
ahzh
go ask gal's number..
ahzh
(=
mm... ok la..
we also took neos!!!
were veyr tempted to take a 2nd time.. hazh(=
the guys ah!!!!
all so ai mei lor...
and guess wad!!!! kel's toy's hand dropped off into the escalator..
hazh.. no more hand.. so he pluck off the other hand... to balance it..
then we went yio chu kang to drink and play toot games..
ahzh..
(=
then went to kel's house ot ba ma jiang..
shiok la..
hahz..
(= beginner's no luck..
ahzh
suey dao bu dong ji dian..
ahzh
oh.. b4 that we went ot borrow dunno wad vcd, wanted to watch...
but too absorbed into mahjong.. so the vcd, asked kel to burn it.. hten tue then watch..
ahzh
(=
cool...
okok.. when going back.. was drizzlnig..
ahzh.. marcus borrowwed an umbrella from kel.. wanted to shelter me..
but i dint want.. wanted to play int he rain.. so rain outta it..
in the end... he had to chase after me.
hazh... lousy!!!! cant even climb hte fence la..
ahzh.. mauhahz...
ok.. i feel guilty actually... cos i keep bugging him for clues...
but!!!! i wanna know who!!!!
ahzh.. kpo wad.... hahz..
who ask you so shou with me... hahz..
hahz. no la..
i so nice lor... my reward right???
ahzh
okok.. see our neos!!!! hahz///

someone pls remind me i got 3 church service to attend next week..
23rd- 4 pm(chc by zc)
24pm- 10 am(cbc) and 6pm(shalom)
25th- 10 am(cbc)
mm... cbc= calvary baptist church
its the church i'm currently going now..
hazh
but not really regular..
supposed to go last week but i overslept..
the week b4.. but i fell sick after my trip..
siann...
mm... ok.. so tmr marcus and kel going with me!!! (=
whee!!!! my 2 good buddies..
too bad ling` not coming..
or maybe cos i never ask her..
cos her first reply will be "huh. so far ah?"
ahz.. okok...
he's back...
finally appeared again..
hazh(=
quite glad la..
but yea.. mm... time to take care of your health..
hazh..
not that i dun have t take care of my own health..
i'm getting better!!!
mum wanted me to see a doctor..
but i dint want to..
hahz..
dun wanna be restricted by those medication..
cos i dun like to eat them..
hahz.. (=
mm...
anwyay... i've finally understand a little more of myself..
the scary part..
sigh..
why whenever i discover something abt myself..
its nothing good???
sigh...
depressed...
haix!!!!!
mm... made the class blog today!!!
whee!!! i love it alot lei... compared to the previous one..hahz (= whoots!!!!!
mm... ok..
meiling scared mh away!!!!
ahzh... no la..
i also dunno..
but yea..
darling wanted to knwo something..
but in the end..i guess she dint know ba.. even after i added her into hte convs..
argh!!!
wad was i doing???
but yea..
so weird when darling called mh the bro pig..
family pig sia..
i stunt la..
since when there was a family pig..
pig farm sia..
aiya... dunno wad i'm trying to say la..
blur blur liao..
gotta sleep... i still gotta control that temper of mine man..
must never let it happen again..
wah lau..
that one really ah..
my split self man..
anyone rememebred me telling them i got split personality???
wad han and krist encountered that day i supposed was my other self..
esp when i just wake up or lack of sleep.. or super late in the night..
sianx...
haix..
wad am i talking abt.. damn...
sigh... ok.. gotta sleep(=

bloggin.. just woke up not long ago..
heex...
like wad marcus said.. piggy me..
hahz..
mm... ok.. i'm trying to study..
my econs..
sianx...
dun understand lei..
excpet for the definition of unemployment and labourforce..
sian sian..
ok..
someone has been missing for a few days..
should i say i'm worried???
hazh..
maybe ba..
wonder whether that person is doing fine..
mm...
i've got a gd news to share with those who are concern abt me not getting over jo.
its fading!!.. since adjam..
it seems like i dun really bother alot le..
but bother more as a friend,..
finally i can say he's my ex cum friend...
have been talking to zhou ren abt darling..
mm... i promised darling not to say anything.. and i dint ah..
(=
but he just keep bugging me..ahz...
so chi xin lor..
ahzh
feel like being hte matchmaker..
but scared darling not happy lei..
mm..
okok..
cant type much..
arms aching... from dunno wad..
(=
yay!!! i'm gonna get a job soon..
and i'm going for the seminar again on mon and tue!!!!!
whee!!!!!

mm... ok had xchange wiht hci odac today..
hahz.,.. cool la..
training was similar to last week..
but i dint run that time..
today ran..
shiok man..
ahzh..
2 rounds then 25 bxs
3 rounds 30 bxs
4 rounds
hahz..
mm.... i always though i'm like super lousy in odac,...
hahz..
but ya..
hci pple realy take things easy..
then after which we went to play..
played captain's ball and netball
hazh(=
mm... i made a few new friends..
eugene, hui jin, han yun,wen hui.
the rest cant remeber..
ahzh.. oh and arron..
finally we meet and know who we had been talking to all along.. (=
damn fun la..
supposed to do pioneering de..
but yea... we decided to have games instead..
ahzh..
mm... suddenly i find myself happy in odac again.
hahz..
maybe cos the person i dun really like neva come.. (=
mm... i wanna join hci for their sea expedition..
hazh..
but we wun combine le.. after mon..
sian..
mon i wun be going to their training..
sad sad... =(
hazh..
talked to jason again..
hazh.. zai lor..
i've got a job!!!
whee!!!!!!!!!
going for interview this sun..
whee!!!!!
shall keep that job a surprise..
but its damn attractive...
hazh..
imagine after skol when skol starts.
i can go and watch free show..
shiok man..
ahzh (=

wanna fall in love.
but!!!! i'm scared...
mm... heard from jie that he's attached.
sigh..
why guys bian xin so fast ah??
sigh
cant they be like gals??? be more faithful??
mm... ok la..
oh i mentioned i was scared right???
hahz..
yea.. scared scared..
scared abt break ups again.
scared to love someone to deeply again.
scared to make the person the spare tyre.
why spare tyre?
cos i dun wanna be wiht someone who like/love me, yet i'm thinking of someone else..
sad...
that was wad happened then...
sigh..
buti wouldnt mind.. if my next were to be there for me. jsut silently there for me.. hoping one day i will not think of the other guy and accept him whole-heartedly..
this guy is then really worth treasuring.
aiya..
why am i talking abt all these???
should be concentratin on my studies..
dammit..
lost touch..
sigh...
mm....
talked to zhou ren..
wahhh.. sian diao..
we were talking abt felix and solomon..
he asked if darling has a bf..
so i say she's to cold to guys le... except for that 2..
then he ask why i dun go for them???
sian diao..
all sistas... no feeling lei..
ahzh(=
feel bad for them..
but i promised both side not to say...
so they will never know each other's feelings..
sad case la... (=
mm... love story..
sigh...
makes me sadder..
erm.. i supposed i no longer love him that much..
time really fades it all.
but the hurt is too deep.
my mended heart was shattered again..
hahz..
more scars..
sigh...

Hi guys and girls, this is a very meaningful story that tells us the great
>>extent that Jesus has forgiven our sins. Every single one of them. It's
>>also a stark reminder of how we tend to do the wrong things rather than
>>what we have been commanded to do, and yet Jesus has covered our sins with
>>his blood.
>>
>>It's also a reminder that we need to share the gospel a lot more than we
>>do right now.
>>
>>Don't write this off as another chain mail. Read it and forward if it has
>>touched your life. Don't forget to watch the video either, because it
>>contains very powerful visuals of the feelings of being in THE ROOM.
>>
>>God bless,
>>
>>Daryl
>>
>>"The Room" by Joshua Harris (For video go to
>>http://www.blogger.com/%3Ca%20onclick=">http://homepage.mac.com/joshharris/iMovieTheater5.html)
>>
>>In that place between wakefulness and dreams, I found myself in the room.
>>There were no distinguishing features save for the one wall covered with
>>small index-card files. They were like the ones in libraries that list
>>titles by author or subject in alphabetical order. But these files, which
>>stretched from floor to ceiling and seemingly endlessly in either
>>direction, had very different headings. As I drew near the wall of files,
>>the first to catch my attention was one that read "Girls I Have Liked." I
>>opened it and began flipping through the cards. I quickly shut it, shocked
>>to realize that I recognized the names written on each one.

>>small, in a detail my memory couldn\'t match.
>>
>>A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as
>>I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought
>>joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that
>>I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching. A file named
>>"Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I Have Betrayed."
>>
>>The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird. "Books I Have
>>Read," "Lies I Have Told," "Comfort I Have Given," "Jokes I Have Laughed
>>At." Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: "Things I\'ve Yelled at
>>My Brothers." Others I couldn\'t laugh at: "Things I Have Done in My
>>Anger," "Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents." I never
>>ceased to be surprised by the contents. Often there were many more cards
>>than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped.
>>
>>
>>I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be
>>possible that I had the time in my 20 years to write each of these
>>thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth.
>>Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
>>
>>When I pulled out the file marked "Songs I Have Listened To," I realized
>>the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly,
>>and yet after two or three yards, I hadn\'t found the end of the file. I
>>shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of music, but more by the vast",1]
);
//-->

>>
>>And then without being told, I knew exactly where I was. This lifeless
>>room with its small files was a crude catalog system for my life. Here
>>were written the actions of my every moment, big and
>>small, in a detail my memory couldn't match.
>>
>>A sense of wonder and curiosity, coupled with horror, stirred within me as
>>I began randomly opening files and exploring their content. Some brought
>>joy and sweet memories; others a sense of shame and regret so intense that
>>I would look over my shoulder to see if anyone was watching. A file named
>>"Friends" was next to one marked "Friends I Have Betrayed."
>>
>>The titles ranged from the mundane to the outright weird. "Books I Have
>>Read," "Lies I Have Told," "Comfort I Have Given," "Jokes I Have Laughed
>>At." Some were almost hilarious in their exactness: "Things I've Yelled at
>>My Brothers." Others I couldn't laugh at: "Things I Have Done in My
>>Anger," "Things I Have Muttered Under My Breath at My Parents." I never
>>ceased to be surprised by the contents. Often there were many more cards
>>than I expected. Sometimes fewer than I hoped.
>>
>>
>>I was overwhelmed by the sheer volume of the life I had lived. Could it be
>>possible that I had the time in my 20 years to write each of these
>>thousands or even millions of cards? But each card confirmed this truth.
>>Each was written in my own handwriting. Each signed with my signature.
>>
>>When I pulled out the file marked "Songs I Have Listened To," I realized
>>the files grew to contain their contents. The cards were packed tightly,
>>and yet after two or three yards, I hadn't found the end of the file. I
>>shut it, shamed, not so much by the quality of music, but more by the vast

>>its size, and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content. I felt
>>sick to think that such a moment had
>>been recorded.
>>
>>An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: "No one
>>must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to
>>destroy them!" In an insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn\'t
>>matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one
>>end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single
>>card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong
>>as steel when I tried to tear it
>>
>>Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my
>>forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh. And then I
>>saw it. The title bore "People I Have Shared the Gospel With." The handle
>>was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its
>>handle and a small box not more than three inches
>>long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
>>
>>And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt
>>started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried.
>>I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of
>>file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know
>>of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key.
>>
>>But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him. No, please not Him. Not",1]
);
//-->

>>amount of time I knew that file represented.
>>
>>When I came to a file marked "Lustful Thoughts," I felt a chill run
>>through my body. I pulled the file out only an inch, not willing to test
>>its size, and drew out a card. I shuddered at its detailed content. I felt
>>sick to think that such a moment had
>>been recorded.
>>
>>An almost animal rage broke on me. One thought dominated my mind: "No one
>>must ever see these cards! No one must ever see this room! I have to
>>destroy them!" In an insane frenzy I yanked the file out. Its size didn't
>>matter now. I had to empty it and burn the cards. But as I took it at one
>>end and began pounding it on the floor, I could not dislodge a single
>>card. I became desperate and pulled out a card, only to find it as strong
>>as steel when I tried to tear it
>>
>>Defeated and utterly helpless, I returned the file to its slot. Leaning my
>>forehead against the wall, I let out a long, self-pitying sigh. And then I
>>saw it. The title bore "People I Have Shared the Gospel With." The handle
>>was brighter than those around it, newer, almost unused. I pulled on its
>>handle and a small box not more than three inches
>>long fell into my hands. I could count the cards it contained on one hand.
>>
>>And then the tears came. I began to weep. Sobs so deep that they hurt
>>started in my stomach and shook through me. I fell on my knees and cried.
>>I cried out of shame, from the overwhelming shame of it all. The rows of
>>file shelves swirled in my tear-filled eyes. No one must ever, ever know
>>of this room. I must lock it up and hide the key.
>>
>>But then as I pushed away the tears, I saw Him. No, please not Him. Not

>>to intuitively go to the worst boxes. Why did He have to read every one?
>>
>>Finally He
>>turned and looked at me from across the room. He looked at me with pity in
>>His eyes. But this was a pity that didn\'t anger me. I dropped my head,
>>covered my face with my hands and began to cry again. He walked over and
>>put His arm around me. He could have said so many things. But He didn\'t
>>say a word. He just cried with me.
>>
>>Then He got up and walked back to the wall of files. Starting at one end
>>of the room, He took out a file and, one by one, began to sign His name
>>over mine on each card.
>>
>>"No!" I shouted rushing to Him. All I could find to say was "No, no," as I
>>pulled the card from Him. His name shouldn\'t be on these cards. But there
>>it was, written in red so rich, so dark, so alive. The name of Jesus
>>covered mine. It was written with His blood.
>>
>>He gently took the card back. He smiled a sad smile and began to sign the
>>cards. I don\'t think I\'ll ever understand
>>how He did it so quickly, but the next instant it seemed I heard Him close
>>the last file and walk back to my side. He placed His hand on my shoulder
>>and said, "It is finished."
>>
>>I stood up, and He led me out of the room. There was no lock on its door.
>>

i'm bored bored..
sick.. damn..
super bad soar throat, cough,
tummy ache.
oh man.
wad did i eat wrongly again?
sianx..
ok.. thankfully today nothing on..
but i'm so sianx...
wanna play!!!
pool, mahjong, swimming @ JW
argh..
ok...
3 days to 6 months..
26 days to 18 years.
wahhhhhh..
feel so old man...
mm... i'm scared of that day now..
though next year MI 06S03 will be going out for dinner that evening..
hahz...
thanks meiling in advance for planning this for me.
though its not a surprise le.. but i'm still happy.. for the thought she has..
meiling is my DARLING in MI...
right??? we shared eveyhting tgt.
the person she likes and the person i loved..
the fun, laughter peace and joy..
the saddness and everything..
ahzh..
oh.. of course not forgetting the other 2 flower and our 1 shit..
hahz..
its just amazing how our class bonded..
hazh..
still missing that class soooo much..
ahzh..
we should have all appealed to stay tgt in the same class and skol...
then we wun be so far apart..
=(
mm... thinking back la... dun mind me.. (=

haiya... this peiling ah... make me do this... sian....
ok here goes the thing she wrote that i was in. and i have to do.


1. Single, taken, or crushing?
single and crushing on the person i love.. hazh

2. Are you happy with your life now?
no

3. When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
i supposed so.(=

4. Have you had your heart broken?
yea... twice.. sad sad.

5. Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
wads cheating love? someone who continues being wiht you even if his feelings fade? if thats the case. i dun think so.. experienced it b4..

6. Would you talk to someone back if he/cheats you?
yea.. still friends.. but i will hate him for the first couple of months

7. Have you talked to another person about marriage before?
yes.. to my sotong

8. Do you want children?
ahzh.. of course. they are so cute!!!

9. How many?
2 max

10. Would you consider adoption?
i supposed so.. if i cannot conceive la. (=

11. If someone likes you right now, would you accept?
depends whether i like that person or not..

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
mm... enjoy!!! memorable. but texing too!

13. Be honest, what did you & your ex did?
secret. cant say.. and dun force me.but its sweet and romantic.. muahahz

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
yea!!! my first!!! oh wells.. believed and still believe

15. Are you romantic?
depends on who my bf is.

16. Do you believe you can change someone?
yea.. i did changed someone. but that person changed me too!

17. if you could marry somewhere, where would it be?
at my dream sea in my dream house garden

18. Do you easily give in when you're fighting?
erm... usually yes. but also no.. depends on who's in the wrong

19. Do you have feelings for someone right now?
yes.that person knows it too. but its too bad for me

20. Have you ever wished you had someone, who loves you?
yea.. wish for one to love me now.. but i want my special one.

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
yea.. i still feel guilty abt that. cos he broke off contact wiht me 1 day b4 i go philippines

22. One day, if your best friend falls in love with the he/she you're deeply in love with, what would you do?
i will give in. cos i dun wan my bestie to be sad. neither do i wanna be rivals wiht her

23. Are you missing someone right now?
yea.. missing him dearly.. hoping he will come back one day and walk me towards god.

Choose 8 friends to do this
huh 8?
mm...
meiling, marcus, peggy, aloy, jie ying, jackson, kristine, belle

mm..
after which we went cwp to eat and study..
wahhh kel... suddenly say wanan go home...
sianx... so me peggy and ling went to eat and study!!
and took neos too!!!

today went for the stock exchange seminar today..
wahh... talked to 2 uni students..
formally from pioneer too!!!
hi seniors..
cool..
mm..ok.. i dun wana say wad i learn today..
see for yourself

ok.. these are the notes...

adjam.
woots.
hero 是吗?
ahz... whee!!
ok la. adjam was tiring.
seriously tiring.
initially all of us were super hyped!
shouting running screming laughing.
but by the night.
its just pure tiredness.
but we perservere. until we got out last ending card.
hazh.
the unis seniors said in jc odac, we get fitter.
but in uni they get fatter.
hazh..
and so at sentosa, we add on.
jc odac only based on perserverence.
uni odac based on money and time
hazh.
damn stoot.argh! i kena abrasion too!
walked penguinly. cherlin helped me alot!!!
due to my night blindness
thanks bud!
mm. yea.
realli happy that adjam is over.
after adjam.
followed pjc's odac to siloso beach.
played for a while and then slept.
spare the details.
after which when they all left for vivo. i went home.

feeling shit. cos its the first time i flare up so badly.
wahlau.
shit la.
anyway. this flare up really tells me who exactly treats me good and not.
kaoz.
i know it perfectly.
i always thought we were inseparable.
as in super good friends.
but now i know. ultimately, you're not close to me at all.
i ren.
argh!
many many la. dammit la.
thinking twice if i should remain in odac.
lone ranger i am now.
the gals are tgt as one. guys as one. but i'm not in any.
i'm not close to the guys and gals.
spare the deatils again.
argh! its just shitty la.
they dunno i cried.
they dunno who exactly happened.
if i should say. though they dunno, er zi knew it best.
i kept all to myself.
i rather be humilated and let you guys talk behind my back.
but everyone has a limit.
and you guys have already made me boiled.
i tried knowing you guys and spending my extra time wiht you gals.
but wad i get?
why is it always the seniors thats most concern with us.
wad abt those in hte same batch.
i'm a bitch bitching?
wad abt those who "claimS" to be my friends.
wahlau.
hate you all la.
mm.
okok..
no more whining.

mm.. saw dennis kor and alvin and kenneth.
dint talk to kenneth.
only alvin and dennis.
whee!!!!
korkor.. 2 years le hor..
hahz..
i took a shot with you. back then did we take in harbin?
hazh.
did you like the last hit?
hahz..
did i slapped too hard ah? hope i dint.
ahzh(=
whee!!!
i'm proud to announce that DENNIS is my bro.
cos he's a super duper good takwondo-er
and yea... vjc odac pres sia.
hahz..
okok.
alvin.
was afraid he will talk to me abt zhiwei.
thankfully he dint.
hahz..(=
mm... no one knew wad happened? or maybe a few knew.
ahzh.. aiya..
no big deal.
i'm not saddened.
but yea.. missed him only la..
missed my bestie.
ahzh
marcus dear!!! hey hey.
thanks alot.. for calling me and wanting to know things.
hahz..
sorry i had no energy to talk..
hazh..
so you did all the talking for dunno how long thru my trip home.
mm...
my voice sounds as if i was sianx right?
but yea..
tell you hor.
i was brightened by you!
thanks buddy!
eh. you spendthrift kid.
dun spend so much la..
if not ah.. you better give me my x'mas gift.
muahahz.
and you promise me my pubbing/ clubbing
hazh.
did you forget?
hazh
mm.
minghao.
you better rest you leg well..
though dint knew wad happened to it.
but yea. you suddenly went MIA yest. ahzh.
oh. and sean dint tell me that you went home.
but just noticed you were around. when the guys sorta gather at times(=

just talked to jason!!!
wah lau...
biang lor..
so lame..
shall say wad he wrote


Jason says:
两只蛇！
waiting for my deathnote2!!! 28th dec [http://shalom-youth.blogspot.com] says:
?
waiting for my deathnote2!!! 28th dec [http://shalom-youth.blogspot.com] says:
wads liang zhi she?
Jason says:
Two Snakes
Two snakes are slithering down the sidewalk.
One says to the other, �Hey, are we poisonous?
The other says, I don't know, why?
The first snake says, Because I just bit my lip.
waiting for my deathnote2!!! 28th dec [http://shalom-youth.blogspot.com] says:
then?
Jason says:
that's all.
waiting for my deathnote2!!! 28th dec [http://shalom-youth.blogspot.com] says:
thats all?
waiting for my deathnote2!!! 28th dec [http://shalom-youth.blogspot.com] says:
diaox
Jason says:
yup lol
Jason says:
haha
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Jason says:
The 'Perfect' Password
waiting for my deathnote2!!! 28th dec [http://shalom-youth.blogspot.com] says:
wow!!!
Jason says:
A woman was helping her husband set up his computer, and at the appropriate point in the process, the computer advised him that he would now need to enter a password. Something he will use to log on.
Jason says:
The husband was in a rather amorous mood and figured he would try for the shock effect to bring this to his wife's attention. So, when the computer asked him to enter his password, he made it plainly obvious to his wife what he was entering by stating each letter out loud as he typed
Jason says:
P... E... N... I...S
Jason says:
His wife fell off her chair laughing when the computer replied:


**** PASSWORD REJECTED. NOT LONG ENOUGH***
waiting for my deathnote2!!! 28th dec [http://shalom-youth.blogspot.com] says:
then?
Jason says:
zzz
waiting for my deathnote2!!! 28th dec [http://shalom-youth.blogspot.com] says:
zzz? finish again?
Jason says:
aiyo u ahh..
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Jason says:
The other night I was invited out for a night with "the boys". I told my wife that I would be home by midnight ..promise!
Well, the hours passed and the beer was going down way too easy. At around 2:30 a.m., drunk as a skunk, I headed for home. Just as I got in the door, the cuckoo clock in the hall started up and cuckooed 3 times.
waiting for my deathnote2!!! 28th dec [http://shalom-youth.blogspot.com] says:
then?
Jason says:
Quickly, I realized she'd probably wake up, so I cuckooed another 9 times. I was really proud of myself, having a quick-witted solution, even when smashed, to escape a possible conflict.
Jason says:
The next morning my wife asked me what time I got in, and I told her twelve o'clock. She didn't seem disturbed at all. Whew! Got away with that one!
Jason says:
She then told me that we needed a new cuckoo clock. When I asked her why, she said, "Well, last night our clock cuckooed three times, then said "oh shit," cuckooed 4 more times, cleared its throat, cuckooed another 3 times, giggled, cuckooed twice more, and then farted."
Jason says:
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Jason says:
lol
Jason says:
one more
Jason says:
Lesson to be learned from typing the wrong email address:
A Minneapolis couple decided to go to Florida to thaw out during a particularly icy winter. They planned to stay at the same hotel where they spent their honeymoon 20 years earlier. Because of hectic schedules, it was difficult to coordinate their travel plans.
Jason says:
So, the husband left Minneapolis and flew to Florida on Thursday, with his wife flying down the following day. The husband checked into the hotel. There was a computer in his room, so he decided to send an email to his wife. However, he accidentally left out one letter in her email address, and without realizing his error, sent the email.
waiting for my deathnote2!!! 28th dec [http://shalom-youth.blogspot.com] says:
wad's that?
Jason says:
Meanwhile, somewhere in Houston, a widow had just returned home from her husband's funeral. He was a minister who was called home to glory following a heart attack. The widow decided to check her email expecting messages from relatives and friends. After reading the first message, she screamed and fainted.
Jason says:
The widow's son rushed into the room, found his mother on the floor, and saw the computer screen which read:
Jason says:
To: My loving wife
Subject: I've arrived Date: April 6, 2006
I know you're surprised to hear from me. They have computers here now and you are allowed to send emails to your loved ones. I've just arrived and have been checked in. I see that everything has been prepared for your arrival tomorrow. Looking forward to seeing you then. Hope your journey is as uneventful as mine was.
Jason says:
P.S. sure is freaking hot down here!!!!!
Jason says:
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this is the way i pack my bag
pack my bag
pack my bag
this is the way i pack my bag
so late in the night.
dunno wad to pack inside
pack inside
pack inside
dunno wad to pack inside
so anyhow pack WHEE!

ahhz.. ok..so random lo.
packing my bag la..
mm... wad am i supposed to bring?
hazh...i serioiusly hope i wun die tmr!!
maybe tue i shoudlnt meet ying la..
spend quality time sleeping!!
ahzh..
mm..okok..
meey ling` and ying @admiralty to study!!!!
see we so guai..
ahzh.. ok la... i dint do much... but i think ling` did a lot today..
ahzh..
i spent half my time changing positions..
cos the stool is too far from the table..
so uncomfortable la.. =(
then that toot bite.. wahlau... chao pain la..
sianx.
ok. i'm long-winded sia..
ahzh.
and i was childish just now.. went to play de slide when we were going home..
in the end.. ling` took that pic down..
oh my tian!!!!
how can that happened to me?
hazh.
thats abt it lor.. ate dinner.. ling` saw her friend..
name chao guai4 one..
dunno how to spell his full name.. but short form is nat. which ling` pronounced as "net"
ahzh.. but ya... damn funny la.. the way they talk to each other..
its really the kind like "we know each other so well, so yea. we can suan"
and not the" erm. i dunno you well so i'm shy shy kind. "
gettit? nvm if those who's reading dun understand..
ahzhaz
oh ya..
they were saying abt how funny the way i speak..
i guess i know why le..
hazh..
in sngs its called normal..
cos we all sound like that.. and we feel super normal just speaking like that..
hazh..
how to say..
just in short.. sngs gals mostly speak de way i do??
cos we speak eng most of the time.
ahzh..
and we're forced to speak chi sometimes...
*recalling my trip to china...
1 sentence of eng and we pay chen jia yu 1 buck*
ahzh.. and yea... not forgetting my first 3 months.. total eng..
esp the gang i mixed with...
ahzh.. .
including jo duh!!
hahz..

Death Note Movie 2 - (The Last Name) Trailer II

its coming soon!!! 28th dec

hazh..sentosa outing..
was supposed to meet the seniors at cck at 8am..
but!!! yea... they know wad happened..
so couldnt make it..
until afternoon.. i felt better. .
so i made my way down myself..
wahh... first time going there myself la...
so noob. thanks weijie.(=
mm then walked along there... just to find them..
huang tian bu fu ku xin ren.
i found them!!!
ahzh.. but i dint play water though.
ahzh. .alvin. 2 piece?
funny ah... they all laughed at the convers lor..
hazh..
sexy and hot... muahahz..
crap..
i gladly claimed that alvin forgot to eat his medicine today..
damn feng la..
hahz.. (=
mm. then we go vivo for dinner. at clau's J.
hahaza... mm... but alvin zao off...
tell me he go style hair sia.
who knows he went to market lor..
eat wiht krist is it?
hazh. amos smelt somehting fishy..
ahzh.. me too!!! hahz..
ok nvm.
here comes the fun part.
after we left. me and amos went to little india to catch the 960 bus..
and guess wad? more than 4 of amos'bus drove past.
but he cant board cos of me
hahz..
then 960 is here finally!!!
but!!! to full to even put a foot in.
and worse!! no taxis available!!!
biang la.. hazh.. after 40 mins?
we finally saw another 960 bus... and an available taxi..
so we hopped on the taxi!!!
fianlly la.
argh!!! should have taken 963 lor..
sorry amos..
sigh!!!! 963!!!!!!

just talked to karkoon online.. wahhh...
gg la..
you stirred my emotions again lor..
i tot i got over le..
then he talked abt me and jo
and my future..
i nearly cried la..
sigh...
oh wells..
but nevertheless...
i shared with him my goal!!!
cunning goal..
ahzh..
nice bedtime story right???
better thank me ah..
hazh.. i have lotsa stories to share de..
but some not interesting but touching..
hahz..
i shall be selfish.. tell me a good reason why i should tell you the bedtime story..
and i'l say..
i'm being nice@!!
and KARKOON!!! my treat to jurong swimming...
i wanna play the slides...
you promised me...
since feb!!!
ding dang diao..
mm..
my day is so sianx... studied in skol wiht peggy!!!
wahhh.. dun say we're guai.. cos we dint touch much..
ahzh.. =(
mm... ok...
i'm still awake.. cant believe it..
going sentosa in a few hours time..
i wonder wad i will be doing there..
sianx..... cant play water=(
sigh..
mm... anwyay... watching weight-lifting..
wahh... our s'pore man. chua.. just love showing off his muscles..
hazh.. and they are so goldie!!! hazh
ahz... showcasting themselves..
wahhh... take so long to weight-lifting sia..
more like modelling.. hazh.. =(
ok la... i shant crap more le.. i need my beauty sleep!!! =(

so happening..
hazh..today really wonderful la..
hazh.. lots to say...
had fun with amos, krist, yuan xiao and han at tcc @city link mall..
hahz..
damn funny la... we miss the stop, then walked all the way down..
ok... han drank some choco-mint thingy..
and she got high la..
mm.. then we went SIM for adjam meeting.. hazh..
we were late.. hahz.. but yea.. thankfully they haven started...
then got our groups..
hazh..
i'm in the same gp as yuan xiao, zang and jia hao..
mm.. we arent as enthu lei..
sianx...
ahzh..
mm..ok... at there.. i saw kenneth, alvin..
hahz... very happy...
hahz.. but sad dint see kor...
neither am i in the same gp as him..
ahzh.. =(
mm...
ok.. credit goes to AMOS..
hahz... he waited for us la...!!! until han finished..
her gp super enthu la..
cos of her.. hahz
then we walked to timah...
hazh.. wanted to play pool.. but was full..
so yea... we left our numbers down... hoping they will call back soon..
so we went to the bridge to play...
hahz.. damn toot la..
but fun.. in the end .. they finally called... but!!! too late.. so we continued playing...
damn funny la..
our forfeit was damn funny la..
those who lose have to jump down..
jk de la..
then when we wanted to leave. then only we realised that where we sat had lots of ants...
hazh... han kena the most la..
ahzh.. poor her..
hahz.. and someone was the hero sia...
*clear throat*
hazh.. so xi xin....
hazh.. then he sent her home also...
ahem ahem..
hazh...
me and amos were watching show la..
ahzh (=
ok la...
my day is really fulfilled today..
i guess its worth more than 80 bucks if i were to work today (=
thanks guys..
we talked abt mingling..
and i said... we're gonna be dead... cos we only associate ourselves with j2s..
next year we will die lor... left with j1, which we hardly mix with..
sad sad...

am i really a busy gal? or its just wad i wrote that make me looked busy?
sian...
supposed to go working today..
cos xiao ping jie yest say highly today 3 pm..
wahhh... in the end? this morning.. she then smsed me say too many pple..
sianx la..
3 jobs also like that..
sian sian sian..
this is like super good money la..
and i'm like needing money also..
dammit..
nvm..
wait for next week..
sian!!!!!!
mm.... peggy will come back from camp today..
whcih means... tmr i can meet her.. since i dun have to work..
ahzhh.. yay!!!
miss my laopo...
ahzh..
mm... anwyay... going out le..
meeting han[ex-convict(=], yuan xiao and amos..
did i mention today is eve's amos and lingkang's bdae???
HAPPY BDAE WOR...
hahz... eve is such a lucky gal..
shall spare the details..
cos its mean for her to cherish it.. hazh..
wanna know??? go ask her yourself.. and see if she's willing to say..
hazh..
apa daddy!!! remember my share ah? hahz...
whee!!!

mm... ok... my day...
mm... odac from 830am huh???
they purposely say so early..
wahkao..
next time i wake up later liao... if not dun go le..
mm...
anwyay..
pt... i couldnt run..
cos of my blister..
and i was wearing slippers..
mm....
but i did pt la.. besides jumping jacks..
hazh..
then had to do some reflections.. and then happy bdae time..
ahz... thankfully i didnt get dunk with cakes..
hahz... not close with the guys to be dunk too.. heng ah..
cos i really hate getting dirty in skol..(=.
ok ,, after that went to bukit batok to eat lunch... pasta..
ahzh.. then went to jo's house to return his stuffs..
wahhhh... shocked... saw his mum driving back...
so i was poilet enough to bow to say hello.. (=
hi aunty..
hope you and uncle will like the card... (=
mm..okok.. after whcih went to han's place... wahhh. so near MI la..
ahzh... just opp..
hahz.
okok.. then went queensway to shop..
i bought a small pouchy bag..
hazh... oh... i forogt to add that i bought an army polo tee right??
its black... whee!!! i really love it alot..
if it fits me without being too big.. i will consider buying the other 2 design.. (=
heex...
ok la.. thats how my day lor..
i actually made my mind to go to his house ot pass the cards and stuffs..
mm... hopefully i can have the courage to go every season to give the cards... since i dunno his add.. hahz.. (=
am i foolish??? no ba... friend greeting also can be accepted right??? hazh..
i choose to face everyhting happily..
hazh...
happily=happy lee.. (=
hahz...
i really like this name alot..
hahz.. thanks to my ex dear dear.. (=

Lupang Hinirang
batand magiliw, perlas ng silanganan
Alab ng puso, su dibdib mo'y buhay
Lupang Hinirang, dayan ka ng magiting
Sa manlulupig, di ka pasisiil
Sa dagat at bundok, sa simoy at sa langit mo'y bughaw
May dilag alag tula at awit sa paglagyang minamahal
Ang kislap ng waawat mo'y tagumpay na nagniningying
Ang bituly at arraw nyang kailan pa may di mag didilim
Lupa ng arraw ng luwalhatit pagsiuta, buhay ay langit sa piling mo
Aming ligaya na paymay mang aapi ang mamatay ng dahil sayo

this is philippine's naltional anthem..
hopefully i dint spell wrongly (=
heex...
missing-ness.
phillippines.. (=

thats me and marcus... hahz... got more la... but yea... promised not to pose all..

ok... atmy cousin's house now.. their house warming... hahz... damn cool...
house so classy.. hahz.. abit small though..
ahzh.. but i still prefer my house... cos got bus to town... their house only got one bus only...
ahzh..
(=
okok... i'm still in my post phillippines trip...
still miss there alot..
suddenly i fewlt teh emptiness when i came back..
its like as if..
everything's back to square one...
sigh.... okok..
shant procastinate..
ahzh.. yest went out with mum forlunch..
then went to tanglin to find marcus..
ahzh.. then we went to take neos... eat ice cream and his dinner..
ahzh./... i did a few questions of my hol homework.. whee!!!!!
hmm...
i promised him not to post all the pics up righ???? but!!!!
i never scan them in!!!
sad sad.... such have done sooo!!! sigh..
anywyay...
ODACIAN take note..
9th dec we have a odac outing at sentosa..
meet at 9am @ harborfront mrt..
J2s confirm with either zhi sen or wen yang.
J1s to alina...
thanks!!!

i suddenly like saying this..
outta no where..
it jus "poped" outta my mind..
peggy's feeling indiffernt..
neither (= nor =(
then i told her whether we (= or =( we still gotta pass by each day...
might as well pass it with a smile and not a frown..
hazh..
i'm always trying to cheer pple up..
always trying to help them wiht all i can..
but i realised i never did all those b4!!!
maybe i should reflect on myself and do them b4 other will follow me..
mm... sudden random-ness again..
sad sad..
mm... oh... saw lucinda mei online..
reminded me of something...
where's my darlyn dear!!!!
my SA tees... ahzh...
i'm gonna xchange them for njc tee.. hazh..
oh... and did i say i lost my vjc badge jsut now???
hazh... it was like right in front of me.. and i could see it..
at that moment..
i only tot of something..
or maybe 2..
1st.. the memory of me and jo is fading..
2nd.. me and zw no fate ba..
shall make use of this post to apologise to this special person in me..
i made your life super miserable for 11 months..
sorry zhuzai..
you've long touched my heart...
but i never had the intention to accept you..
sorry... i lied to you many a times...
but you never failed to forgive me..
erm... i must say we really had a lot of ups and downs..
we somesort overcome them???
but ultimately... wad we went thru was useless..
cos we eventually still go on our separate ways..
this philippines trip is a farewell trip from me to you and you to me..
you chose to give me up totally.. and decided to break contact wiht me..
i cant do anyhting but only say godbless..
cos i know you cant wait that long for me..
sudden emotional gush..
i wasnt that affected.. cos i'm only sad that from that day onwards... i lost my best friend...
thats the only thing i grieved abt..
oh well...
talked to the mo mo him...
mm.. sounds as if i'm too concern wiht him le..
du ask why..
azhh..
think he's sick of talkin to me also..
too talkative le la..
and how to say.... we just really have no common topic to even start on..
sad case man..
really wanna know everything... but i cant..

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