hmm..
haven beenin here for a few days..
hmm..
yest was sc interview. .
crap la. .
i schrewed it up..
prob cos i dint wanan join le..
so anyhow answer..
hmm..
today was green bazzar..
wasnt good i guess..
haven know how much we earned..
but ya..
=]
hm..
ok..
fri i'm going for a camp until sun..
so i wun be able to work. neither will i be free..
ahzh..
but.. i need alot alot of money!!!
sigh...

felt super sad today..
i dint expect her to be in the same cca as me..
make me dun like odac le..
why make me so sad?
with her presense??
why make me so sad?
with wad you typed to me in the sms??
you know i'm waiting for you online??
only wanting to ask you a ques.
sigh..
but most prob your answer is negative. sigh
you said i was the first to give you so much attention.
but you dint appreciate it after all..
cos she also gave you attention.
more than wad i could give you.
forget it..
i was supposed to forget you..
if possible not see you at all..
but you know i cant.
cos i wanna see you..
sigh

i'm really sad now..
cos of wad he said..
sigh
he knew how i felt towards him..
but he still hurt me in the end..
sigh..
now i dunno how i'm gonna face him, esp in skol
sigh..
hm...
am i gonna cry? or continue to be crazy, or totally quiet..
i dunno..
i've used my work to numb myself..
sigh..
must i resort to this???
sigh..
hmm.. ok..
my work..
today's the 2nd day. .
damn fun..
hazh..
i've learnt to carry my 6th cup in one hands..
and now i can easily carry 12 empty cups..
felt so achieved..
made many many friends too..
ahz
and now i'm tired..
hahz..
hopefully i will stop thinking of him soon..
cos no matter how much i feel for him, i wun be able to tell him anymore..
he's not longer my lao gona, and i'm not longer his lao po..

hmmm...
i haven blog for long le.. hmm..
ok
we're ok again.. hmm..
so kiddy right??? hahz
still so childish. always ifriend you and you friend me..
hazh
hmm...
ok..
i got back my test today
sigh failed....
despite zhuzai helpuing me like hell then
hahz
sorry zz..
hmm..
but i did not bad..
hazh
only fail by 1 mark
got encouragement from mrs tay..
hazh
=)
hmm... today's the 20th april 2006
hmm...
together with baby for 3 months 10 days.
whee!!! hmmm haven seen him for days and night
dunno how many millions years passed le..
hahz
hmm...
ok..
now its rumours..
hmm..
so stoopid..
wad ah?????
me and JH?
me and Pors?
me and walter?
me and linan?
me and chie hong?
hahz..
joyce so funny..
say me scandalous. like all the guys in my class..
hmm.. lucky only 4 guys in my class.. heng ah..
hmm..
secret. secret..
hmm...
but i'm crushing on 2 now..
muahahz//
1 knows, the other doesnt..
but the other always bully me..
not fair lor..
so ya.. bullly him in return..
hahz
hmm.. aiya.. shant say le..
may peace be with you

hmm... i'm sad now..
1st. zz finally gonna give me up..
initially he give me up cos he's giving up on himself..
then now,, sigh..
dun wanna talk abt it le..
i just treat that i've never known him ba..
it will definetely hurt alot..
but there's nothing i can do..
2nd.
abt sotong..
he made me upset..
should know it himself ba..
sigh..
i'm sad. i'm mad..
but wad can i do?? if you cant be bothered with it, then i cant say anything..
at times i always wonder if we're really meant for eachother..
then again.. the more i try to be faithful, the more i will be upset.
sigh.. forget it..
i just have to forget this whole episode..
i no longer have a zhuzai..
to me, he's dead.or rather lost, and i cant find him..
if anyone sees him, tell him i'm always there.. waiting for the old him.. and i'm not goona look for the new zhuzai..
sigh..
haix..
forget it..

hmm.. cut my hair today..
but mum said not much difference
sigh.. wasted $31.50 on it.. argh...

i'm so dead now..
so dead can..
is it gonna be schrewed again??
no right?
hmmm.. do i really like him?
or like wad he says its infatuation?
hmm.. haix..
its gonna be real awkward now..
howhow?
we still have to see each other in skol everyday..
sigh..
and wads worse he's my ahem.. S06 you should knwo wadit means..
oh holy crap..
this is real bad..
now cos of wad i said, you no longer feel comfortable with me.. i dun like..
i rather you not ask me to tell you..
at least i can still hear you call me lp once a while..
sigh..

hmm.. ok.. today 4 am, me n baby 3 months le..
i must say alot of obstacles..
first was zz.. now lg..for my side..
baby's got sarah..
hmm..
we broke my record.. now its his and setting a new record..
hopefully no matter wad, my feelings for baby will remain strong..
pors.. i'm sorry if i hurt you..
i was serious abt it..
it really hurts me to see you even withdrawed from me..
dun k??? not sure if you will even come in here.. but ya..
i rahter you know the truth then i keep you in the dark.
sorry lg.. =]

time flies fastx..
hmm..
next sat will be my performance le..
finally..
its here and soon i'll be gone
whee!!!
can spend more time with sotong and 06s06 clique..
whee!!!
hmm.
these few days have been smsing "lao gong"..
hahz..
hmmm.. pors's a super nice and shy guy..
hazh
dunno if he mixes well wiht mummy and jiejie not..

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