today had full dress fer dance..
hahz..
veyr long never wear my bridal cos..
suddenly feel lweird wearing it..
but ok la..
hee..
hmm...
today during lunch, pan lao shi helped me finished the chair dance,...
then half way..
ting feng came , debbi also came with her bf..
hahz..
to return cos..
hahz..
so paiseh lei..
he see me dance that dance..
my shen duan wasnt good hahz
but glad to see him..
hahz..
he cut his hair..
like pri skol boy now..
haz..
kawaii des..
hahz..
hmm..

anyway yest went to njc fer my entrance test..
was one of the 140 shortlisted pple..
hee..
hmm..
well maths and english paper was something like normal O level paper..
then gat was exactlyt wad i took last time..
cool..
heez.. hmm. .
but the experience was fun..
at least i know how cold njc is..
hahz..

had dance today... not me dancing though..
i was supposed to help pan lao shi teach the indo dancers the thousand hands..
hahz..
hmm..
at the same time discuss abt my dance..
wah sai..
she good man..
drag so long le..
today also never start..
only discuss the song and wad she intend to do..
chair dance??
haz..
hmm..
welll..
gotta trust her.
met at bee loh see at first
then cos there no space fer dance today.
we took taxi down to paya lebar. .
ahzh..
hmm..
tmr gotta go there again after skol..
dunno if i still rememebr how to go
ahz..
so sad..
cant go fer class gathering tmr..
sigh..
wanna see belle and the rest..
haiz.. .
hazh

just came back from dance performance..
hahz..
i made my make up again..
whee.
proud proud..
though its not nice..
hee..
hmm. .
morning went with ben and the rest.. cos not dance again..
hahz..
ben so nice.. help me carry my bag through out the walk at the beach..
hahz..
hmm..
collected alot of seashells..
thanks guys..
hahz..
all so nice..
pei me go suntec to report fer dance..
hazh..
thanks kors and jie
heez..
hmm.
dance is on overall great.. just that mistakes here and there..
hope seok wun kill us when she see the video..
ahzh..
and hope i really smile..
hahz..
cos i was trying so hard to smile. .
till i dunno if i really did or not..
hezz

just came back from dance performance..
hahz..
i made my make up again..
whee.
proud proud..
though its not nice..
hee..
hmm. .
morning went with ben and the rest.. cos not dance again..
hahz..
ben so nice.. help me carry my bag through out the walk at the beach..
hahz..
hmm..
collected alot of seashells..
thanks guys..
hahz..
all so nice..
pei me go suntec to report fer dance..
hazh..
thanks kors and jie
heez..
hmm.
dance is on overall great.. just that mistakes here and there..
hope seok wun kill us when she see the video..
ahzh..
and hope i really smile..
hahz..
cos i was trying so hard to smile. .
till i dunno if i really did or not..
hezz

i'm back from performance... hahz..
finally managed to do my own make up..
*claps claps*
tchr say we improve..
hahz..
glad glad,..
hmmm..
i think i got a big bgi big problem..
i smiled so widely.. i know i smiled..
but then ye lao shi keep calling my name..
cos i dint smile..
why ah???
i enjoyed dancing and smiled happily..
sigh..
nvm..
hahz..
hmm..
i tripped on my costume again..
hell..
dunno how many times le..
sigh..
nvm..
we took quite a few photos..
this time i take lesser than vesak..
hahz..
veyr happy.
hahz..
but now very tired..
hee..
tmr i'm gonna start on my dance..
heez..
cant wait to know wad kinda dance pan lao shi cheorograph fer me..
hee....
hmm..
zzZzzzZZzz..
tired tired..
nitex..

time really flies fast time holiday..
and i'm dead..
have not started studying..
sigh..
hmm.. ok well..
started. but not as fruitful as wad i expected..
hahz..
hmmm... using the morning to blog.
later int he afternoon, i gotta go to bee loh see for performance le..
kinda scared...
cos ...
well. just scared though i performed alot of times le..
hmm...
makeup???
oh no..
gonna draw it wrongly again..
gosh..
anyway should i use "the reel" for my dance?
gotta ask pan lao shi..
hahz..
that song's quite nice to use for dance..
maybe not comtemp modern but ji ben gong.
oh well.. burn it into a cd fer her..
maybe she will use on sun ba..
hee..

anyway dance schedule is out.. today's performance gotta meet at 3pm..
tmr's dance as usual 11. fer ji ben gong, lotus, and auditions fer sept dance..
on mon. 4.30 meet at suntec..
scary... hahz.. poofffie.. gonna go study le..

whee... did flag day today..
hahz..
finally i getta clock my cip hours again..
ahzh..
hmm...was late..
so i started at 8.15..
hee..
hmm.. then it was raining so heavily at clementi..
so me and shihui walk aimlessly there trying to get pple to donate..
hahz..
hmm..
not bad la,.
raining still can get pple to donate notes..
hahz..
hmm..
then we went macs for breakfast..
then the rain became smaller..
so we went to regent sec to find huang lao shi..
to ask for help abt my dance audition..
hahz..
knew he would say he cant really help cos of the hong kong trip..
so pan lao shi will help ..
haz.
but she gave the i dun wanna help look..
hahz..
nv..
forget it..
hmm..
saw med and the rest..
feel the baboon spirit..
hahz..
hmm..
but selene they all 1 plus then come..
sian..
by then i go le..
never..
then we went lot one to shop and have lunch,..
at lot one.. we went to mini toon..
saw this piglet and pooh so cute..
so i took a photo..
hahz..
the piglet looks so much like piggy
hahz..
then went back clementi..
after that we took a bus to ps to meet piggy..
hahz..
so fun..
we went to buy ticks for mr and mrs smith..
2nd row from the front..
he was like..
"wad so front..???"
hahz..
then while waiting we wanted to go arcade see see.
but we were wearing skol uni..
so cannot go..
then piggy make us angry lor..
he went in walk one round..
hahz..
notti piggy..
hmm..
then wen to watch..
so funny man..
hahz..
then after that we walk around see see ..
hhaz..
then shi went home le..
so left me and piggy..
we kinda got lost in taka for a while..
but then while getting "lost" we went to zara to look at clothes and get inspirations for my gown..
oh .. forgot to mention..
we went to see gowns too..
hahz.
but dint try it on though
so ex sia..
$169..
argh..
hmm..
okok..
then me and piggy finally got out of taka..
walked towards cine..
pretty in tokyo..
hahz..
Neos!!! hahz..
so fun..
i drew pig on him..then he drew flower on me..
hahz..
hees..
piggy... cuttie..
then at cine we went to more than words..
saw so many pig..
hahz..
pigy saw too..
we kinda like played with them..
hazh..
piglet looks like piggy!!!
kawaii ...
hmmm..
piggy:you lost them i buy you pig..
hahz..
nice hor.. buy me sun flower???
prefer pooh..
hahz..
so cute..
hmm..
shall get you "you know wad on the 25th"
hahz..
anw, piggy thanks for seeing me to the bus stop.
hmm... why you ask tat few questions whether i still like cow or how many percent i still have for wh???
hahz..
hope you're satisfies with my answer right?
hahz..
anyway.. miss ya lots..
hahz..
had alot of fun..

when i reach home there was another good news again..
hahz
shant say.
onlt those who are close to me will know..
chanel aka jie..
dun be sad abt it k..
i'm sure you will get it too..

just came home from dance prac..
phew..
the worse dance i ever had,..
think probably cos we just came back from dance camp yesterday night..
everyone's so tired..
but dance camp on overall was really fun..
i really enjoyed it...
hmm..
okok.. shall recount the past

10/06 :
missed the 1st part of the day cos of skol..
hahz..
so we missed funk dance..
hmm..
sad..
its so hip hoppy..
hahz..
we reached at 3pm..
then waited till 4 for the next activity..
its gp time..
indivual gp choose a number and get the song that matches the number
so baboon[my gp's name] we all wanted number 1..
so we got it..
but when we heard it..
we had headach..
its a song that is comtemp chinese
its like a war in the desert.
whoo..
hmm..
so me, kai ling and marvin started cheorographing the first min of the dance..
cos si chuan and wan ting werent here..
hmm..
but before we did that..
we disscuss the theme and wad the name should be called b4 we start..
hmm..
in the end we came up with wilderness..
funfunfun..
hmm..
well..
i'm new to choeographing..
so dint really come up with a lot of ideas..
cos wad i came up is all modernish..
whereas marvin and kailings' ideas are all chinese..
so we combined both..
hahz..
hmm.
we had three different solo parts..
hahz..
in the first day.. we cheorograph my solo..
hahz..
i did turns.. hahz.. but i'm not very good..
so had to keep training..
hahz..
then at night..
we had night games..
hahz..
its very fun..
i enjoyed the memory game best..
hahz..
we had 12 mins for the entire game..
is to find the correct path from one end to another...
but we only used 3 mins for the game..
the rest of the time was used for bonus points..
hahz..
so fun..
hahz..
then had practice.. for next week's performance
hahz..
we danced till 12 plus..
hazh..
so cos i was really late.
we called it a day and went to bathe..
hahz..
its baboon's toilet duty today..
but all the junior gals sleep le..
so me and kai ling washed the toilet..
hahz..
zzzZzzZzzzz....

11/06 :
we woke up early from morning exercise..
wah..
stress ma..
have to run with the guys..
hahz.
hmm..
then had morning class..
hahz..
not so bad..
hmm..
then we were split into 2 different gps..
performing class go for practice again..
juniors go for comtemp class...
heard the tchr not very happy with them,..
hazh..
then after lunch..
we went for our comtemp..
hahz..
in the morning we took gp photo...
cos marvin had to go tcs for his wu shu..
hahz..
then he passed me his cam..
ahz..
we took quite a number of photos with his cam..
oops..
hope he dun mind..
hahz..
then just b4 he went off..
so many pple asked him to buy stuffs back..
poor boy..
when he came back during lunch, he and his parents carried bags of stuffs..
hahz..
then we had lessons together..
in the same gp for comtemp too..
damn fun..
we were jump and laughing..
had fun with the tchr..
hahz..
he taught us much more then the juniors..
hahz..
when we were having lessons.. juniors were supposed to have gp time and continue with the dance..
but they spent 2 hours thinking of 2-8 beats..
hahz..
as juniors its really good..
hahz..
so when we had time we continued doing.. hahz.
hmmm.. den we had 3 hours together to do..
but then not much fluid flowing..
hahz..
we all stress man..
and really tired..
so cant really think of much..
hahz..
but someone was always there to spur us on with the ideas..
si chuan and wan ting tried to help too..
thanks...
sorry wan ting..
cos of us, you hurt your leg even more..
feel so bad..
anyway..
forgot abt captain's balll..
we played that on the 2nd day..
hahz..
even though we arent veyr good..
but baboon and wu kong got into finals..
so unexpected..
hahz..
all efforts thanks to chilli[ chee yi]
but then so sad .. one of you hor..
throw the ball directly into my eye direction..
bang sia..
hahz..
lucky nothing happen..
hahz..
hmm..

12/06 :
on the last day..
we wore our stretch tee..
whoo..
love that tee.
feel so unite..
hmm..
then cos baboon the last part of the dance, we split into 2 gp..
one is the 3 pairs..
then the other gp is the 4 of us..
so we were made to think of steps when we sleep..
hazh..
and met in the morning at 7 sharp..
hahz.
marvin claimed that when he sleeps, he wun be able to wake up..
ahz..
but he managed to wake up..
ahzh.
hmm.. then we managed to finish the whole dance..
ahzh.
hmm.. kinda like the dacne so much now..
hmm...
we did quite a number of times..
si chuan helped the 4 of us..
cos only me and su qin thought of steps..
ahz..
whee..
we did it..so happy..
then finally the competition started..
wah..
so nervous..
hazh..
finally it was done..
hahz..
we saw sun wu kong's one..
wah.. zai man..
like pro dance liddat..
really nice..
hahz..
hmm.. after all the 5 maggie dance..
performing class had to dance the 4 items taht we're gonna perform next week..
hahz.
so i had to dacne as well..
1st danced the ren ri dance..
then qian shou guan yin, then lian hua..
finally is the seniors dance.. the aerobic dance..
luv that dance..
hazh..
hmm..
b4 camp breaks, we had to clear up..
baboon washed the toilets..
one of the easiest task..
hazh..
hmm. .then the whole gp group together to take photos and the give the certs and prizes.
hahz..
then we did it in the presentation way...
kai ling and marvins the guest of honour..
and chilli and bryan is the cam man..
hahz..
so fun..
hmm..
then when camp breaks, i was waiting for my mum with selene..
cos fetching her back together..
hahz..
then marvin came..so we talked together..
ahzh..
so fun.. an coincident..
aahahz..
when my mum came.. his dad also came..
hahz..


now.. really miss my gp..
baboon... i luv you...
hahz..
hope we will keep in touch.
hmm... soon... performance coming.. hahz..
next sat will get the photos from marvin..
whee..
then can pass to seok to collate the photos..
hahz



today 13/06 :
had dacne practice..
from 8-5..
hahz..
really was dead tired..
but i managed to hold on till 5pm..
hahz..
and finally saw the blister forming..
that day felt it but cant see it..
today finally its there..
hahz..
so its really really painful..
hazh..
hmm..
ya..
then ajc called today..
hahz..
i'm supposed to go collect my letter for my test..
whoo..
thats fast..
ahhz.
hmm..
now i'm so tired..
sincei i recount the past 3 days..
i shall go sleep le..
photos will upload all when i got the rest from marvin..
hmm..
oh i forgot..
hahz..
during camp, called piggy..
miss him.. hahz..
haz.
missed wh too..
ahzh..
hmm. .
shant say so much le..
veyr veyr tired..
nitex pple..

yay.. so excited now.. tmr going camp..
god. my bag is super big.. howhow?? hahz..
anwyay the portable radio is inside.. hahz. .
hahz..
sleeping bad how??? cant go in... ahz..
hmm..
very tired..
but cant sleep...
too excited..
never been to dance camp b4..
anyway..
i think history wun repeat itself ba??
piggy is different from wh..
phew..
hahz..
anyway me love my korkor..
hahz..
brother sisterly love..
hahz..
my nick..
"wanna hug my piggy to sleep, but am i allowed??"
i had the answer le.. hahz..
thansk piggy..
muackx..

hmmm..
pple who come in here often to read..
all takecare ya??
going for camp in a few hours time..
wun be back till sun..
maybe edwin's b'day cannot go too..
sorry nephew.. dun be angry with ah yi hor..

whoooooh..
i'm really happy now..
thankful too..
hahz..
handed in NJC and HCI DSA le..
went to TJC too..
hahz..
initially the pple there refuse to allow me to hand in..
but after hearing my explanation, seeing the taxi waiting for me, and also my persistent to wanna join.. cos i really wanna go there..
the overall person finally accepted it.. w/o me saying anything else..
haz..
really gotta thank god and the taxi driver..
hoooo.. hmm..
must thank jun yan's mum too..
she gave me, pooty and sara a ride to NJC..
of course.. junyan is also applying too ...thats why we can get a ride..
hahz..
hmm.. piggy.. thanks for asking me to go ahead to tjc and not be afraid..
i was really scared at that moment..
my heart nearly pumped outta me..
huggies..
hahz..
gotta thank ting feng too..
though he's kinda blur in all those stuffs..
but sometimes blur also good..
wadever you say though you dun really understand, kinda make sense..
hahz..
thanks..

hahz..
hmm... piggy!!! me wanna hug you to moi dream land..
hahz..
but then when i'm gonna sleep, poor boy gotta be in skol training..
hahz..
anyway saw piggy's blog..
wow..
suddenly became so active..
hahz..
whhooooooh..
i'm really over joyed..
hahz..

though i spent alot of money on taxi today..
hahz..
but nvm..
at least i bought my ballet shoes, and sweat pants..
but then again..
sweat pant arent sweat pant..
haz..
its kinda thick

and.. this fri... i wun be here le..
hahz..
mon then will post everything up..
hahz..
going for camp..
my bag's kinda big now..
hahz..
am excited..
my first dance camp..
hahz..
anwyay..
should i go for milk run..
i dun wanna run for 5 km..
but i need the CIP hours to clock in my cip file..
sigh

whee..
hahz... i'm happy yet sad..
hahaz..
firstly is my DSA...
haz..
nvm
dun talk liaox..
hmm..
dance..
tough..
cos of my aches..
but i still survive..
whee...
drank alot of water too...
hmm..
i still got lots of things undone b4 i go for camp..
how??
at this rate i dun feel like going le..
hahz

yesterday went theme park to enjoy myself..
wah.. initially we were supposed to meet at 2 de.. made me and ben rush all the way down in a taxi..
but den.. aunty say at night play then fun..
sigh.. in the end stay at alicia's house for so many hours..
hahz..
nvm..
was trying to do my personal statement.. but then very hard for me..
so took a long time.. until now still not done..
hahz..
so finally at 6 we went to play..
only had 2 hours of fun.
but still i enjoyed myself..
hahz..
all the cousins split into 2 clan..
the gals and the guys..
dunno why..
so its 4 vs 2..
sounds unfair..
but ya..
the gals played more than the guys..
hahz
hmm... then at night went to shalom to see the badminton match..
so sad.. uncle lost..
but its still a good game..
hahz..
see hensley play..
damn funny..
anyway i'm beginning to be close wiht the youths again.. so glad..
talked to jodi, zhi yuan and zhi qiang, adrian, nicholas..
and alot more..
hahz..
so fun..
hahz..
den at night used the com a while..
hahz..
whee.. then thru out the night talked to languan kor until near 2 in the morn..
in the end give aunty scold..
ahzh..
aunty say you're not considerate enough..
sigh..
welll.. its not you not considerate k??
its i dun feel like sleeping..
then you also not sleeping so early..
so talk lor..
whee..
anyway i had a lot of fun..
but then its time to get back to serious work..

i just realised.. besides wei han hurting me..
there's one more person that hurt me even most..
she call her own daughter stoopid.. only think of boys, grades all drop..
i admit my grades are dropping since i know zc..
but why say me like that..
i only think of one guy..
as much as you're faithful to your husband, i'm faithful to either my boyfriend then and crush now..
i never loved more than one person at a time..
but why say me until liddat..
from the start until now.. iw as always right..
you never know me well. .
still claim that you're my mum, know me inside out..
i already hate my father to the core.. i dun wish to hate you also..
trust me.. i can hate someone more than wad i can now. .
as you say i inherited his gene..
so i show you wads the real meaning of inheriting one's gene...
dun force me to do things i hate..

today.. was rushing my composition out..
but w/o lyrics..
then at 6 when i finally finished it..
mrs tham say hand in on mon.. argh ..so angry la..
early go home early.. then can go for theory..
sigh.wanted to go regent see all my friends.. .
but cos of that ..
cant go..
argh..
stoopid compostition..
take up so much of my time..
from yesterday 9pm until 1 am cum today morning till 6.. wth...
left a little parts also take so long..

whee!! anyway.. cant wait for a month later.. when i finally get to step down, i will den be able to change my hair style..
hhaz..
mum says layer suits me..
maybe shall cut that..
but so like" in fashion"
not unique..
hahz.
well.. want something nice and suits me..
but then again..
gotta think twice..
hahz..
cos i got the tendancy to think that if i cut that hairstyle.. i will look like an ah lian..
eee.. cant stand the sight of them..
wad i want is something that will make me look fresh..
whoo..
anyway come to think of it..
will look forward to my grad night instead..
hahz..
kinda a total make over..
hahz..
not only me.. but all the sec 4s..
hahz..
wad you call that??
totally unleash their beauty??
hahz.. cant wait to see how pretty all my friends can be..
whoo..
hmm... *slaps myself*
hahz.. think so far off..
off topic liaox.. well..
july 1st.. is nearer than nov 29.. hahz..
so think near and decide wad i wanna do..
hahz.. or rather wad kinda should i choose???
hahz.. week 2's nearing.. cant wait for it..
all the dance practices, seminars and dance camp..
filled fillled and filled..
gotta chiong all my homework out..
if not week 3 cant go out with the rest to see the gowns..
*so excited... starts to sing*
hahz..
have to find time to go out with lg too.. he's like gonna help me choose???
hahz.. dressing consultancy..
hahz..
quoted from him, "if i'm your dress consultancy, then you will be a walking disaster."
whhhoooooohoooooo..
we shall see.. soo trilled..

dun understand why whenever there's "news"
there sure to be spams..
hahz..
hmm.. nvm..
no "noblity"
so i dun see why i should bother so much..
hahz..
anyway..
had bio test today..
not so bad..
kinda managed to spot question..
hahz.
though i think i wun do well, as usual.. but doesnt matter.
hahz..
cos i did my best??
hahz.. had chinese oral today..
reading wasnt so bad..
wah.. convers..
ask me some weird question..
first ques was still ok.. hmm.. something like in a hit and run case.. wad kinda punishment should a taxi driver face. and if you're the witness, wad will you do...
hahz..
hmm... well i stumbled..
cos as you all know my chinese arent good..
hahz..
yup..
then 2nd question is very personal.
was asked if i'm afraid of exams and why? wad will you do if you fail in a particular area. wad consequences will you face and how you will overcome it..
hahz..
my answer very typical de..
everyone will have the same answer de..
hazh..
but ok la. quite happy with my marks..
can pull my mock exam up can le..
hope prelim questions will be something like that too..
hahz.. but there are lots of improvement for me..
must learn from mango mei..
ahz..
she got the highest in class.
hahz..

hmm.. got my leadership portfolio back..
wah... b4 getting back.. ms choo talk to me..
oops..
obviously its nothing good..
hahz..
hmm.. she said i slide from the better..
not as attentive as b4..
hahz..
ya.. i admit..
my concentration not very good le.. hahz..
not much of peer influence.. but more of personal problems..
family too.
but well.. will buck up..
hope its not too late ya??
sigh..
feel so tired now..
wanna sleep and never get up..
but i cant..
still gotta pia like hell..
who ask me so lousy in my results..
still gotta buck up for so many subjects..
esp my core subject..
haiz..
tmr 1st instrument exam..
i beta play well.
if not kena slaughtered by ms wee..
hahz..
hmm..
gotta go.. finish my composition by tonight..
so that i can do the lyrics by tmr and hand in on fri..
hahz..
seems smooth.. but not..
still need my guitar parts or rather it should be the piano chords ..
hahz..
need many many variations..
hahz..
go poppie.. hahz..
thanks chanel.. you're my saviour..
oh.. and thanks for letting me see your statement..
gotta write mine too..
if not dun have the time to write liaox..

today got singapore mathematics olympiad..
wasnt in the mood to do the thing..
cos of wad happened last night..
cried the entire night..
well.. i can choose not to cry..
but i feel as if my heart's pierced a thousand times.
really very sad..
sigh..
anyway. you can stop yourself from loving me but you cant stop me from luving you.
and you got no right..
its my choice..
whether i will suffer from it or not..
let alone asking me to give you up, leave you alone and forget you..
you jolly well know i cant do it..
i never blame you, neither do i request you to do anything for me.
all i ask is dun cut off relationships with me.
i already lost you as a bro.
i dun wanna lose you again..
dunno why it have to be like this.
but its really hurting..
why push me to lg kor..
he's nice..
very vyer nice..
but that doesnt give you any right to push me to him..
i'm a human.. not a toy..
i have feelings..
i know you dun like me. and i also know you cant let her go.. even though she left you for abt 2 months.
but what has all these gotta do with you not telling me why it makes matter worse for you and more complicating???
i really dun understand..
why ask me to give you up without me knowing the real reason.
you said its something i wun be able to take it.
well.. if thats the case than when i think i cant take it i will give you up.
but at present .. i cant.
i know the definition of love like and crush..
its definately not crush nor infatuation...
i have asked myself lots and lots of questions b4 coming up with the definition and conclusion of my feelings towards you..
i know there are guys out there that are much much better than you.. adn they might be able to bring happiness to me.. but ultimately, i only have feelings for you.. not to the rest..
i admit i have a lot of crushes. but then again. its only sudden. unlike yours.
i cant seem to able to know wad exactly you're thinking abt, and thats why i wanna know.
i wanna understand you more.
but i'm never given the chance.. or i should say, i wun have the chance anymore.
i dun understand why you look into someone's history so deeply..
sigh... i wonder why i know him b4 you and not vice versa.. sigh..
forget it..
i wanna forget everything..
but i cant..
i tried to forget you..
but you somehow reappeared in my life again.
sigh.
i dunno wad to say le.
i wish i could be there for you when you're feeling depressed, but cant.
i wish i know wad is happening, but i dun.

forget it.
after maths. when to grab a bite before going for english.
ate the fish.
then i vomitted.
argh...
disgusting..
it was raw..
darn.
forget it..
my day's bad enough..
hahz..
came home then.. was listening to my MP3.
but then dunno why when i listen to the usual songs i hear.. i nearly cried today.
so malu..
was in the mrt and bus when it happened..
in skol also..
i was sad when i entered the skol.
eyes were about to tear.. but then da jie comforted me even she dint wad was happening..
why they all call you jerk??? i dun like the feeling that they are calling you that..
even though i keep telling them you're not.
well.. to the wisdomers, all guys are horny bastards.
is it true?
not all ba..
i've known guys who are really gentle. and wad you call that. gentleman.
but those that i like. sigh.
i dunno wad they are..
dun wish to think of it , neither wanna know wad they are..

*is that how we end?*

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