Wednesday, June 23, 2010 Y 11:52 PM
mm... things are really getting better... (=
whee!!!! (=
dear kinda like gave up work to come my work place and wait for me...
though i dint really wanted that... wanted him to work...
but apparently... lotsa things happened at his side...
mmm...
well to some pple, giving time= not seeing each other...
but yea...
its our resolve.. i did wanted not to meet him to let him sort everything thru.. .
but we ended up agreeing that meeting and being tgt unofficially might helped him with his phobia of everything that had happened.. he wanna chase it away while "being tgt"
so why not??? i'll give him time to overcome his fear and give him time to really love me once again..
at least... i'm a much happier person now..
and i'm seeing his smiles more than the past 2 months... really really happy for that...
hahhaz... (=
there are many things he aint obliged to do... cos he dun wanan see it as a rule and regulation...
and i'm not forcing him with many things anymore... just wan to work things out slowly... (=
but sometimes he still feels that he wanna do it... (=
and it really melts my heart...
esp when he knows wad kinda person i really are just being seeing all my past few years of photos...
really grateful for that...
love come what may.. i really wanna learn to love properly this time... (=
toutoudebenben.
happy as she can be.
benbendetoutou.
as happy as she is?
